I Should've Never Lived To See 2025.

Is it my fault ? Am i creating everything in my head?

I WANNA GO USE MY COMPUTER SO BAD I WANNA PLAY GAMES AHHHHHHHHHH

I WANT A BEDROOM FOR MYSELF SO BAD AHHHHHH

i still love my tiny, no privacy studio flat though🙃 and my roommate (my mom)

I think people would armchair diagnose bad people with cluster B disorders much less if psychiatric disorders hadn't all been given names by ableists who of course picked the traits most unberarable to "sane" people to name them rather than, you know, the ways it affects the people that have them. It's like, when doctors are all "this disorder gives you extremely low self esteem. and it's called the Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder" or "this disorder makes you want to die so bad. and it's called the Hysteric Bitch Disorder" or "this disorder disconnects you from your peers. and it's called the Insane Evil Cunt Disorder" and so on and so forth, so of course you have people going "oh, this person is a selfish fucking asshole, they MUST have Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder! this further proves that all people with this disorder are like that in the first place!" Do You See It

that weird abstract emotion where you feel as though you’ll always be an outsider, an observer, even if you’re in the thrust of things and among others. like some tongue rubbing itself at the base of your skull, reminding you of the disconnect. like there is some flexible wall of glass blocking you off from everyone around you. like you’re some kind of strange creature which is only pretending to be human.

"This is a cruel world, especially for the little things." Longlegs (2024) dir. Osgood Perkins

it's cold out there, reblog to give a trans man a cup of soump

I wanna get the fuck away from this place, this body and this existence