โฆ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ถ๐ญ๐ต โ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ โฆโฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐บ๐ข (แดส - สแดแด - สแดส) โฆโฆ ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฑ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ โฆ
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Pennelope, was her name, and she's the smartest in the game.
And seventeen, was the age, and I knew that we'd be engaged,
She was out of my league and out of this world
But I couldn't seem to get over this world
So I asked someone on the person I trusted the most (Your turn !)
(โโฝโ)
(you have got to be kidding me -_-)
ATHENA
you gotta help me meet the
girl of my dreams, iโve seen her
and i need her
TO BE MIIIIIIIIIINE
believe it
iโm in love and i mean it
her nameโs penelope and i need her to be MIIIIIIIIIINE
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THIIISSSSSS
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Every time someone refers to my girl Sevika as a "he", my heart breaks into a million pieces๐
TLOU SPOILERS โผ๏ธ T L O U โผ๏ธ S P O I L E R S โผ๏ธ
me @ myself, who hasnโt started tlou2: thereโs only two episodes of tlou out, i canโt have missed much, right?
WRONG
how is he already dead?
LMAO I THOUGHT I HAD MORE TIME HOW IS HE ALREADY DEAD
and i find out from a tiktok? oh, this day is so screwed
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every once in a while i think to myself, โhaving a baby wouldnโt be so bad,โ and then i think abt the fact that
one, i would need to bone a man to get pregnant with said baby (vomiting at the thought of it)
and two, black women are much more likely to die during childbirth than anyone else (tbh not how iโd like to go out)
maybe iโll adopt later in life. anyways thank you for coming to my tedtalk
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me when
silly
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around nine oโclock, she woke up from an impromptu nap. the first thing she did was check her phone. there wasnโt much but a text from her sister two hours ago.
hey, can you come over when youโre free and watch noah for me? iโm going out for the night.
she tried calling her sister to see if she still needed to come over but got no response.
odd.
ten minutes later, she was out the door. promptly sending her girlfriend a text letting her know she probably wouldnโt be home until morning, she set off to see her nephew.
the drive was short. the whole way there, she wondered why her sister didnโt answer the phone. had she already left? if so, did she have someone else to watch noah? if she did, why didnโt she say something?
as she pulled onto her sisterโs street, she was able to see the police cars and the ambulance in her sisterโs driveway.
as she came to an abrupt stop in front of her sisterโs house, she all but jumped out of her car and ran towards the paramedic carrying her crying nephew.
noah spotted his aunt from where he cried in the manโs arms, his own reached out for her.
the paramedics turned to her as she approached them, stretching an arm out to prevent her from getting any closer.
โare you his mother?โ one of them asked.
she had to talk over the crying boy she desperately wanted to console. she explained that she was his aunt, and that her sister had asked her a few hours to come over to watch him, but she was asleep and unable to see the message.
โweโve been trying to calm him down so he could talk to us, but heโs been inconsolable.โ
โhe doesnโt talk much anyways. my sister was supposed to ask if heโs having, ya know, developmental problems, but she keeps pushing the appointment back. whatโs wrong? where are you taking him?โ
โheโs dehydrated, likely underfed, lord knows what else. we need to get him to the hospital.โ
her heart dropped as she climbed onto the gurney, arms reached out to take hold of her nephew. once he was in her arms, he gripped onto her shirt tightly and continued to cry in her ear.
โoh, i know, baby. you must be so scared. everythingโs gonna be okay, i promise. whereโs your mama, huh?โ
sevika looked down at her phone as it rang.
22:47๏ฟผ
Honey
she put down the cloth she was using to clean her prosthetic and picked up her phone to answer the incoming call.
โhello?โ
โhey, you home?โ
sevika could hear the upset in her loverโs voice, and she didnโt like it one bit.
โyep. sitting here, missing you. you okay?โ
there was a beat of silence before sniffles came from the other end of the line.
โwhatโs wrong, baby? are you hurt? is noah?โ
โitโs noahโฆ they- theyโre keeping him overnight, vika.โ
โwho, honey?โ
โthe hospital. the hospitalโs keeping him and i donโt know where the hell my sister is and i donโt have anything! he doesnโt have his blanket, or- or his rat, or his pacifier! and heโs been so upset so i canโt leave him by himself-โ
โwhat do you need me to do?โ sevika, as she moved to put shoes on, spoke with a firm voice. it wasnโt too often that her girlfriend needed a rock to lean on, but on the occasion that she did, sevika always came through.
โum, could you go to my sisterโs and get some of his things? i donโt know if police are still there, but i donโt want you to have to come here to get my keys and then go there just to come back here.โ
โyou donโt need to worry about that. iโll take care of everything. you just sit tight with noah, okay?โ
โi appreciate you so much, vika. thank you.โ
โno need. you know iโm always here for anything you need. just make sure you take care of yourself for me.โ
โi will. i love you so much, sevika.โ
โlove you too, honey.โ
it was well after midnight when sevika walked into the hospital room after getting some of noahโs things. the halls were mostly empty as she walked through the pediatric unit with one of her duffle bags over her left shoulder and noahโs diaper bag on her right.
as she quietly entered noahโs room, her eyes naturally shifted to the bed where the boy and his aunt laid sleeping.
sevika walked through the room, sitting the bags at the foot of the bed before moving the chair near the window. as she slouched into it, she heard movement coming from the bed.
โyouโre back.โ
the woman laying down spoke softly, her voice raspy with emotion.
โyeah. i got his blanket, a few pair of pajamas, some soft pants, a couple t-shirts, some socks. grabbed a few pacifiers, too.โ
โwhat about-โ
โyes, i got the funny looking rat. i donโt know why he loves that thing so much,โ sevika mumbled the last bit to herself. a laugh sounded from the other side of the room.
โbecause you got it for him, sevi. and he loves everything that has to do with you.โ
โyeah, yeah.โ
sevika watched as her girlfriend ran her fingers through the curls on noahโs head. there was so much love and concern in her eyes as she looked down at her nephew.
โhow is he?โ sevika asked gently. it took a before she got a response.
โas well as he can be. this is the longest heโs been asleep. he keeps waking up upset about the iv. kept trying to take it out, and then heโd cry when i wouldnโt let him. i felt so bad.โ
โyou shouldnโt feel bad about that, honey. he needs the iv,โ sevika tried to offer comfort.
โya know the doctors said there was absolutely no food in his stomach? and- and the police said the neighbor told them she hadnโt seen my sister in days. multiple. she just left home by himself. a two year old, vika. i just talked to her yesterday! how could he be completely alone, helpless for days and his mom isnโt somewhere dead? iโm literally a phone call, a text, a fucking email away! heโs- heโs just a baby.โ
sevika stood from her seated position and moved to console the woman whoโd began to tear up.
โweโre gonna make sure heโs okay, honey, i promise. and when we find your sister, weโre gonna get some answers.โ
it was on day two of noahโs hospital stay that two police officers and a social worker showed up to the boyโs room.
the policemen to let the women know noahโs mom had been found (in a restaurant trash enclosure of all places) and was being charged with child neglect, child abuse, and drug possession.
the social worker to tell them noah was officially a ward of the state as his mother was unfit and his father was unwilling.
โso what do we need to do?โ
โwell, seeing as he has family nearby, we usually check to see if thereโs someone willing and appropriate to be the legal guardian before-โ
โyes. yes, iโm willing. whatever i need to do, iโll do it.โ
after ten days in the hospital, noah was discharged. sevika got the boy changed out of his hospital attire and into some of the clothes she packed for him.
as they exited the hospital, sevika noticed how quiet her partner was. it wasnโt until they reached their apartment that she found out why.
โtalk to me, mama. whatโs going on in that head of yours?โ
โโฆ you know that evaluation they did on him?โ
the pair were perched on the couch. noah sat on the floor in front of them gripping his blanket firmly in one hand, his stuffed rat in the other.
โyeah. all the tests and shit. what about it?โ
โwellโฆ i looked at the paperwork todayโฆโ
โwhatโd it say?โ
the woman sighed heavily before continuing.
โwell for starters, he was born prematurely with neonatal abstinence syndrome and fetal alcohol sydrome. they think thatโs why his development is so off. they also think heโs gonna develop some kind of anxiety after all this and suggest some kind of animal companion.โ
โwhat, like a service dog?โ sevika questioned. if it was whatโs best for the little guy, sheโd do it. but the thought of a mut tearing all her furniture up was not a happy one. her girlfriend nodded.
โhm. okay. iโll look into it. now what else is there? because i can see it in your face; thereโs something you arenโt telling me.โ
โโฆ nonverbal autism.โ
sevika was speechless for a minute.
โthey think he might have it?โ her voice was low as she asked the question.
โthey know he has it. vika, how could he have been suffering all this time and i didnโt know?โ
sevika brought the woman closer with her right arm as her emotions welled up.
โnone of this is on you in any way, alright? up until now, you didnโt have any legal obligation to know any of this stuff. now that we know, weโll make sure heโs taken care of. heโll be okay.โ
as if the boy new they were talking about him, noah turned around and looked at the adults on the couch. his eyes were wide and the pacifier in his mouth bobbed up and down as he suckled on it.
his aunt smiled softly as she reached down to lift him up and place him in her lap.
