- Religious fasts for the wrong reasons.
- Skipping dinner and then binge eating that same night.
- Telling your parents your eating with friends and telling your friends you already ate.
- Drop subtle hints that you’re struggling and regretting it instantly when people ask if you’re okay.
- Wanting people to check up on you but also not wanting them to
- “Lie” to your therapist about the severity of the situation.
Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.
we are not who you think we are.
the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes
the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings
the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul
the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart
the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep
the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking
the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful
the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs
the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies
the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth
the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied
the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals
we are not who you think we are.
this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!
I’m posting the last pages I made for Dépendance, a fic Miraculous AU, and I can’t forget to express how passionate I was about this story. There is an engaging plot and revelations you would not expect. Adrien is the opposite of that delicate boy that everyone knows, and Marinette feels hatred for him for what happened in the past. But they both met on a mission like Ladybug and Chat Noir. In this story they have no powers. And Plagg and Tikki are their bosses.
I thank you for helping @raikumesblog offer to paint the last two pages for me. She was very kind. Soon I will make new collabs with her.
Hope you like it
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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
fucking me too ugh
So I got a new diet that I’m going to try 💫 who’s gonna try with me Xoxo stay safe 🖤
Why not? Any things possible.
Person: What is your hobby?
Me: You know… The usual. Being rejected, crying, being lonely and self-loathing…
Person: what?
Me: what?