Shuichi rly like "I'm probably transgender but idc about that rn"
Suddenly thinking about a recovering Bucky Barnes.
His brain was obviously heavily damaged due to all the times he was given electroshocks to forget, but do you think he had any other issues besides memory displacement and memory loss? Seizures? Tics? Stuttering? Tremors? Headaches? Chronic fatigue? Not to mention his PTSD from everything that happened to him while he was under Hydraās control and from the war itself. Iām willing to bet Hydra hardly fed him or let him sleep (the closest he could ever get was being put under). I also canāt imagine all the kinds of drugs they also wouldāve given him to keep him more compliant and submissive, so thereās withdrawal symptoms to consider, too.
When heās eventually in a place to actually take care of himself/be taken care of, I imagine his serum would finally be able to catch up and heal some of the damage, rather than just doing the bare minimum and keeping him functioning. But it obviously wouldnāt heal everything. He still forgets, still sometimes wakes up and thinks itās WW2 or is startled to find that Steve is no longer small. Sometimes he loses the light in his eyes and asks what his mission is and insists that heās ready to comply. Sometimes he doesnāt speak for days. Sometimes all he can do is lay in bed with the lights turned off and the curtains closed, leaving him in total darkness as his head aches and aches..
But he loses his stutter over time, unless heās particularly overwhelmed or his thoughts are just too fast for his mouth to keep up with. He doesnāt tic as much. He no longer eyes all possible exits or keeps hidden weapons on him all the time. He remembers his childhood and his family. He has an appetite again. He opens himself up to others. He smiles and teases and laughs. He is able to love and allows himself to be loved.
Bucky Barnesā mother had always said he was a resilient kid. And, these days, heās so glad that she was right.
Feliks doodles....two posts in one day and a few reposts!? Im spoiling you guys...but after all its christmas time so i gotta be generous;))))
NDNDDHFDHDHF IM GLAD U LIKED IT ā¬ĀÆ\ āØźį ź) /ĀÆ TAG ME ONCE YOU GET ANYTHING DONE ON IT BTW I WNA SEE THIS CONCEPT COME TO LIFE!!!!!! its been rotting in my brain for so long ill probably never get thye motivation to do anything w it anyways lmao.....
Was Xara given food to eat? Not that any of the prisoners got a nice meal, but was she served food at all? I can't remember if they talked about this in game
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some concepts/color keys with the agent oc this is actually an appreciation for an existing art piece that i think is really cool its made by a polish artist, laura pawela
it has some quiet ambient and stuff,,, i visit it when i have the chance even if its a little bit worse for wear now she made other windows themed pieces as well
stella said ugh these beacontowners and their pronouns
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