Love is supposed to feel like home, a place where youโre safe, valued, and understood. But sometimes, love comes in a form that breaks you instead of building you. It can make you question everything: your worth, your choices, even your ability to be loved.
Maybe you've experienced that kind of love. The kind that made you beg for attention, for affection, for the smallest proof that you mattered to them. The kind of love that made you feel like you were too much and never enough at the same time.
Itโs lonely, isnโt it? To give so much of yourself and feel like itโs never truly returned. To stay awake at night, overthinking their actions, wondering if youโre the problem when all you ever wanted was to be loved right.
If love ever finds me again, I hope itโs not like that. I hope itโs from someone who makes me feel whole, not someone who leaves me doubting my value. I hope itโs with someone who loves me for who I am, not who they want me to be. Someone who doesnโt make me feel stupid for trying, for caring too much, or for giving my all.
Love shouldnโt be this hard. It shouldnโt hurt this much. I donโt want a love that feels like a lesson. I want a love that feels like peace. If thatโs too much to ask, maybe Iโd rather wait, lonely but whole, than settle for another love that breaks me.
Because Iโve learned one thing: the love we deserve doesnโt make us beg for it. It just stays. It just feels right.
Abdullah.
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
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No one will come to save you but some will offer you their hand to hold when life gets tough and those are the ppl that matter.
A mistake is something done by accident, something that is not planned.
But cheating and lying are not mistakes; they are known choices. When someone cheats or lies, they have decided to break the trust and hurt the other. It's not accidental; it is intentional. Mistakes can be pardoned because they are done without any intention, but cheating and lying depict lack of respect and honesty.
If you really care for a person, you don't make decisions that will hurt them. Love is built on trust, and such intentional actions can destroy it. Choose honesty and loyalty always.
โ Abdullah.
Remember that in life there will always be people who can never admit that theyโve done wrong.
Such people exist. They will always try to make you feel that youโre at fault.
Be careful of such people. Keep a safe distance. Pray for them. Only the Almighty can help them.
๐๏ธ Abdullah
Most Men Don't Understand.
Most Men Don't Understand Its Not About Giving Her The World, But It's Actually About Making Her Feel Like She's A Priority In Yours.
It's About Surprising Her With A Sweet Text Throughout The Day To Remind Her You're Thinking About Her.
It's About Coming Home From Work & Asking About Her Day Because You Genuinely Care About The Answer.
It's About Going To The Refrigerator To Get Yourself A Drink, And You Get Her One Without Even Asking.
It's About Driving Down A Backroad & You Pull Off To The Side To Pick Her Some Beautiful Wild Flowers.
It's About Cuddling On The Couch In Sweatpants & Binge Watching Your Favorite Show On Netflix Together.
It's About Taking Her To Her Favorite Restaurant Unannounced.
It's About Slow Dancing With Her In The Rain To A Song That Was Written By George Strait.
It's About Calling Her Randomly & Asking How She Is Doing Because You Care About Her Mental Health.
It's About Laying Her Favorite Dress On The Bed With A Note That Says "Put This On & Be Ready By 7pm".
It's About Knowing The Smallest Details About Her, Like The Way She Likes Her Coffee In The Morning, Or Her Favorite Smell, Or What Movies Make Her Cry.
It's About Going To A Local Ice Cream Parlor On A Saturday Afternoon To Talk About Your Life Goals Together Over A Couple Hot Fudge Sundaes.
Take My Advice And Rememberโฆ It Doesn't Always Have To Cost Much Money, It Just Needs To Catch Her Off Guard.
#Abdullah
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ Abdullah
๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐, ๐๐ ๐ธ๐ ๐ธ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ฑ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐.
โฟโโดฮฝโฏโ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐.
Goddess!!!
Know what she needs right now? You to spoon her in bed as she falls asleep. You hold her tight so she feels safe and her thoughts are understood.
Hold her hand while you're out with her so she feels protected. Touch her knee softly as you're driving with her so she feels like you always want to be touching her.
Kiss her softly and ravagingly so she feels wanted. Wrap your hands around her waist as you're burying yourself deep inside her, pull her hair back and kiss her neck so she feels desired.
That's how she feels complete. That's how she feels yours.
-Abdullah
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again" - Abdullah.
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