Spanish: Cocaina English: Cocaine The Most Intelligent American You Have Ever Seen: With My Limitless

i feel like the most obnoxious person on the planet when i reblog someone's posts

i have a feeling that everyone hates me when i do and whenever someone comes across my posts they hate me too

i don't tumblr right anymore. i wish it was as fun as it was when i was younger

Sigh am I really gonna do one of these? Fine.

100 notes and I'll finish the script for Solarcia episode 2

200 notes and I'll ask Alex's voice actor to start recording his lines for the pilot

300 notes and I'll start storyboarding for the pilot

400 notes and I'll try to fix my sleep schedule at least a little

500 notes and I'll clean my room

600 notes and I'll attempt to be clean for one month

700 notes and I'll draw more

800 notes and I'll post some of my test animations on here

900 notes and I'll ask my mom if I can dye my hair blue

1000 notes and I'll try to feel better mentally

1500 notes and I'll actually try and accept compliments

2000 notes and I'll start being honest with my mom

2500 notes and I'll take my mental health break early

3000 notes and I'll ask my mom if we can go camping this summer

3500 notes and I'll talk to my mom about some of my recent mental health problems

4000 notes and I'll ask my mom if I can get a legitimate binder

4500 notes and I'll start the actual animation for the Solarcia pilot

5000 notes and I'll finish the Thunder Bringer animatic

10000 notes and I'll tell my mom I want to change my name

15 notes per person, no tag limit. Have fun ig

fuck. circles on my desktop. maybe if i ignore them they'll go away

блять ну почему всё круглое....

i'm going back to my phone i don't want to see this update...

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

He felt this since childhood. Everyone is looking at him. When he was outside, he felt everyone's gaze on himself. It made his skin crawl. Despite the fact that every time he turned around to realize that no one was actually looking, he couldn't shake off this feeling. That horrifying thought always gnawed on his sanity. Everyone — every single person — is looking at his clothes, monitoring his footsteps, listening to his voice; everyone would not miss the chance to devour him the moment he slips up, the moment they see a flaw, a mismatch, inaccuracy. He felt like he was under constant scrutiny.

He had learned to live with it. His every thought, his every action and every word must comply with strict guidelines the society has set, must add to his perfect image and not subtract from it. In a new place he must choose the only correct path out of millions possibilities. One that would make him seem like a good person, good, trustworthy and righteous man. One that would earn him being treated with humanity and respect.

The feeling followed him into adulthood. Now, when he had taken on William's name, he must control his image with even more scrutiny. Is his voice low enough? Is his stance too relaxed? Does his body look normal enough? When he first saw himself in the mirror, the person he must be, he stopped eating. One pound of fat could ruin this perfect image. Two weeks later Louis force-fed him, muttering something under his breath. William only smiled weakly and fell asleep in the plate of Louis' stew. He wasn't able to fight off his own mind any further.

He started doubting himself. Rather, he never stopped doing that since he had learned that important thing about himself. A child, he immediately doubted the conclusion he had reached. He had heard that people like him are abnormal, insane. No matter how much efforts he put into complying with society's own guidelines, that same society would push him away. He had heard that people like him are killed. He had seen that many times.

His reflection isn't his anymore. He's just pretending. Putting on someone else's skin with that someone else's clothes, hair and mannerisms. Nothing was his. He has just borrowed his skin. It looks out of place on him. Everyone can surely see that. The longer he looks in the mirror, the more he feels sick. Everything he has grown to consider his doesn't belong on him.

"Brother are you alright?" Louis asks with audible concern and wraps his arms around William's shoulders. It's somewhat soothing.

He forces himself to close his eyes and tries to smile. He is sure that it looks forced and tight. Because it's just not her face.

ohhh, i have just pissed off a good chunk of russian fandom and got told to a) lock myself up somewhere and throw away my phone, b) visit a psychologist, c) kms.

another thing they said is that we're not in english fandom. my friends told me that i should post it here. so i will. after i translate it.

and remember, not all in our fandom are like that. no. idiots are just a bit more socially acceptable there.

Rb if you were/are a gifted kid I wanna see how many of us ended up here

2025 DN Rarepair Week Prompts

Prompts are finally here!! Each day has three prompts to choose from, including a free day on March 23rd. You can use any prompt in your submissions, or incorporate multiple if you wish (including prompts from different days - the sky is the limit!)

Submissions will be accepted from 12am AEDT on March 17th, 2025 until 5pm AEDT on April 1st, 2025. Submit your work by tagging the @dnrarepairweek account, or using the tag #dnrarepairweek25. Feel free to send an ask or DM if your post has not been reblogged after 48 hours!

You can see the rules here and the FAQ here. Prompts and dates are also listed under the cut.

Prompts List:

Day One (17.03): Shinigami | Premonitions | Fate

Day Two (18.03): Successors | Competition | Duality

Day Three (19.03): Firsts | Pining | Fluff

Day Four (20.03): Temptation | Deception | Angst

Day Five (21.03): Secrets | Blackmail | Vices

Day Six (22.03): Fake Dating | Disguises | Proximity

Day Seven (23.03): Judgement | New World | Free Day

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My favourite Death Note fics! (Masterlist)

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Sketching by sstwins. 0.2k words, complete. Naomi x Rem (F/F). Quite lighthearted, Rem felt very in character too! No warnings.

Metronome by sstwins. 0.1k words, complete. A little bit of L's dread. No warnings.

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This Is How I Disappear by TzviaAriella. 26k words, complete. Light Yagami's execution. Absolutely AMAZING, I am fully convinced this is the best Death Note fanfiction there is. Major Character Death.

Ghosts In The Fog by avaricelyrie. 67k words, incomplete. Meronia (M/M) casefic, canon compliant for most of the main series except Mello lived! Very compelling. No Warnings

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Twisted Fate by TwilightMaster15. 114k words, incomplete. Minor Lawlight (M/M). Shuichi Aizawa as Kira! Major Character Death and domestic abuse.

Imperfections by emopressofthewind. 0.8k words, complete. Matt x Light (M/M). No warnings, also there's no Kira or Wammy's House.

something stronger than the drinks in the bar by neallo. 2.3k words, complete. Matt x Halle (M/F). Very cute! No warnings.

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one and the same by neallo. 3.5k words, complete. Some domestic Mello x Near (M/M) PWP, I also really found the idea of Mello being Eraldo Coil interesting. No Warnings.

Cicatrix. 0.8k words, complete. Some Mello x Matt (M/M) PWP, and a little bit of hurt/comfort in there too.

obedience training by neallo. 0.9k words, complete. Mello x Near (M/F), very cute! No warnings.

don't mind my shitty drawing, but don't you think that those two could be good friends (or not friends, if you know what i mean)

i was initially thinking about mycroft from yuumori, but, like, any mycroft holmes you can think of. love me a duo of burnt-out workaholics :)