โwhat are you looking at, huh, baby?โ she smiled at the little boy in her arms. instead of verbally responding, noah cocked his head to side ever so slightly and laughed at her. her smile widened.
sevika watched the interaction take place before leaning in and pressing her lips to the side of her loverโs temple. a pressure on her prosthetic pointer finger pulled her attention away.
she watched as noah squeezed the metal appendage and only intervened when he took out his pacifier and moved to replace it with the finger in his hand.
โthatโs gonna be a no, little man,โ sevika gently pulled her hand from him. the boy pouted at her in return and laid down on his auntโs chest.
yeah. heโs gonna be just fine.
๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ "๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ" ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ. ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ช ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ "๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ?" ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ? ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ? ๐ช ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ป๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ช ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ. ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ด. ๐ช ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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Any black woman complaining about stereotypes in relation to the personalities and styles of black women are coons, the end.
There are black women behind these accs that are writing based on how they are, how they dress, how they act. That's not stereotypical.
Plenty black women writers wear wigs, acrylics, have boisterous personalities, are thicker. How yall gon tell THEM they don't deserve representation bc it offends you? Yall sound like karens.
If you not that kind of black woman congrats but you don't get a cookie. Make your own representation. Stop following racist agendas from yt ppl who want us to see our own race as bad.
I love any kind of black woman. You should too.
thinking about modern!sevika with a younger gf (she calls her "honey") and they have custody of her gfโs toddler nephew who might be autistic (iโve been thinking abt this for multiple days at this point)
i desperately need more mom!sevika content to consume
might do something abt that idk
โฆ 0409 edit: i did something abt it
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now wait a damn minute.
how did i miss hot muscle mommy ambessa medarda give renni the drop for the memorial service? iโve watched this show and rewatched it at least five times, this is a little bit crazy. i canโt believe she was a snake from jump (yes i can).
still wanna fuck tho
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pause because why is ateez going on another tour when they just wrapped one up? and thereโs almost no break between each leg. kq what are we doing?
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Fuck it, what if I just kiss them and see what happens?
๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ท๐จ๐บ๐ป ๐ป๐ฏ๐จ๐ป ๐ญ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ถ๐พ๐บ ๐๐ถ๐ผ
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๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
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โง councilor!sevika who loves her wife and daughter more than anything in the world.
โง councilor!sevika who moved her family out of vaun some years after joining the council.
โง councilor!sevika who leaves her office after long days and comes home to her fourteen year old babbling about everything under the sun, and even though she wants nothing more than to lay in bed with her lovely wife and sleep for an eternity, she listens to everything her kid has to say (she might fall asleep during it though).
โง councilor!sevika who is informed during a council meeting that a small explosive went off at the cafe her wife frequented.
โง councilor!sevika who rushes to the hospital, enforcer in tow, giving her all the information they know.
โit looks like the explosive went off just outside the window of the establishment. not too many people were hurt, but iโฆโ
โyou what? spit it out!โ
โiโฆ well i think your wife mightโve gotten the worst of it. i think this mightโve been a targeted attack.โ
โง councilor!sevika who shows up at the hospital demanding to see her wife.
โง councilor!sevika who damn near throws up when the doctors tell her the extent of her wifeโs injuries.
โwhen they found her, the wall had toppled over her. there were shards of glass in her skin from the window. her eardrums were ruptured and she is concussed. her ribs are broken and one of her lungs were punctured. she also has a globe rupture in her right eye. in most cases, those are somewhat easy to fix but iโm not too sure about this one, so i want to perform a vision test when she wakes up. as for her legsโฆโ
โwhat? what about her legs?โ
โwell, as i mentioned before, the wall fell on top of her. the rubble, itโฆ it crushed her legs. just below her upper thigh. honestly, itโs a miracle sheโs alive.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, while she waits, sends a few enforcers to watch her daughter until she can get home.
โง councilor!sevika who sprints when sheโs finally allowed to see her wife.
โง councilor!sevika whoโs heart stops and feet falter when she sees the light of her life hooked up to the countless machines, the upper right half of her face wrapped in bandages and casts on both of her arms. the hospital blanket covers her from the waist down.
โง councilor!sevika who chokes up when her left eye flutters open and round lips part.
โโฆ โvika?โ
โiโm here, doll. iโm right here.โ
โwhereโฆ where's my baby? is sheโฆ is she alright?โ
โi sent some enforcers to watch her at home, she should be just fine.โ
โง councilor!sevika who watches her wifeโs face flash with several emotions.
โwhat do you- what do you mean? why isnโt she here? sheโs not hurt?โ
โwha- what do you mean? wait. was sheโฆ was she with you?โ
โyes, iโฆ i think so? i donโtโฆ iโm not sure. sevika, whereโs my baby?โ
โง councilor!sevika who storms out the room just as the enforcers she sent to her home are running down the corridor toward her looking frantic.
โwe went to your home, councilor. the housekeeper said your daughter left with your wife this morning. she isnโt there.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, for the next week, balances consoling her wife and trying to let the enforcers do their job. so far, all theyโve come to her with is the obvious: this was a targeted attack, someone from vaun was responsible, and her daughter was taken from the scene.
โง councilor!sevika who breaks a little every time she has to tell her wife that they havenโt found their little girl.
โง councilor!sevika who eventually takes it upon herself to find her kid.
โง councilor!sevika who rolls her eyes and glares fiercely at the other council members when they try to talk her out of it.
โcouncilor sevika, we understand your pain, but it is in your best interest to just wait while the enforcers handle this. finding your daughter is priority.โ
โshut the hell up and listen to what iโm saying. iโm telling you this as a courtesy; i am going find the son of a bitch that took my kid and hurt my wife, and i am going to kill them.โ
โง councilor!sevika who ventures into vaun everyday, armed with nothing but a pistol, going to every bar she can find. she knows whoever is dumb enough to pull the shit they pulled is dumb enough to gloat about it in some way, shape, or form.
โง councilor!sevika who walks into a newly renovated bar three days into her own investigating and makes eye contact with the bartender who visibly cowers at the sight of the woman. bingo.
โง councilor!sevika who gets in the bartenderโs face, demanding to know everything they know.
โsomeone hurt my wife and took my kid. tell me what you know.โ
โง councilor!sevika who reaches forward and grab the bartender by the collar of their shirt when they hesitate. she grabs them by the back of their head and pushes them into the bar, their head hitting the surface hard.
โnow.โ
โi- some woman came in. a- a couple days ago! she- she said something about finally uh- about getting her closure! said you killed her brother and- and she was gonna get her lick back! she was mumbling a lot, really drunk! i- i swear thatโs it!โ
โwhere?!โ
โi donโt know! i swear iโve told you everything i know! please!โ
โง councilor!sevika who, two days later sees a flickering light coming from a mostly abandoned building. the same building she spent most of her days.
โง councilor!sevika who takes two steps at a time to get to silcoโs office, ignoring all the memories flooding her mind.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt hesitate to kick the door down just as a woman is bringing a chainsaw down on her daughter who lays tied to silcoโs desk, tears and snot running down her bruised and beaten face.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt even stop to think and just pulls the gun from her waistband and shoots at the woman, the bullet piercing her wrist and causing the electric tool to fall and clatter on the floor.
โง councilor!sevika who stalks over to the woman stumbling away from the desk and grabs her by the hair on her head, dragging her to the clear space in the room.
โง councilor!sevika who slams the woman to the ground, and stares her in the face. all she sees is the anguish thatโd been on her wifeโs face for the past two weeks. and then she sees the fear that was on her daughters face when she barged into the office.
โง councilor!sevika who blacks out as she drives her fist into the womanโs face over and over and over again until she canโt hear the womanโs pleas. and then she continues to punch the woman in the face.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt stop until she registers her girl crying for her mama, the woman in front of her no longer even recognizable as a person.
โง councilor!sevika who staggers over to the desk to untie her daughter, face and fist covered in blood that didnโt belong to her.
โง councilor!sevika who is still running on adrenaline, but immediately comes down when her daughter flinches as she approaches her.
โhey, iโm not gonna hurt you. youโre okay, iโm gonna get you home, hon. everythingโs gonna be okay.โ
โง councilor!sevika who has to carry her daughter down the stairs and through vaun because she holds onto her so tightly (realistically she wouldnโt have let her walk even if she wanted to).
โง councilor!sevika who is overcome with so many emotions as she tells her wife that their daughter is safe.
โafter they make sure everything is okay, theyโre gonna move you two into a recovery room together. that way i can keep an eye on both of you.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, as she holds her weeping wife, thinks about the fact that she came this close to losing everything and canโt help but cry into her wifeโs shoulder.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ (*/โ๏ผผ*) ๐บ'๐ข๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด "๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!" ๐ฃ๐บ @uhlunaro. ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ (๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ถ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด 18+). ๐ช ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ค๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฎ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข'๐ฅ. ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฆn๐ซ๐ฐ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด, ๐ฌ? ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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๐บ๐ถ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ ๐จ๐ต๐ซ ๐ญ๐ณ๐ถ๐พ๐ฌ๐น๐บ
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐
๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ (๐ช'๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ), ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ค), ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
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โง carmen was married and pregnant when she met violet for the first time.
