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Hot take:
Dawnbreaker is a sub for MC
One sentence I wrote for him has stayed in my mind for a while now: "I would surrender to you"
He's just happy he's able to touch her, and every touch fills him with such unbelievable joy that his pleasure, his needs are not even something that comes to mind
All he wants is to make her happy
Whatever she wants him to do, he'd do it
And if MC wants him to be more dom, he'd have a hard time doing the things she wants him to do but he'd do it
If it makes her happy
Even if it does leave him feeling guilty afterwards
But he draws the line at degradation. He can't say the things she wants him to say. Even though they both know it's all just a fantasy, the words evaporate on his trembling lips
"Please... Don't make me say that. You mean too much to me. I can't... I can't..."
This desperate, fragile man who would crumble to pieces if MC was ever displeased with him...
All he wants is to hold her, to love her, to show her how much he cares about her
Maybe after living together for a few years, he'd be able to fulfill all of her fantasies
But after finally getting the chance to touch her, all he wants...
Is to be loved by her
Everytime I see zayne that one tiktok audio yelling "BOOMSHAKALAKA" blasts in my head and I think that's beautiful.
Puppy Man™️
"Just a Dream"
"Never loved you."
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Tagging @opal-chan, @sessakag, @dayseternal-blog, @bornonthebreakofdawn, @xanthippe-writes
I so want to see all the fanfic writers get creative here. 🥹😭
THE HASHTAGS REAL
I know Izayoi's pretty expressionless in the series but I like to think Inuyasha got most of the faces he makes from her 🥺
oops! it seems i tripped and dropped several million free books, papers, and other resources
https://annas-archive.org
https://sci-hub.se
https://z-lib.is
https://libgen.is
https://libgen.rs
https://www.pdfdrive.com
https://library.memoryoftheworld.org
https://monoskop.org/Monoskop
https://libcom.org
https://libretexts.org
http://classics.mit.edu
https://librivox.org
https://standardebooks.org
https://www.gutenberg.org
https://core.ac.uk
I WANT A SHIMEJI OF MY CAT BOY PLSS PLSS PLS PLS
Featuring: Zayne, Rafayel, Xavier
(I feel like Zayne girlies would like this more, it also has little bromance)
A/N: I honestly don't know how I typed this but I kinda liked it 🤓 This is impulsive writing.
This is inspired from this video on tiktok:
https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFfyoHB7/
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"Dr. Zayne! Please pass me the toy!"
Zayne's lips quirked a little and he bent to pick up the toy while at the same time also hiding his smile.
"Here you go"
*Swish*
"I got it!"
Rafayel suddenly appeared in front of MC and caught the toy instead and immediately Zayne's amusement turned into a scowl and slowly walked in a threatening manner towards the unsuspecting fish still celebrating his bounty and teasing MC on how he now got MC's toy.
"Uhm Raf-" She tried to warn the fish but the Icy snowman was already behind him.
Rafayel felt a hand firmly grab his shoulder and Zayne's deep voice spoke near his ear.
"It's rude to take someone's belongings"
Rafayel looked back at Zayne and chuckled nervously his eyes drifting back to MC who was starting to blush deep red probably because of how they look like to her perspective and he remembered that MC once mentioned that she kinda liked reading BL manhwas in the past and a wicked idea lit up in his head.
He slowly tilted his head back to stare at the doctor and purposely made his gaze sensual. "How about you do 'rude' things to me doc?"
"Uhm guys-" She tried to stop the incoming storm but she suddenly felt a head rest on her shoulder and come face to face with Xavier's sleeping face.
"Ugh Xavier, now is not the time to take your hourly nap" She was sweating now in nervousness because she felt the air thicken around the two guys who was about to start a wrestling match and are now glaring daggers at the sleepy boy beside her despite the fact that Zayne is at the process of restraining Rafayel with him having Raf's arm tight in his hold and twisting it so it's at an odd angle behind his back enough to make the Fish uncomfortable and submit.
Xavier, who is able to sleep even while standing nuzzled his head further on MC's shoulder causing Zayne to twist Rafayel's arm further and the latter let out a yelp and swiftly broke Zayne's hold on him and immediately came to MC and smacked Xavs head away from MC's shoulder. "Hey!"
Xavier stumbled and managed to regain his balance, while rubbing the sleep from his eye "W-what-?"
"Rafayel!" She reprimanded him and grabbed his shoulder but another hand settled on her shoulder and made her step back to come face to face with Zayne's back.
Zayne grabbed the back of Raf's collar which made him stumble back. "Hey watch it doc! This shirt is expensive"
"So are the medical expenses you'll get after I'm done with you" Zayne's icy gaze pointed at Rafayel before turning back at the clueless Xavier who was unaware of the impending danger of the Doctor's wrath about to rain on him.
"Hm?"
"Sleeping shouldn't be done while standing especially not on a girl's shoulder that is smaller than you" Zayne crossed his arms and glowered at Xavier.
Xavier tried to look at MC behind Zayne but the doctor's large frame is literally enough to cover the sight of MC in Xav's point of view. "Sorry about that doc."
Without hesitation, Xavier rested his head on Zayne's shoulder and proceeded to continue his nap there.
Rafayel bursts out laughing while the MC beside him is about to faint at the situation she's forced to witness.
"Hindi ko Alam" when translated, it means "I Do Not Know". The title suits the content of the essay. It dives into the life of a student, specifically on highschool when us students are experiencing from our easygoing childhood to learning teenagers to young adults. It is when students experience confusion and embarrassment. Unpleasant memories that will probably influence our mentality. But we get through those tough times with the friends we formed bonds with. It shows that we are not alone on suffering through that stage of life, everyone eventually experienced those times at their lowest.
We should learn to pick ourselves up and accept help from others, because it's okay to make mistakes, to stumble on our journey in life, and move on with life.
🇵🇭 | 21 | INFP | ♏ Just someone with a hyperfixation to: InuYasha, InuKag, Zayne❄️/Dawnbreaker Zayne🖤, Love& Deepspace
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