All I Want Is To Go On A Side Quest That Doesn’t Effect My Life In The Slightest

being mysterious is overrated, time to trauma dump

i really hate school

hihihi girlies, I need help! how can I get near to a guy I have never talked to? he is the brother of my friend's boyfriend and, for what she told me, he is kind of my type and I want to get near to him and know him better. In two weeks my friend will celebrate her birthday and the guy will be there. any tips?

I often think about how Hannibal tricked people into cannibalism. it’s really easy to right this off as Hannibal just being sick and twisted, a psychopath, but its clearly something much deeper than that to Hannibal. Not only because he’s lonely and wants someone to understand him, enjoy this with him, but to console himself. He was forced to eat his own sister whom he loved and he enjoyed it. Every time he watches someone else enjoy it he feels righteous, he feels normal.

He does it to prove to himself he’s not a monster. Anyone else would feel the same in his situation. So he forces people over, and over, and over, to the same conclusion.

To comfort the sad little boy inside filled with doubt.

"If God created all things then God is the Creator of my sadness, my loneliness, my hatred, my rage, my sexuality, my family, my love, my joy, my peace. And God's name is "I AM." So I ask, who is my sadness? "I am." Who is my anger? "I am." Who is my loneliness? "I am." So all things were created from him, but his name is my name. I fulfill myself so I can become living water that I may never thirst again."

I'm always so alone when I'm with people

why are my interests so weird and off-putting?

Watching Rivals and I can feel myself coming apart at the seams. This badly behaved man meets the most eldest daughter and listens to her? He changes his behavior when she tells him off?

Rupert notices how much labor Taggie does and is truly in awe of it? This man who uses sex and money to get his way is now reduced to Just staring longly at this girl every one overlooks. Going out of his way to just be in the same area as her? Is this a fantasy created just for me?

I can’t even start with the homegrown, organic yearning