In All Seriousness

In all seriousness

In my life at least, there’s that heartbreaking moment when you realize … that the only thing that is keeping you going in life, that the only thing helping you get through the days, weeks, and months, that is making you look forward towards tomorrow is anime/manga or any show/book really.

When your life doesn’t have that much going for itself, you don’t realize how much you rely on all these different characters to give you all that you ask for whether that be those warm fuzzy feelings, uncontrollable laughing fits, or eager suspense and thrills, or even temporary anger/sadness fits.

You don’t know how much you depend on them to give you all of that, so that for that period of time, you forget all the troubles. It’s almost like having a best friend there, giving you new adventures to go on, never letting you feel bad while you’re with them.

Therefore when it all ends, it’s like that friend passed away, only leaving the happy memories they had with you for you just to replay, never making anymore. It leaves a physical ache in your chest, a hole if you will, making you wish for that friend to return and keep you company once more, to not let you face the horrible reality that is your life. You mourn that loss, and quickly try to fill that hole with the same size piece that you just lost.

Usually though, you either can’t find any pieces or you find similar pieces that fill in a good portion of that hole, but still leaves that gap.

It’s scary really, to think that you’re life is depending on some simple doodles/words …

“Bisexuals aren’t stigmatised”

With help from a bunch of lesbians from youtube:

“I think lesbians are smarter in a sense that we know what we want and we go for it, that’s why we’re gay”

“so if you’re at a party and you see the hottest girl there who turns out to be bisexual, whats your reaction?” “that’s really unfortunate”

“if she can make me laugh then I might be able to get past the fact that she had a dick in her mouth last week”

“if you’re with a lesbian then you know that they’re going to be going for you, for a woman, but if you’re with a bisexual…”

and a special mention for personal experience:

“I’ll have to keep a meter away from you tonight, otherwise you might make out with me haha”

“I wanted to tell you that you looked good last night but someone told me not because you might make out with me”

we constantly get told not to attend pride unless we’re in a same sex relationship, get degrading comments from both the gay community and straight people, are told we aren’t ‘queer enough’ and that because we can pass as straight we don’t deserve a place in LGBTQ+ spaces.

get fucked.

Just some words of real shit -

Be careful who you have unprotected sex with.

Be careful who you vent to.

Be careful of how you use the word ‘love.’

Know when to let that shit go.

Be careful who you speak to about your finances.

Calm down before making decisions in anger.

Some bridges need to be burned.

Know the difference between like, lust and love.

Trust your gut.

Write it down; you’re not gonna remember.

Find an outlet for your stress/anxiety. Run, yoga, drink/smoke in moderation, write, meditate. find something that works for you.

Once it’s on the internet, it’s nachos anymore.

Stop trying to please everyone. It is impossible. Someone will be offended. Someone will be unsatisfied.

Drink more fucking water.

Memorize important numbers by heart. Your phone may not always be available.

Love yourself. Learn to if you do not know how. If you put yourself first in all that you do, it will come to you soon.

Stop caring so much about what people will think and say. Because fuck em.

Stop lurking through his/her shit. Mind your got damn business and live.

Try to be considerate of how your actions or lack of can affect others. You never know what people may have going on. The inconvenience can cost time, energy and money.

Communication kills assumptions.

Cum often.

#kbye

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50shades-of-truth

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