Aethererebus - The Forest Of Stars

my inability to communicate properly has done irreparable damage to me as a whole

i really do go insane three to four times a day

“hmm i might be overthinking this” says girl who is clearly overthinking it and has been for so long

"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

i feel like a plant withering away lmao

crying my eyes out makes me so tired (it's the dehydration)

Someone drowning in 6 feet of water is as equally dead as a person drowning in 20 feet of water.

Please stop comparing trauma and making it a challenge. It’s trauma. Not a competition or medal.

I get a small wave of depression every time I see myself in a mirror. it feels like a punch in the gut, and I honestly have no idea what I should do about it

dysphoria really sucks, like, you'd really think I'd be used to how I look by now

Was just diagnosed with “need to bite you” disorder. Yeah sorry it’s terminal. The only cure is biting you. C’mere.

BRB just piecing together vague memories of my everyday life so I can function in society ✌

Anyone else with chronic pain ever get really absorbed in a project and dissociate from your body while you're working but then you finish and you come back to your body and you're just like AAAAAAAHHH! WHAT'S WRONG?? oh yeah. The horrors. Never mind