โง her husband, joseph, had hired a few ranch hands to help out on their in-the-middle-of-nowhere farm after their son was born.
โง carmen didnโt interact with violet much, seeing as the farm was josephโs territory and she focused more on the garden in her front yard.
โง they had a routine:
โgood morning, violet.โ
โง carmen would sit on her porch every morning and get some fresh air. after her youngest was born, she would do her first feeding of the day there.
โmorning, doll. told ya you can call me vi.โ
โง and that was that.
โง when violet and loris first started tending to the animals, carmen offered to prepare lunch for them. joseph they said it was unnecessary.
โง everything was relatively simple and easy going until carmen found out joseph had cheated on her.
โง tbh saying he cheated is putting it lightly. that man had a whole other family in the city. two girls around the same age as her sons with some woman carmen had never even heard of.
โง the divorce was quick and easy, what with the irrefutable evidence.
โง afterwards, the relationship between carmen and violet bloomed fairly quickly.
โง violet and loris took carmen up on the lunch. home cooked meals on top of the paycheck? yes please!
โง carmenโs boys spent a lot of time outside with the horses. joshua, at eight years old, had just started learning to ride. two year old charlie just liked to follow his big brother around.
โง with joshua and charlie spending so much time with violet and uncle โoris, as heโd affectionately been dubbed, carmen started joining them.
โง there was one time in particular when carmen was braiding joshuaโs hair on the back of their wraparound porch. violet was rinsing her hands at the water hose when charlie toddled up to her, asking if sheโd braid his hair.
โi donโt know if your mama would be okay with me messing with your hair, little man, plus i-โ
โoh no, youโre fine. just wash your hands first.โ
โโฆ iโm actually not much of a braider. my sister learned, but iโm no good.โ
โง the genuine heartbreak plastered on charlieโs face felt like a punch to violetโs gut. she left work that day and asked her friend mel to teach her how to braid.
โง almost everyday, violet could feel carmenโs deep brown eyes staring at her at some point. initially she thought sheโd done something to upset her employer, but whenever she turned to catch the womanโs eye, karmen would turn away, almost hiding.
โง and that oh, i've fucked up turned into oh, sheโs totally into me.
โง violet had always been attracted to carmen. it wasnโt just her deep brown skin or her coily hair. it wasnโt the curve of her hips or the swell of her breasts. it wasnโt even her ass.
โง while she appreciated all of those things, it was carmenโs gentle personality that did it for violet. it was her maternal instinct. her soft voice, her laugh, even her grimace when loris let the family dog lick him in the face.
โง as time passed, violet began to test the waters.
โง a pet name here, a brush past her waist there. not enough to get her fired, but just enough to gauge carmenโs reaction.
โง almost a year after carmenโs divorce, she and violet were outside drinking from a bottle of wine when the tension came to a head.
โviolet, i-โ
โtold you to call me vi, doll.โ
โโฆ vi. i have a question.โ
โshoot.โ
โhave you everโฆ been with a woman?โ
โง violet smirked.
โemotionally or physically?โ
โง carmen, thrown off guard by the vulgar implication of the question, was stuck opening and closing her mouth like a fish. at her reaction, violet laughed.
โhoney, have you met me? thatโs like asking does a fish need water!โ
โง carmen turned away as she felt her face heat up. the numerous pert names had been a thing for a while but they still got to her.
โso, yes then?โ
โyes, carmen. iโve been with a woman before. have you?โ she could hear the smugness in violetโs voice. she shook her head no.
โdo you wanna be?โ
โง carmen looked up, eyes wide. bold much?
โง long story short, carmen ended up with a girlfriend after that.
โง for a while, she was so stuck on the fact that she was dating someone who was working for her.
โit feels like iโm paying you to be with me, vi.โ
โbaby, listen to me. you and i both know what iโm being paid for. us being together doesnโt change my work schedule, and it doesnโt change my pay rate. it doesnโt change anything.โ
โง and even though it made sense logically, carmen couldnโt shake the nagging.
โง violetโs only solution was find another job. and while it upset carmen to not get to see violet as much, she felt it was the best thing to ease her conscience.
โง for a few months, the two women were in their honeymoon phase.
โง one weekend, while the boys were visiting their dad and sisters (thereโs three now), carmen was preparing dinner while she waited for violet to come over when she got a call from her ex husband.
โhello?โ
โwhy the fuck is my son telling me you laying up with somebody around my kids?โ
โi donโt know, but you need to watch how you talk to me-โ
โnah, because you got me fucked up if you think you finna have some nigga in my kidsโ face.โ
โand you got me fucked up if you think youโre gonna call my phone and talk to me like youโre crazy. what i do in my house is my business, and if you must know, iโm not laying up with any nigga.โ
โthen who the fuโฆ wait. you telling me you fucking on some bitch? you a dyke now?โ
โjoseph, iโm only saying this once. i am a grown woman living in my own house paying my own bills. you donโt get to cheat on me and have not one but two babies on me, and then criticize what i do after i leave you. i deal with you because you are my sonsโ father. our relationship doesnโt go beyond that. i didnโt call you showing my ass when joshua told me that girl was living in your house or that she was having another baby because i trust you to do right by your kids. you need to trust me to do the same. now, if you would like to talk civilly about my partnerโs presence around my sons, then feel free to talk to me about that. if not, you have no reason to call me unless it has to do with the wellbeing of our children,โ and then she hung up.
โง when violet showed up that night, she didnโt expect to find carmen bawling her eyes out on her couch.
โง violet sat carmen on her lap and listened to all of her woes. personally, she had always been comfortable with who she was and if anyone had anything bad to say, fuck them. however, she understood that carmen was coming from a different place, one violet had never been in.
โthereโs always gonna be someone with something to say, love. that doesnโt mean youโre doing anything wrong and it doesnโt mean you need to change for anyone. not your family, not your friends, not your ex, not me. only change for yourself.โ
โง after a year, violet moved in with carmen and her kids. the boys, now ten and four, were ecstatic.
โso is this like getting another mama? do we call you mama, too?โ
โyay! mama vi!โ
โโฆ you boys can call me whatever you feel comfortable with.โ
โง for the next few years, they had a steady routine. carmen would make breakfast, everyone would get ready for the day, violet would get started on taking care of the animals (she quit her janky job after she moved into the house), and once the day was over, carmen and violet would make sure the boysโ hair was ready for the next day.
โง nothing changed much over the years except for the diamond ring that sat on carmenโs left hand.
๐ฐ๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ต ๐ช ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ด๐ข๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ. ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ถ๐ฎ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ? ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด. ๐ช ๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด. ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด. ๐ง๐ถ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ต, ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ: ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ต๐ด4 ๐ด๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ด. ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ข๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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๐พ๐จ๐ฐ๐ป, ๐พ๐ฏ๐จ๐ป?
๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
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mizu had been away in london for two and a half years. with the help of abijah fowler, sheโd located the other two men she spent so much time looking for. the last two men that could have potentially put her on this godforsaken earth.
she killed all three of them in one fell swoop.
as she stood on the boat taking her home, she couldnโt help but think about what awaited her. how was everyone doing? did akemi and taigen ever work it out? where was ringo? how was swordfather holding up? how was yui?
as yui came to mind, mizu felt her stomach drop slowly but surely.
yui.
mizuโs closest friend. her longest friend. the reason mizu spent so many nights of this four year journey restless. yui plagued the womanโs mind like death.
the two met shortly after mizu began living with master eiji. yui would periodically bring fresh fruits and vegetables for the old man to have. yui, only seven at the time, was so fascinated by the kid, she couldnโt help but want to be around all the time.
now, she was twenty-six. mizu left right after yui turned twenty-two, being twenty-one herself. compared to the fifteen years theyโd known each other beforehand, four years wasnโt long, and they saw each other briefly just before mizuโs impromptu trip to find the white men. to be apart from someone youโd grown up with, though, someone whoโd been like an extension of you, was like missing a part of you.
if nothing else, i hope sheโs happyโฆ wherever she is.
the journey was long, but after five and a half months at sea and three weeks of land travel, mizu stood in front of the small hut she grew up in.
dressed in her very old kimono and very tattered pants, her hair tied back in her typical ponytail, mizu felt stuck in place.
what if no oneโs home?
what if they turn me away?
what if something happened to them?
it wasnโt the first time she had these thoughts, but it was the first time they hit her this fierce.
with bated breath and a hand on the blade at her waist, mizu stepped forward and walked inside.
the first thing she noticed was the lack of fire, swordfather nowhere in sight. her heart beat roughly against her chest at the thought of where he could be, but the shallow breathing quickly pushed that thought aside.
wait, what?
as she turned, ignoring the whiplash, mizu spotted a shorter figure tucked away in the corner. the lighting was bad, but if she squinted, she could make out the wide eyes of the woman whoโd unknowingly stolen her heart.
she didnโt look much different. same pretty eyes, same pretty nose, same pretty lipsโฆ
โฆaccompanied by some swelling, bruising, and a small cut.
wait. what?
