god damn why did i curse so much good lord
my teacher is talking golf terms and saying shit like foursomes and threesomes and im over here acting like a child laughing and the two guys at my table who plays golf called me immature </3
nevermind its gone never to be seen again im never attempting this again
I REGRET EVERYTHING WHY WOULD I DO THIIISSSS
someone PLEASE tell me this is a shit idea and i should never click the post button ever ever ever
why did i think i could make an ask blog.....
like yeah i love prussia but i hardly watched the anime....
like
all i have done is watch like every single video i can over prussia's scenes in hetalia but i feel like thats not enough like ill do one thing and everyone will gloss over it and be like wow youre stupid thats all stupid
Secrets are juicy. But the best ones aren’t just plot bombs—they’re personal, shameful, dangerous because they mean something...
They flinch when a specific topic comes up. Just a little. Not enough for anyone to call it out, but enough to tell you they’re holding something back.
They avoid eye contact when someone asks a question they almost can’t dodge.
They rehearse conversations in their head, just in case “it” comes up. Always planning a version of the truth that’ll hold water without leaking too much.
They hate silence, not because they’re bored, but because it gives people time to think.
They keep a part of their past oddly vague. “Oh yeah, I lived in Boston for a bit,” they say, casually skipping over the why like it’s not loaded with dynamite.
They’re overly controlling of one specific detail. Always driving. Always cleaning. Always checking someone’s phone is face-down. Not because they’re picky—because if that one thread unravels, it all falls apart.
They sometimes seem exhausted by the lie they’re living. The weight of holding it together shows in subtle ways: headaches, bad sleep, irritability. Their body is cracking before the truth ever does.
remember a bunch of posts ago i complained about a broken foot and crutches??
wellll
today marks the official day i'm healed enough to be in the boot, and at the end of the week, i get to leave the boot, and i'll be in normal shoes/normal walking again!
which also means i can get back on my softball grind i'm so excited!!
went to bed at two something and woke up at five and absolutely ready for the day :D
i think im lwk too anxious about the whole ask blog thing cause what if
actually
wait
FUCKIN HELL
okayyyy :3
i think i should be euthanized instead, actually
but i think im too worried about being in character..???
i think it shall be okie😎
FAKE IT TIL YA MAKE ITTTT
:>
does anyone magically wanna make asks appear in the ask blog inbox....
@theawesomenessest
please
i need someone to treat me like a puppy that got shots