How To Stop Wanting Something I Can Never Have

the only thing I’m grinding are my teeth by accident

can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

I’ll never matter to people the way they matter to me and it will never stop hurting

sorry I didn't reply I convinced myself you hated me

singing alone in my own home at night is such a fun experience no one here to call me out when i miss a lyric!! no one to tell me i sound like shit!!!

i love singing it's such a fun way of stimming for me tbh

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.