โmizu? is that you?โ yuiโs voice was so small, you almost couldnโt hear it.
โwhat happened to you?โ mizu responded, taking long strides to wrap her friend in her arms, almost shielding her from the world.
โyouโฆ youโre here? iโm not dreaming?โ yuiโs hands shook as they came to mizuโs face, one holding a damp cloth. the samurai took that very hand in her own.
โiโm here, yui. tell me what happened. who hurt you?โ her voice was soft, and yet the malice was clear as day.
โi- i canโt believe youโre here. i prayed everyday for you to come back to me. you look so tired and- and thin,โ as yui rambled, tears welled in her eyes. there was so much concern in her voice, and mizu wanted to draw blood.
you beautiful angel. youโre hurt and worrying about me.
โyui, look at me. who hurt you?โ
the blubbering woman blinked a few times. mizu grabbed her flushed cheeks to keep eye contact.
โi- you donโt need to worry about me, mizu. are you hungry? let me get you some food,โ yui tried to pulled away.
โyui.โ
she stopped walking. with a drop of her head and a trembling sigh, yui turned back around.
โโฆ my parents married me off a year ago-โ
โwhatโs his name?โ
โmizu, this is why i didnโt want to tell you! you donโt need to do anything, iโm fine!โ
the samurai, in the middle of storming out, stopped herself.
when did i become thisโฆ protective?
she didnโt get to think on it too much before yui grabbed her from behind, pulling mizuโs back to her front.
โhe only hit me a few times. a few days ago he got really drunk and he was upset about something and he justโฆ we ran into taigen in kohama the day after. taigen told him to stay away from me and then brought me here. mizu, i promise iโm okay. donโt leave meโฆ not again.โ
as the sun came down, two sat huddled by the fire. swordfather, ringo, and even taigen surprisingly welcomed her home with open arms.
"ya know, master, taigen really gave yui a run for her money missing you."
"what the hell are you talking about, ringo? i did not miss him. i only spent so much time here because there needed to be a man to take care of the house with this idiot was getting his blood revenge or whatever. we seriously thought you were dead."
"i'm sorry for worrying you all. and thank you, taigen, for taking care of yui and swordfather."
taigen didn't have a retort for that, and it was silent save for master eiji's "hmmm."
as the hours ticked away, it got quieter, taigen and ringo leaving for their own homes and master eiji retiring for the night.
mizu and yui were still sat together by the small fire.
i'm gonna do it. she deserves to know.
"yui, I..." she started.
"yes?" the aforementioned woman looked up to mizu, eyes wide with innocence and happiness.
"uhm...i-"
"iโm so in love you, mizu. did you know that?"
wait... what?
"i- i'm not a... man," mizu had to force it out. she expected the joy in yui's face to dissipate, but the eyes staring at her didn't flash with any anger, distrust, or confusion.
"i know that, mizu," yui's lips curved in a small smile. mizu stood in shock.
"wait, but how? did you see me naked? you can't be in love with me, yui. i lied to you. for years."
yui giggled at her before grimacing softly.
"i guess that means the feeling isn't mutual then, huh?" her tone was light, but the hurt was written all over her face.
"no, mizu started, cradling the soft skin of yui's face, "no, no, no, yui. i love you more than anything in this world. i live and breathe for you."
"then how can you sit here and tell me that i can't love you and then turn around and tell me you love me?"
mizu sighed. she's never been good at this whole being in love thing.
"it's just... i've been in love before and it didn't turn out all that great. i just don't understand how you could... when did you... have you always liked women?"
now it was yui's turn to sigh, "why do you think i fought with my parents so much when we were teenagers? 'yui, you must stop with this foolishness, you will marry a man and bare me grandchildren!' 'but mama, i don't like boys! i like-" she cut herself off with a loud slap to the back of her hand. despite the seriousness of what she just told mizu, that smile was back on yui's face.
"what... what do we do now?" mizu had an inkling of a feeling as to what, but she still wanted to be sure.
"well," yui sounded cheeky, "it'd be really nice if you would kiss me."
and with a bright red face, mizu did just that.
after kissing for several minutes (not nearly long enough if you asked mizu), the two prepared to sleep. mizu snuck her futon out of the room she shared with master eiji and yui layered a couple of old blankets on top. as the pair laid together, mizu couldn't think of anything other than how happy she felt in that moment. and then she had a thought.
"you didn't tell me how you knew i wasn't a man, yui." as she snuggled closer to mizu, yui chuckled lightly.
"oh, my love, i've always known."
"yes, but ho-"
she was silenced with a kiss.
โsleep, mizu.โ
๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ (โก_โก) ๐บ'๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช ๐ข๐ฎ. ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ช ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ถ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ. ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข'๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต. ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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mizu is so effortlessly funny
why is she posted up like fucking spiderman, yall donโt know how much i love her.
โ ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐บ๐ข
i need to talk to someone ANYONE PLEASE IM BEGGING about epic.
the concept
the lyrics
the vocals OH MY GAWD THE VOCALS
โฆ edit: i have successfully found someone to talk to about epic (เนโขฬใ โขฬ)ู
โ ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐บ๐ข
๐บ๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ป๐ถ ๐ช๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ด๐ฌ ๐ป๐ถ
๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐'๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐'๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐!๐๐
๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐'๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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โhey, siri. call-โ elena barely got her sentence out when her phone began to ring. she made her way to the counter and peered at her phone before answering it.
โhello?โ
โhey, cariรฑa. how are you feeling?โ her husbandโs soft voice came from the phone.
โi feel fine, mi amor. you know, i was actually just about to call you.โ
โwere you? we must be in sync,โ elena could hear the smile in his voice, โi wanted to let you know iโm on my way to get the girls, and then iโll be on the way home.โ
as elena opened her mouth to respond, there was a knock at the door.
โhm, well iโll see you when you get here. te amo, miguel,โ though she spoke with pure adoration, most of elenaโs attention was on the door.
โte amo, mi esposa.โ
as the call came to an end, elena made her way to the door. before opening it, she pressed her ear against in an attempt to recognize a voice coming from the other side of the door.
โ.. and weโre gonna be friendly and respectful, and weโre not gonna play with our web shooters, alright?โ
โi know, dad. whatโs taking him so long to open the door?โ
โyou donโt what heโs doing. that might not even be his car in the driveway, may.โ
may?
โwho is it?โ though she had an idea of who was behind the door, elena wanted to be sure.
โoh- uh, my name is peter! iโm looking for miguel oโhara?-โ
โand iโm mayday!โ
taking a deep breath, elena unlocked and opened the door, leaving the door chain in place as a precautionary measure.
as she peaked through the small crack, elena looked up and saw a man. he appeared to be pushing fifty, his hair peppered with gray strands. dressed appropriately for the transitioning weather, peter had on creme colored knitted sweater and jeans. mayday had on an army green sweater dress, her wild curls slightly tamed and tied up in a ponytail.
โwhy are you looking for miguel?โ elena had an inkling of a feeling as to why, but she wasnโt one hundred percent sure.
โwell, we used to work together, ya know? and itโs been a while so i figured nothing wrong with checking in,โ peter had a gentle smile on his face, but his emphasis on โwork togetherโ left a nauseous feeling in elenaโs stomach.
strangely enough, though, being seven months pregnant will also do that.
โare you sure youโre not here about work?โ
at elenaโs question, peter raised an eyebrow. after a silent minute, peter relaxed his body and gave elena a bright smile.
โheโs told you, right? about our adventures? i promise iโm only here as a friend.โ
elenaโs stared at the man for a short while before softly closing the door in peter and mayโs face, leaving father and daughter in shock.
click!
the door opened, revealing elenaโs 5โ2 figure. she pulled the door back, allowing the two enough room to get inside her home.
โthank you,โ peter gave the much shorter woman a kind smile, one which she returned.
as may got settled on the couch, peter took a look at all the pictures on the mantle and on the walls. as he came across a picture of miguel cradling his younger daughter for the first time, peter turned to elena.
โhow long have the two of you been together?โ
elena looked at the picture and smiled, vividly remembering the day she brought her little Isabella into the world.
โwe met a few months after i had gabriella, so about seven years.โ
at that, peter did a double take.
โwait, so gabriella isnโt his?โ
โbiologically, no. but miguel is the only father sheโs ever known, and heโs been around since essentially the beginning,โ elena got a bit defensive; though she knew he meant no harm, the way peter worded his question didnโt sit right with her.
โof course, of course. i meant no disrespect. it just shocked me because of..โ peter trailed off, but elena knew what he was going to say.
โi know,โ elenaโs voice was soft, โhe told me about her.โ
peter gave the woman a soft look before moving along and stopped at a more recent picture.
โwhoโs this kid?โ
the kid in question was a young man in his early twenties. it wasnโt his cheeky grin or the glint of mischief in his eyes that caught peterโs attention.
it was the mostly striking resemblance he saw in himself.
as elena looked at the picture she chuckled a bit. sheโd have to call him later.
