How Can I Get This?

I hate knowing I have a problem but not having a diagnosis by my therapist because then it's so hard to explain what happens to you and you're less understood, you cannot say anything because you don't have a diagnosis yet

sometimes what a girl needs is to have a silly pretty apartment to rot, dance, make art, cry and eat peaches while topless

being mysterious is overrated, time to trauma dump

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* sparkling girl, sparkling soul

Watching Rivals and I can feel myself coming apart at the seams. This badly behaved man meets the most eldest daughter and listens to her? He changes his behavior when she tells him off?

Rupert notices how much labor Taggie does and is truly in awe of it? This man who uses sex and money to get his way is now reduced to Just staring longly at this girl every one overlooks. Going out of his way to just be in the same area as her? Is this a fantasy created just for me?

I can’t even start with the homegrown, organic yearning

omg I have seen the teacher I liked smiling SMILING

"If God created all things then God is the Creator of my sadness, my loneliness, my hatred, my rage, my sexuality, my family, my love, my joy, my peace. And God's name is "I AM." So I ask, who is my sadness? "I am." Who is my anger? "I am." Who is my loneliness? "I am." So all things were created from him, but his name is my name. I fulfill myself so I can become living water that I may never thirst again."

i love suki waterhouse vibes

the self destructive urge to get into an abusive relationship

that point of the day where you feel bloated, makeup is cakey, rage is my average emotion, cant take a nap and hate everybody