If your hand can move through my body and touch my heart, what would you feel emanating from it?
Sorrow and emptiness in the dark black spaces hallowed out where loved ones were lost and their seats are empty? Telling you I'll never be the same person I was before those losses.
Hypervigilance which has my heart in a constant state of alert for potential threats around me from past traumas? Always aware of my surroundings. Compassion and Empathy in great vibrations through your fingertips telling you I often put other people's feelings ahead of my own?
Avoiding conflicts to save any bad feelings to the other person, keeping my feelings to myself often to keep the peace, even if that means sacrificing what I truly feel and want. Overly understanding and kindness you feel moving in slow soft waves over your hand-so others don't feel how I've been feeling, and it can turn their whole day around into a smile?
Welcoming pure love telling you I made a home for you in a special stained-glass colored place in my heart so I can always embrace you there? Innocence beaming that's almost childlike swinging high on a swing in the golden sunshine, holding a yellow dandelion flower in my hand as my feet can almost touch the clouds in the blue sky without a care in the world?
Romance that makes my delicate feminine soul look like pink pastel hues, and feels like a white doily lace on an old antique side table with an ivory Tiffany lamp warmly illuminated by the light through the drapes?
Passion searing hot red flames with heat that would scorch you until you learn to tame and control it till it surrenders to you? Desire and sensuality in the corners ready to lure you with the look of my eyes and a devilish smirk in my smile?
All that you can feel with just one touch. One graze of your fingertips sliding down as your hand is cascading through.
So Fu*k my soul and feel me entirely- to know me completely, honestly, and wholly with you in it.
-©️ Abdullah.
Always keep that little place inside of you
where the magic of love grows, alive.
Do you know how there are moments when the world moves so slowly you can feel your bones shifting, your mind tumbling? When you think that no matter what happens to you for the rest of your life, you will remember every last detail of that one minute forever?
I do feel like this whole self improvement culture thing can go too far where people are never happy with who they are and where they are because they’re constantly trying to be better or do better and they’re always waiting for some sort of glow up or achievement or therapy realisation that will make them feel complete but that isn’t real and life is actually in the every day.
Trees know when we are close by. The chemistry of their roots and the perfumes of their leaves pump out change when we're near... when you feel good after a walk in the woods, it may be that certain species are bribing you.
True friendship isn’t measured by the number of people around you but by the depth of connection you share with them. A friend who recognizes your struggles, stands by you in silence, and offers comfort when words fail is worth more than a crowd that only enjoys your happy moments.
It’s easy to find people who celebrate with you when life is good, but the ones who sit with you through the storm, wipe your tears, and remind you that you’re not alone—those are the friendships that truly matter.
#Abdullah.
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
I pray for people with lonely souls.
I pray for the hungry and the cold.
I pray for little orphans without homes.
I pray for those who are shut-in and all alone.
I pray that tensions in the world will ease.
I pray that we will find everlasting peace.
#Abdullah #AbdullahBook
Every man hopes to have a good woman by his side, but many don’t realize that women with genuine hearts come with real, powerful emotions. They feel everything deeply, love with intensity, and give their whole heart to the people they care about.
A good woman is loyal to the core, but her tender heart means she can also become frustrated, hurt, or emotional when something doesn’t feel right. This isn’t a sign of weakness—it’s simply because she cares so deeply.
Sure, she might have her moody days, but one thing is certain: when a good woman loves you, it’s a rare, precious kind of love.
It’s a love you won’t find anywhere else. Value it.
‿ℒℴνℯ⁀💕 Abdullah
#Abdullah #KittyCat
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again" - Abdullah.
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