โactually, thatโs peter. heโs an intern at miguelโs office. he babysits our girls sometimes.โ
โah, i shoulda known,โ peter b. chuckled out.
the two moved over to the couch where mayday had gotten ahold of the remote and was surfing through channels before landing on disney channel.
โoh!โ elena exclaimed, โiโm sorry, i just realized i never introduced myself. my name is elena.โ
peter let out a hearty laugh before saying, โitโs lovely to meet you, elena.โ
as he got comfortable, peter continued, โso, howโd you two meet?โ
as miguelโs mini suv got closer to his home, the manโs nerves increasingly got worse. he couldnโt explain it, but something felt off to him.
โpapi! i show you โn mami my drawing!โ
at two years old, isabella was a bit of a fire cracker. the concept of an indoor voice hasnโt registered in her little mind, and she was incredibly demanding.
terrible twos, right?
through a chuckle, miguel simply responded with, โi canโt wait to see it, mi princesa.โ
turning into the driveway, miguel stared at his familyโs home. as he moved to gather isabella from her car seat, gabriella grabbed her bag and rushed to the front door, waiting impatiently for her dad to unlock it.
with isa in his arms, miguel walked up the driveway. in an effort to be discreet, he gently pushed gabriella out from in front of the door. if someone unfamiliar was inside their home, heโd need his kids to get as far as way as possible, as soon as possible.
with a slow turn and push, the front door was open. the first thing miguel spotted was his pretty wife, her manicured hands resting on the swelling of her belly โ yet another girl.
the second was the little red head girl sitting on his couch under his throw blanket watching his telenovela.
the third was the wide smile on the face of the man standing in his living room.
ay dios mรญo.
โmiguel, old buddy! itโs been waaaaay too long! how ya been?โ completely ignoring the look of utter defeat on miguelโs face, peter walked over with arms open wide in preparation for the long awaited reunion.
โnot long enough. how and why are you here?โ Miguel dodged the hug, instead moving toward elena to deposit their little one reaching for her mama.
โyour ears arenโt bleeding, are they, amor?โ he asked with a kiss to her temple. she chuckled lightly, shaking her head no.
โpeterโs been fine. iโll take isa so you guys can catch up.โ
miguel slouched on the couch while elena left with Isabella on her hip. with gabriella dragging may to her room, the two men were left alone.
โelena says sheโs a stay at home,โ peter spoke first, either unaware or uncaring about his friendโs dread.
โshe is. peter, why are you here?โ
peter took a minute to examine his friend. there was white sprinkled in his hair, which was a little longer than it was the last time they saw each other. there were light bags under his eyes, but he didnโt look tired. he looked.. content.
โbelieve it or not, i missed you, man. i wanted to see how youโve been and then i found out you had a whole family and i just.. iโm happy for you.โ
miguel looked at the man standing in front of him. heโd toned down the smile, but there was still joy in his expression, albeit more subtle. the crows feet were prominent on his face even without a smile there.
โโฆ what do you wanna know that she hasnโt already told you?โ
peterโs eyes shined.
โeverything.โ
โ- and this is gabi after her first soccer game.โ
miguel had pulled out the photo albums he and his wife used to document their lives together.
โwow! man, i gotta say it: for you to have this great life and all you had to do was wai-โ
โwait,โ miguel cut him off.
โyeah! all you had to do was-โ
โno. shut up,โ he was looking towards the stairs.
โโฆ whatโs wrong?โ peter whispered, having no clue what triggered his closest friend.
as he stood, miguel responded, โgabi is never this quiet with company over.โ
and with that, he made his way up the stairs taking two at a time, quiet yet efficient. peter wasnโt far behind.
miguel opened the door to his oldest daughterโs room. laid on the bed in the middle of the room were the two young girls stretched out every which way, completely knocked out. peter smiled as he watched the man deflate.
he went across the room to shake his daughter awake. with a groan, she sat up and promptly crawled up her fatherโs back, silently demanding a piggyback ride. with the girl gathered on his back, peter turned to his friend.
โwell, i guess itโs time for me to get this one home to her mama. you mind?โ
miguel pressed the buttons on peterโs wristband, opening the portal into what looked like mayโs bedroom. as he stepped forward, miguel called out to him.
โpeter.โ
he turned around and raised an eyebrow, prompting the man to continue.
โit wasโฆ nice. to see you, i mean.โ
โahh, it sucks that iโve got my girl on my back. i wouldโve given you a great hug, man.โ
โโฆ get out of my house.โ
by the time miguel got gabriella properly situated in her bed, put dinner away, and made it into his bedroom, it was pushing 11 oโclock at night. elena was sitting up in their bed, little isabella sprawled out at the foot asleep.
โmi amor, where are her pants?โ
โi got up to go to the bathroom and when i came back, she was just standing in the bed chewing on the pants leg. she wouldnโt let me put them back on her,โ elena responded, smiling softly at the little one.
miguel chuckled softly as he gathered the toddler in his arms. as she was moved, she began to whine around her pacifier.
โoh, i know, mija. weโre gonna go sleep in your pretty princess bed,โ miguel cooed at her, rubbing her back.
as he paced slowly, soothing their daughter, elena smiled at her husband.
โhow was your evening?โ
miguel sighed. elena knew he was about say something along the lines of a complaint, but the truth was written all over his face before he even began.
โhe asked so many questions, my love. And every time i would get around answering them, heโd ask a million more it felt like. and he kept saying how beautiful you are-โ
โaw, thatโs sweet.โ
โ- and obviously i know that. how else would you be pregnant right now? and he was saying how nice it is that i have this family to come home to everyday andโฆ yeah. it was all very repetitive. i wouldโve preferred to be lying down with my beautiful wife.โ
elena laughed at him. even though her husband did, in fact, complain about his night, she could tell he enjoyed seeing peter.
โwell now that heโs gone, thereโs nothing stopping you from doing just that,โ she responded to him, smiling softly and patting his side of the bed.
miguel stopped his slow pacing and looked at his wife. her face was bare of any makeup, all of her blemishes and dark spots out for him to see. she had her hair tied back in a scarf and she was wearing what she affectionately called her โgranny gown.โ miguel took notice of all of this.
โevery time i look at you itโs like i fall in love with you over and over again.โ
elena cheesed at him and replied, โhurry up and get her to bed so i can kiss you.โ
it didnโt take long to get from his bedroom to the nursery. when he came back, he quickly got ready for bed so he could spoon his wife. as he crawled into bed, miguel pressed three kisses to his wifeโs lips before lying down behind her and wrapping his arms around her torso, his hands caressing where the youngest oโhara slept.
โsheโs gonna be a daddyโs girl, too. i can feel it,โ elena called out softly. miguel hummed in thought.
โshe might surprise you. maybe sheโll be under her mama all the time like gabriella was.โ
โyes, and gabriella is a daddyโs girl. youโre proving my point, amor,โ elena retorted as she rubbed a thumb over miguelโs hand. the man responded by pressing his lips to the womanโs neck.
โi love you, elena.โ
there was so much overwhelming love in her husbandโs voice that all she could do was repeat his words back to him.
as the two closed their eyes, miguel thought about what peter said to him earlier.
it is nice that I get to come home to this everyday.
๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ (โยดโก`โ) ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ญ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต, ๐ช ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ. ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ? ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐บ. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ @1-800-writersblock ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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โง ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐น ๐ธ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ! ๐๐ โฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ต๐บ
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โง ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ
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โง ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ถ ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ถ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต
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โง ๐ด. ๐ข๐ช๐ป๐ข๐ธ๐ข ๐น ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ! ๐๐ โฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ถ
โง ๐ฌ. ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ๐จ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐น 1-๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต! ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ โฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด
โง ๐ฌ. ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ๐จ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐น 1-๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต! ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ โฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด
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โง ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฐ'๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ข ๐น ๐ธ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ! ๐๐ โฆ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ'๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ข'๐ด ๐ง๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ต
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โง ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฎ๐ข: ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐น ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ! ๐๐ โฆ 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06
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โง ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ด๐ค! ๐ค. ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฐ ๐น ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ง๐ฆ๐ฎ! ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ถ
โง ๐ฌ. ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ๐ช ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ถ
โง ๐ง๐ช๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ! ๐ฌ. ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ๐ช ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ถ
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โง ๐ฌ. ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ๐จ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ
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โง ๐ธ. ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ ๐น ๐๐ โฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ถ
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Requested by: @inkyprince Info: these were all drawn/made & animated by me. please reblog/like if use!
OH MY FAWKING GAWD
iโm reading this good ass hobi fic on wattpad (donโt shoot me) and his wife is cheating with her coworker AND her coworkerโs fiancรฉ and they keep talking abt how things will be different after the wedding
WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY PLANNING I NEED TO KNOW NEOW
stay tuned ๐
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โFINALLY YOU LOSER WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONGโ - someone probably (valid tbh)
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akina helped izuku move his all might paraphernalia into his dorm. all his classmates except (you guessed it!) katsuki were happy to see her.
the night after passing her Provisional Hero License Exam, akina originally had plans to watch old all might videos with izuku, but when he told her about his meet up with katsuki, she ended up aimlessly walking around campus. thatโs when she heard the overwhelming sound of katsukiโs explosion. she turned around and ran back to where sheโd just passed all might.
