always been too scared and unprepared to let anybody get too close to me
welcome to my forest! my name is azeron/zero! not too sure what i'll be posting about yet. if you like the vibes feel free to stay. i enjoy the company!
this is a safe space!
check out my intro and boundaries before interacting! then feel free to interact! :)
links: intro!
but when I met you, right away, i knew you would never, ever, ever hurt me
the only reason I go on Reddit now is to find these bad two sentence horror posts. they're great. they're bad. but they're great.
Bug study
why can't i just run away into the woods and rot into the ground and join the bugs and critters??? typical...
the urge to disappear to see if anyone notices
*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately
*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it
bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse
Honestly if we didn’t share the planet with funny little animals I would have fucking lost it years ago
christmas is coming so heres a reminder:
if ur stuck with abusive or shitty family...
u are always allowed to step away. i opt to go for a walk because "the fresh air is nice and its a little crowded in here right now" [using a light happy tone is key here, so hopefully theyre less likely to take it negatively]. u have autonomy over urself even if u dont feel like it
u can go to ur room and say ur just "grabbing something" [say its ur phone or a phone charger, something like that] and take a quick breather
u dont have to listen to the conversations. if theyre being bigotted u dont have to listen or say anything. loads of ppl have started a "if u dont say anything about ur familys bigotry ur part of the problem". u arent. ur keeping urself safe. u can zone out, tune it out, etc [u can even hide an earbud in ur ear for music if that helps]
keep a comfort item on u. i keep fidgets in my pockets.
u dont have to drink. no matter the pressure put on u.
if presents are involved and u feel overwhelmed by ppl trying to force u to give a positive reaction i usually say "wow thank u all so much! im putting these in my room real quick to keep them safe, thank u theyre lovely" [i struggle with this one a lot given im autistic as well so forcing the reaction is hard. i always use a script]
go white boy goooo
☆ he/they - minor - queer ☆☆ just a silly guy doing silly things ☆
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