Aethererebus - The Forest Of Stars

this will get to the right people

Hey, it’s ok to not be a “productive member of society.”

Some people are housebound. Bed bound. Some people physically can’t eat, shower, or use the toilet without the assistance of a caretaker. Some people don’t have the spoons to get out of bed in the morning, let alone work a 9-5 job in this capitalist hellhole.

You’re not lazy. You’re not less than.

And this is coming from a disabled person with chronic pain who can leave the house and walk (with some pain) without mobility aids.

You deserve to take up space. You deserve to cost money. You deserve to be here without feeling guilty just because you can’t give back in the traditional way.

You’re worth it, hun. 🫶🏼

mp3 to powder converter im gonna need to snort the song

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

If anyone needs me I’ll be dissociating

inside me there are two lungs. and one liver. one stomach. a few meters of intestine. there's a lot inside me actually

I’m a burden to everyone in my life

sys culture is never remembering the things you actually need to remember but instead remembering all the upsetting/traumatic shit ffs. always remembering the things you don't want to remember or don't need to remember whatsoever. and always forgetting the important stuff.

i am so sick of my memory and i feel so stupid and useless. everything is so confusing and i can't tell whats real anymore. so upsetting. :(

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fascinating how grief makes you miss people who suck