โtheyโre fighting. izu-kun and katsuki.โ
and though she initially planned to follow him, akina stood still and watched the retired hero run off. instead, she walked to her dorm and laid down.
when she woke up, it was to the sound of incessant ringing coming from her phone. without checking the caller id, she answered.
โhel-โ
โWHY DIDNโT YOU TELL ME THAT LOSER GOT HIS QUIRK FROM ALL MIGHT!โ
โโฆโ
she hung up on him.
when it came to it, akina had some interesting choices for her work study.
โhey, hayashi! long time no see! who are you thinking of doing your work study with?โ
โoh. hello, ashido. i donโt think i wanna go back to hosu. i might check out one of the agencies that i got internship offers from. maybe ryukyuโs agency or best jeanistโs-โ
โNO WAY IN HELL!โ
she ended up going to best jeanistโs agency.
she noticed izukuโs mood was off during the first few days of his of his own work study. however, she didnโt get much time to dwell on it before sheโd gotten a phone call from a distraught mitsuki bakugou.
thereโd been a house fire that night. her mom didnโt make it out.
when katsukiโs mom called him, heโd rolled his eyes but reluctantly answered. he wasnโt prepared for her to tell him, in hysterics, that their neighbor had died.
โkatsuki, i need you to listen to me. that girl has no one, now. just for now, i need you to be a hero for her.โ
โtch. shut it, hag, i know.โ
it wasnโt long after she got that she heard the disruption that is katsuki bakugou.
โGET OUT OF MY DAMN WAY, EXTRAS!โ
โyou arenโt even in our class! what are you doing here?โ
โSHUT IT AND TELL ME WHERE BARNEYโS ROOM IS!โ
she became a shell of herself after that.
after the Shie Hassaikai Raid, izuku checked on her everyday (katsuki wouldnโt let him leave the 1-a dorms while he was crying), but it didnโt do much.
katsuki would go out to the kitchen and prep three meals every morning to make sure akina had food for the day. on days when he had his Remedial Courses, heโd ask make izuku to deliver the food.
after staff found out, her work study was promptly ended (prior to all the work studies being canceled), and sheโd been excused from class.
sheโd returned to class a week later, hair much shorter and choppier, heavy bags under her eyes, and a dead expression on her face.
even though it was sad to see, everyone had almost gotten used to her lack of expression over the recent weeks. so much so that it genuinely shocked them when her eyes widened and her face flushed at the sight of shinsou as he joined class a and b for Joint Training.
โoouu hayashi~ you got the hots for shinsou?โ
โ.. kaminari, shouldnโt you be with your class?โ
akina got grouped with pony tsunotori, juzo honenuki, and tetsutetsu tetsutetsu. she held her own against ojirou until iida managed to get her into the irredeemable jail cell, where she sat until the time ran out.
she enjoyed watching the last two matches, not at all surprised by class 1-aโs swift win in round four.
what did surprise her, though, was the newest addition to izukuโs quirk.
after the final round, akina quickly tracked down her closest friend, not at all surprised to see katsuki right there with him.
life was mostly uneventful until the Paranormal Liberation War.
akina was helping evacuate when izuku took off without so much as an explanation. before she could blink, katsuki was gone, too. even though she wanted to go after them, she knew she had an obligation to help the civilians get out of harms way.
as the scene got progressively more chaotic, akina pushed to help everyone she could. so many were stuck under debris from gigantomachiaโs storm.
while she was pointing an older woman in the direction of the nearest rescue tent, she spotted a huge chunk of an apartment building falling.
two small children sat crying right in the landing zone.
before she could think, akina was standing in between of the kids with her hands above her head. most of the concrete turned to dust and fell smoothly. however, there was a rather large piece that didnโt disintegrate until after it hit akina in the head. as disoriented as she was, she made sure to get the kids to safety. she wasnโt even gonna get looked over until one of her peers said something to her.
โdissolvere, youโre bleeding! what happened?โ
ears ringing, the girl turned to look at the hero approaching her. their mouth was moving, but the girl couldnโt hear a thing besides an incessant ringing. insisting she was fine, akina went to continue her job.
she didnโt get far before everything went black.
when she came to, she was in a hospital bed, vlad king seated next to her.
โyouโve been out for a few days. the head injury shouldโve only kept you out for a day max, but apparently you havenโt been taking care of yourself.โ
while her homeroom teacher continued to lecture her, akina noticed the far off look on his face.
โwhat happened?โ
โUH? I JUST TOLD YOU WHA-โ
โnot to me. what happened?โ
with a heavy heart, the hero gave his student a run down of everything that transpired. from the heroes storming and evacuating the hospital to the 1-a knuckleheads students getting caught in the middle of it all, he told her everything.
after hearing of the gains and losses, akina yanked the iv out of her arm and ran to the room izuku was in. all but snatching the door open, she came to an abrupt stop at seeing inko midoriya.
upon seeing her closest friend seemingly lifeless and his distressed mother, akinaโs heart felt heavy. before inko could get a word out, akina was on her knees, forehead meeting the floor.
โiโm so sorry i wasnโt there to protect him.โ
after everything had mostly settled and all the students were safely on campus, they had another problem to deal with.
izuku had disappeared.
he wrote letters to all his classmates explaining the circumstances of his quirk and how he was a danger to them all.
after promptly turning the piece of paper to ash, katsuki set off to find akina. if anyone knew where that bastard was, it would be her.
he made quick work of getting to the 1-b dorms and found her bedroom door cracked open. he pushed his way in and immediately saw the balcony door open, the curtains flowing in the window.
before he could even think, katsuki was on the balcony looking over the edge to see.. nothing.
โyou just couldnโt wait to see me laid out on the ground, could you?โ
katsuki gave himself whiplash with how fast he turned around. tucked in the corner, legs bunched up and head resting on her knees, sat akina. beside her was a piece of paper.
โwhere the hell is he, hayashi?โ
before giving her a chance to respond (she wouldnโt have regardless), the blonde picked up the letter she received from his longest friend rival. it was noticeably different from the ones he and his classmates had recieved.
Akina-chan,
Iโm not going to tell you anything you already know. I just want you to understand that I have to do this. We both know that the league wants me. I need to leave. Iโm so sorry to leave you like this. I know if I did this face to face, I wouldnโt be able to leave. I love you more than you know. Youโve been my best friend, my biggest support, my sister for my whole life. All I want from you is to take care of yourself. Put yourself first. Youโve been looking after me for years, and that isnโt fair to you. When I come back, Iโll make sure to return the favor. But for now, I just need you to make sure youโre okay.
Your best friend,
Izu-kun
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐น๐ค๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ เฒฅโฟเฒฅ ๐ช'๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ป๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ (๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ!) ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ข๐จ๐ข. ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต. ๐ช ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ง๐ง ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ง ๐ช'๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ? ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ @starrynightsandcloudydays ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข'๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ช๐ง ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง. ๐ช ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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happy born day to me ig :/
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You can only reblog this today.
love day fics go hard ๐ป
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Back to The Library
Book Title: The Mole Theory (Non-idol!Park Sunghoon x gn!reader)
Genre: Fluff, reincarnation/soulmate-ish? AU, college AU (Valentineโs fic)
Proofread: No (if any inconsistencies, especially with pronouns, let me know.)
Word Count: 2.7k
Now playing: โApocalypseโ by Cigarettes After Sex
Content Warnings: this is a work of fiction and is not meant to assume how any real, not fiction person acts in their personal life, gn!reader, 3rd person POV (they/them used to reference reader), fluff, slight angst, reader initially thinks theyโre not meant to be loved (incorrect for reader and for you), Y/n not used but โ____โ in place of a name, reader has two moles (1 on lips, 1 on underside of their jaw) but they arenโt visible unless someoneโs really looking for them, random character โAshโ is readerโs friend, awkward kiss scene right at the end.
Authorโs Note: Iโm really nervous abt writing this cus Iโve never written for a real person before๐ญthen my irl pointed out that when I write, I should write what I want cus itโs for me and not anyone else. Itโs a little late in the day but still Valentineโs Day where I am, so enjoy! (Also, this is the specific photo Iโm using for reference for his lil moles.๐ฝ๐ฝ)
____ was convinced they werenโt meant to be loved in any life. But they came to terms with that a very long time ago. It wasnโt something to stress over for them. It was just one of those things that simply wasnโt meant to be. This was unknowingly confirmed when a friend told them about the โmole theory.โ
โThat doesnโt even sound like a real thing.โ They gave Ash a look of disbelief as they took a sip of their drink. The cafe around them served as a comfy hang out spot the pair frequented before and after class โ todayโs case was the former. Ash got her usual of a simple hot coffee with a couple of sugar packets and a splash of milk while ____ got their favorite.
โI swear it is!โ Ash laughs, setting her drink down and pulling out her phone to open Google. โLook,โ she handed them the phone, โitโs this myth or legend-like thing that says wherever you have a mole is where your lover in a past life kissed you the most! Isnโt it romantic? I mean at this point-โ
____ sort of tuned Ash out as they sat their own drink to the side and scrolled through whatever article Ash had opened. It said practically the same as whatever Ash was spewing โ at least they assumed it did. They really werenโt able to listen to her drone on about her boyfriend while reading an article.
