Do i own a violin? Yes
Do i know how to play? No
Did i learn as a child but give it up because “it wasn’t helpful and nobody else played it”? Yes
Do i regret that everyday of my life? Also Yes
any recommendations of cute kinda summer love aristotle and dante, call me by your name vibe books but wlw?? im starved pls help
so no one is going to talk about the time dostoyevsky said “and i seem to have such strength in me now, that i think i could stand anything, any suffering, only to be able to say and to repeat to myself every moment, ‘i exist.’ in thousands of agonies- i exist. i’m tormented on the rack- but i exist! though i sit alone in a pillar- i exist! i see the sun, and if i don’t see the sun, i know it’s there. and there’s a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there.” because hOly fuckkkk
serious question
how tf are you meant to respond to pick up lines on dating apps???
My brother cracked my rib one morning and gave me half of his orange in the evening.
I remember being younger and sometimes wishing to be a single child, to have all the attention and gifts and time but when he was away from home for the first time, I remember crying and stroking his side of the sofa as if blurting out my first wish- for him to be home, without thinking twice, without a shadow of doubt. Even the genie cried. Growing up with a sibling is like being the only people on a stranded boat, constantly figuring out how you can live with them and questioning how you could ever live without them.
One evening, in a fit of anger, I told him how I never wanted him to be my brother and he yelled that he didn't ask for it either. The air smelled like kerosene and my chest was filled with arsenic. I was raging and threw his favorite toy aeroplane down the window, 7 stories of guilt and shame. He cried all night and I wanted to cut off my right hand, the hand that hurt my baby brother. I didn't know if he was ever going to forgive me or even talk to me. The next morning at breakfast, he didn't look at me or say a word, I felt like my chest was about to explode and guilt clouded my vision. But then, I felt a hand quietly holding half of an orange my way.
The only people on a stranded boat. How do you live with them? How could you ever live without them?
-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire
okay i should stop im over dramatic
i hate time
it only moves slow when i actually want something to happen
its been less than 20 minutes since i messaged this guy and it feels like its been half an hour wtf
lying on the couch
- boring
- feels unproductive
- u just kind of lie there
lying on the couch with a poofy shirt:
- melodramatic
- inherently homoerotic
- oscar wilde is proud
—On Love, Marina Tsvetaeva
[text ID: I just want a humble, murderously simple thing: that a person be glad when I walk into the room.]
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Pass the happy! 🌻🌈 When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people in the notifications.
-my cat
-sitting in the sun all day even though i burn
-when it’s cold and you get get in bed and it’s really warm
-the moon in the deep night
-watching ballets/musicals late at night on the tv
PEN PALS
I’m looking for a pen pal preferably in the U.K. but I’m okay with elsewhere.
Preferably people in their teens like me just so it’s easier to talk too.
So message me if your interested and up for it