They Should Invent A Good Warm That Doesn’t Quickly Turn Into Bad Warm

Everything feels like abandonment

*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

mind if I come over and behave somewhat like a scared animal before I adjust

ik voel me overweldigd door emoties

ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen

urgghhhhh

[translation: "i feel overwhelmed with emotions" then "i don't want to feel" 15 times]

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

shoutout to all my people with invisible disabilities

shoutout to people who don’t feel disabled enough

shoutout to people who have been denied care because they don’t look disabled

shoutout to people who thug it out every single day because the world doesnt stop when you’re disabled no matter how much you wish it would

shoutout to people with no diagnosis but still have symptoms because you don’t need a diagnosis to have symptoms

Anyway, able bodied people need to stop blaming people’s chronic pain on their diets.

Like no mom, my hips aren’t in excruciating pain because I ate a couple cookies last night.

“you could’ve just asked for my attention” you dont! get it!!!! its not the same!!

ENOUGH social interactions. i need to go in the river

who else up resisting the urge