โOkay, soโ ____ cuts Ash off before she can get too deep into a spill about how cute she thought one of her boyfriendโs habits was, โwhatโs the point of this again?โ
They hand her phone back to her as she deadpans a little. โDid you not hear the first half of what I said?โ When met with a blank stare and a small shrug from ____, Ash sighs and repeats a summary of what sheโd been saying. โI said, if this legend is true then it basically proves the existence of past lives! I mean, everyone has moles. Plus, itโs just so romantic to imagine that you were loved so deeply in a past life that it left a permanent mark on you in the next,โ she practically swoons.
โI donโt have any moles,โ ____ points out. They look down at their arms, twisting them side to side a bit to reveal skin with as many moles as a block of concrete. They go over their body in their mind, not recalling a single one that theyโve been able to see.
โI can almost guarantee you have at least one mole somewhere on your body,โ Ash says with a confident expression, her arms crossed over her chest and her body leaning back in the booth.
____ just shakes their head with another shrug. โCanโt say Iโve ever seen one. Guess love wasnโt meant to find me in this life or the last.โ They say it so casually and with such honest belief that Ash can only stare at them with a lightly incredulous look. But before Ash can rebuttal her friendโs self-deprecating words, ____โs phone buzzes and chimes with an alarm. โThatโs my alarm to head to class. See you later?โ they say, grabbing their drink and their bag without another word.
However, as much as they donโt want to admit it, the thought that they werenโt loved in this life or the next weighed on them a little. They thought back to the times they couldโve used a partnerโs shoulder to cry on and the holidays theyโve been missing out on couple activities during. They would always tease Ash about her being excited to celebrate things like Valentineโs Day when her and her boyfriend could just show that same appreciation for each other every day (not that the couple didnโt anyway).
Then their mind wandered back to the mole theory in specific. They realized just about everyone she knew had at least one mole on their arm, leg, or even their collarbone. But they canโt recall a single one on their own body and face. The other people mustโve been loved lots in their past lives. Park Sunghoon, for example, has at least three just on his face. ____ wouldnโt be shocked if they were scattered all over the guy. Whatโs not to love?
Sunghoon and ____ were friends. The two werenโt as close as he was with the boys he grew up with, but they were close enough that they would sit next to each other and have idle chats if either one of them were in the same place without any of their other friends. It didnโt happen often. However even with their interactions being as rare as they were, it wasnโt hard for ____โs feelings to be affected.
Sunghoon was easy to be around. He was easy to talk to, very calm (with the exception of being around his friends), and was a great listener. Although ____ couldโve sworn he mightโve been spacing out several times prior, staring unblinkingly at different points of rooms and at different people. (They would bet their life on catching him staring at their lips once in a class the two shared, but it was more than likely a coincidence.) They shook the thought of Sunghoon out of their mind as much as possible as they walked to their class.
Valentineโs Day rolled around a couple days after Ash and ____โs cafe conversation. Ash and ____ had exchanged the small valentines theyโd had a tradition of giving each other since childhood, Ash and her boyfriend going out for the rest of the day afterwards. ____ had exams coming up soon, so they decided to head to the library for a few hours to prepare.
It was quiet, as per usual. There were some simplistic, non-distracting valentines decorations scattered around. ____ nodded in a polite hello to the librarians as they made their way to their favorite table. They could count on one hand the amount of people in the library on the love holiday, excluding their self and the librarians. Even if they were included, ____ wouldnโt need ten fingers to count the current capacity of the building.
____ had been reading over notes and copying them down a couple times each for about an hour before an unexpected voice softly spoke up.
โCan I sit with you?โ
____ jumped a bit at the voice, not expecting anyone to approach them. What was even more unexpected โ but currently happening โ was to see that the voice belonged to Sunghoon.
They quickly composed themself, giving a small smile and a polite nod. Sunghoon mirrored the smile and took the seat opposite ____. They had to admit to themself that a slight feeling of surprise fell over them at seeing him here instead of him being out with someone. With who, they werenโt sure, but they certainly didnโt expect him to be with them in the library.
The curiosity scratched at their mind for a while before they finally decided to quietly ask, โNo holiday plans?โ
Sunghoon looked up from his own notes and shook his head a little. โNo one I felt like going out with. You?โ His tone matched theirs, the softness in his voice giving them butterflies.
____ copied his head shake with a slight smile. โNo one felt like being with me.โ
Sunghoon seems to consider their words for a moment before muttering, โI felt like it.โ
This surprised them a little. Heโd just said there wasnโt anyone he had wanted to go out with, but he admitted he felt like being with them. The admittance, no matter the intended meaning, brought a wave of flustered heat to their face. They quickly looked back to their notes, a small โohโ escaping them in response.
The pair went back to their respective note taking, working in silence. At least, Sunghoon had returned to working. ____ couldnโt help but repeat his words in their head, sneaking a glance at him after a while. Their eyes were quickly drawn to the trio of his most prominent moles, darting between them as if studying them more intently than the notes for their tests. Their eyes started at the one just to the side of the bridge of his nose, on his right side but on their left. It was probably the darkest of the three, yet the second was the most prominent. It rests on the opposite cheek from the first mole. It would be one of the first details of his face that anyone would notice. Their gaze then traveled to the third mole. It was the lightest and the smallest, under the same eye as the first one. It was also closest to his lips, probably the second feature anyoneโs eyes would be drawn to.
The mole theory rushes to the forefront of their mind. The first mole had obviously been the place Sunghoonโs past lover had kissed the most of the three, the darkness making this evident. They imagined their own kiss making the spot even darker in his next life, this thought making way for the thought of his lips leaving a love mark on ____ in their own next life. They tried to force the thought out of their mind, but it only evolved into them trying and failing to not think about how his lips would feel on theirs. Would that be a place he preferred to kiss often? Would it be often enough to leave a mark after this life comes to an end? The swirling of these thoughts in their mind made ____ practically rip their gaze away from him and make an attempt to pretend to focus their attention on their notes for another half hour.
They eventually give up with a small sigh, leaning back in their seat. They let their head fall back, and their eyes close. Sunghoon takes this as a sign of frustration with studying and lifts his gaze to them.
โFrustrated with notes?โ His voice reaches them, but they donโt let their eyes go back to him knowing theyโd get flustered and warm all over again. Instead they decide to let him believe that and just offer a slight nod. A few beats of silence pass between them before the scraping of a chair being pushed away from a table and back to it sounds out. ____ thinks he just decided to leave, until they hear the chair next to them make the same noises. They open their eyes and see Sunghoon being exceptionally close to their side, moving their notes close to him and reading over them.
โWhat are you doing?โ ____โs whisper is full of shock as Sunghoon continues to read over their notes.
After a second, he looks over to them with another signature soft smile. โHelping you with your work. You said you were frustrated, right?โ
____ has to force their mind to focus on his question instead of the scent of his cologne and the warmth of his arm so close to theirs. They only manage a soft nod, not trusting their voice to give out on them even in a whisper. They decide their mind is playing tricks on them when it sees his eyes flick to their lips for less than a millisecond before he turns to their notes again. ____ decides they might be going insane as they see the very tips of his ears glow a soft red.
Sunghoon and ____ go over the notes for another hour before they both decide to be done with work for the day. ____ has to beat another bout of butterflies down as Sunghoon suggests getting a post-study snack together.
They walk to the campus convenience store with light conversation filling the occasional silence. Nothing of major importance is said before or while they get their snacks. Until the two decide to eat their snacks in the park. They have a seat at one of the benches โ the warmth and cologne ____ felt from him before returning even more intensely with how small the bench was โ and eat their snacks in relative silence.
After a few minutes, ____ decides to bring up the mole theory out of sheer curiosity for his opinion. โAsh โ my friend, I think youโve met โ told be about it the other day.โ
โIt sounds interesting. I like it,โ he admits with a soft smile. โItโs romantic.โ
โThatโs what Ash said,โ ____ nods, โbut I kinda thought it was silly. Itโs a less convincing argument than deja vu.โ ____ continues their small rant while Sunghoon quietly gazes at them in listening. โI mean, practically everyone has that and canโt really explain it. At least not with a sure fire round of solid evidence. Not everyone has moles. For example, me. Thereโs not a single mole anywhere on my body.โ
Sunghoonโs eyebrows furrow slightly, and he tilts his head with a confused expression. โWhat are you talking about? You have at least two.โ
____ turns their attention to him with their own confused expression. โWhat are you talking about? Iโve never seen one and Iโve kinda lived in this body for my whole life.
____โs heart nearly stops as Sunghoon reaches up and leaves the lightest touch on the underside of the left jaw bone. โThatโs one of them. Itโs darker thanโฆโ He moves his touch to the very edge of ____โs bottom lip, directly in the middle. โโฆthat one.โ His voice is considerably softer than it was moments ago, and his touch manages to be even lighter. It was almost as though he was afraid being too loud or too rough would break the very world around them.
____โs whole body feels like itโs on fire. Controlling their voice as much as possible (even though it still comes out weak and almost shaky), they ask, โHow did you even see those?โ
Sunghoonโs touch finally falls from their skin, and they miss it immediately. He turns his attention to a very interesting patch of grass between his feet. ____ notices the tinge of red on the tips of his ears again. โIโฆ sometimes I space out. In the class we share together, you sit on the other side of the class, facing me but a couple rows back.โ ____โs mind fries at the fact that he pays any attention to them at all besides when he spaces out. โOne time, youโd switched seats with the person that does sit right in front of me. You were close enough now that I could see that one,โ he points to his own lips this time, still not looking in their direction, โand now I canโt help but notice it every time I see you. Then earlier, in the library, I saw this one,โ he points at his jaw where the mole would be on him.
Silence settles over them, a certain tension filling the air. ____ lets it linger before speaking up. โDo you believe it?โ
That confused look raises to Sunghoonโs expression again, and he finally turns to them again. โWhat?โ
โThe mole theory. You said you liked it, and you thought it was romantic. But do you believe it?โ
Sunghoon considers their words for a moment. โI guess so. Why?โ
โWellโฆ Iโve decided I believe in another theory. My theory is that whoever left the love marks on you from a past life is the same person youโre meant to be with in every life. I also believe that the kiss from your past โ and destined โ lover feels different in those places than if someone else kissed them.โ Itโs ____โs turn to be intrigued by a grass patch. The suggestion makes the air feel even heavier than before.
____ is considering imploding right then and there until they hear Sunghoon speak up. โTest it.โ
They turn their gaze to him to see his usual calm expression returned to his face. โWhat?โ
โTest it. Test your theory.โ He leans a little bit closer, as if inviting the test. A small smirk grows on his face the more ____ stares at him in shock mixing with a feeling of being flustered. โOr should I test it for you?โ
He lets ____ process his words for as long as they need, each otherโs eyes glancing towards the otherโs lips. ____ only gives a small nod and leans into Sunghoonโs kiss.
They think their mind must surely be playing tricks on them when they swear they can feel moles they hadnโt noticed before grow warm under his lips being on theirs and his hand gently grazing their jaw.
levi my hero ๐ป
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โง thinking about sashaโs sister whoโs like three years younger than her. they were as close as you can get.
โง i think it goes without saying that she took sashaโs death the hardest.
โง iโm talking full blown breakdown. cried so hard she passed out only to wake up crying again.
โง sheโd calmed down enough to be somewhat social when kaya came inside one morning followed by a pair of siblings. mia and ben.
โง however, all of that went out the window when niccolo told her family that mia was the kid responsible for the death of her big sister.
โง she blacked out.
โง not for long, though. when she came to, there was too much happening. someone screaming bloody murder, someone pulling on her hair, someoneโs arms wrapped around her.
โง she realized it was her not only screaming (think azula at the end of atla book three), but also pulling at her hair. her mom was holding her, trying to stop her from hurting herself.
โง iโd like to say it was at this point that she cracked up.
โง while her family was being held at gun point by yeagerists, she sat holding her knees, rocking back and forth and mumbling to herself.
โsheโll die. she has to, she killed my sister. iโll kill her. iโm gonna kill her.โ
โง even after the girl saved her little sister, there was nothing she wanted more than to end her life.
โง while her family was being escorted by scouts through the fire, she quietly stood behind the girl she hated more than anything and whispered in her ear.
โi am going to kill you.โ
โง after the rumbling and the death of the yeager brothers, everyone felt a peace theyโd never felt before.
โง everyone except one braus girl.
โง the year was 860. it was just after what wouldโve been sashaโs 26th birthday. with a smile, sheโd told her family she wanted to do a bit of traveling. they were so excited for her, it seemed she was finally gonna be herself again.
โtake care of everyone while im gone, kaya, okay?โ
โokay, sis. have fun! hurry back, though, weโll miss you.โ
โง no one noticed the missing handgun.
โง stepping onto the boat felt like a breath of fresh air, the trip to liberio relaxing.
โง she spent twelve days looking for gabi. she spent another fifteen following her around liberio, watching her every move. on the twenty eighth day, she cornered the girl in an alleyway.
gabi slowed to a stop as she felt the presence behind her. she would usually come here to try out different narcotics with falco because levi hated the smell of it indoors.
โi was wondering if it was levi you were following, or me,โ she spoke before turning around. behind her stood an individual wearing a cloak. there was a small smirk on her face, but she was very clearly irritated by her stalker.
โgabi,โ was the only word that came out of the young womanโs mouth. there were so many emotions rushing through her. so much anger, so much sadness.
so much joy.
the irritable smirk on gabiโs face fell slowly but surely at the somewhat familiar voice. she couldnโt pinpoint it, but something about it caused a chill to run down her spine, causing her to feel something she hadnโt in over five years.
โdo i.. know you? why are you following me, what do you want?โ the initial fear she felt was replaced by something more fiery by the second.
โyou killed my sister, gabi,โ she stepped into the moonlight. gabi could finally see it all. the dark green cloak. the hood over the womanโs head. the expressionless face and the bloodshot eyes staring at her.
before giving gabi a chance to speak, she spoke again, โdo you remember what i said to you, gabi? after you shot that titan?โ
and it was in that moment that gabi truly understood the severity of her situation. she tried to mask it, but the fear she felt earlier came back tenfold.
โiโm so sorry about your sister, i swear i am. i wish i could take it back-โ
โwhat did i say to you, gabi?โ
gabi stilled. she figured she could probably take her in hand to hand and the woman didnโt look armed. if she was armed with something though, that might be a different story.
โhold on, wait. i.. iโll do whatever you want. this doesnโt have to get violent! we can figure something..โ
she trailed off as the gun was pulled out of the cloak.
โcan you bring my sister back, gabi? if not, thereโs really nothing else to be said.โ
โwait! youโll get arrested!โ
โthere are six bullets. i only need to save one after iโm done with you.โ
โh- hold on! what about kaya! your family!โ
โmy family will be just fine. please stop talking.โ
โplease, donโt do this! think about sasha! she wouldnโt-โ gabi screamed as a shot rang out.
โwiil you shut up. you really have the gall to use sasha to talk me out of this? iโm doing this for sasha,โ she spoke with unadulterated rage before sighing.
โgreat. now i only have four to spend.โ
โplease donโt do this to me, i donโt wanna die! im sorry!โ gabi cried.
the woman before her cocked her head to the side.
โi donโt recall asking what you wanted, gabi. do you think sasha wanted to die?โ her voice was dripping with confusion, almost as if she couldnโt comprehend why gabi would try pleading with her.
as her final tactic, gabi shouted through tears, โfalcoโs on his way here! youโll get caught-โ
โgood. that means you wonโt have to rot for long.โ
with that, two consecutive shots rang. as her legs gave out, gabi screamed in pain from the newly placed holes in her knees.
the woman walked up to her, pulling her hair back and forcing the gun into her mouth.
she contemplated making the girl beg for her life, but before she could she heard hurried footsteps coming their way.
โgabi, i heard gunshots! and screams! are you ok-โ as falco rounded the corner, he came to an abrupt stop seeing the love of his life on the ground, bleeding from both legs, a gun shoved in her mouth, and tears and snot running down her face. he made eye contact with the woman standing above her and recognized her as the oldest girl from the braus home.
โstop! donโt hurt her please iโm begging you!โ
โyouโre here faster than i anticipated. it doesnโt matter though. changes nothing,โ her voice was eerily calm as she pulled the trigger a fourth time.
blood splattered on the wall behind gabi as the light in her eyes went out.
falcoโs anguished cries were all that was heard as he finally ran to gabi.
โgabi! please donโt leave me! look at me, everythingโs gonna be okay! just hold on!โ he held her in his arms, doing everything in his power to wake her up.
โcheck for a pulse,โ a soft voice spoke from behind him, because of the adrenaline rush he felt, he didnโt question it.
he reached for her wrist first. then her neck. after placing his fingers under her nose, he felt his heart crack.
โsheโs not breathing,โ he spoke so softly you could hardly hear him.
โsheโs dead?โ the feminine voice from before responded.
hearing the joy in her voice, falco snapped.
โyou monster! you did this to her! she had her whole life ahead of her-โ
โso did sasha,โ a frown crossed her face as she responded to his shouts.
with tears in his eyes, falco said the same three words that started this journey for the girl.
โiโll kill you.โ
and that frown was replaced by a smile, one entirely too big given the circumstances.
โno need. i got it covered.โ
she died with a smile.
โง levi ended up being the one to inform the families of the murder-suicide. after consoling the grieving braun family, he took it upon himself to travel to paradis.
โง his arrival with sashaโs old cloak, now splattered with blood, and a letter on top said more than enough.
โง he informed them that her body had been on the boat with him and was going to be at the morgue until they could get her buried.
โง she got a nice plot right beside her big sister.
๐ถ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ 500 ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ข๐น (โหโ). ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฅ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ (๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด? ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด) ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ช๐ต๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด. ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ต๐ธ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ถ๐จ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ต๐ด๐ถ๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต. ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ช ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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