There Is Something Sooo Embarrassing About Everything I Have Done And Will Do

school is starting up again soon!

that means the dread is coming back!

hrughfh

sometimes i feel like im climing up this incline again alone but thankully sisypus and the itsy bitsy spider and here with me

I’ll never matter to people the way they matter to me and it will never stop hurting

what if being loved by me is a curse

i love reading other ppl's analyzations on characters or scenes from stuff on here

like omg you're so smart ily

can we plz ramble to each other about the underlying themes and possible ways things were meant to be percieved and then come up with ideas of what it could all mean???

certain kind of tragedy i think in still following your childhood best friends online. like once upon a time you knew me better than anyone. i thought we would be friends forever. now we are Adults and Different and even despite that I so badly wish we could still Talk like we were 13. i dont know who you are. I miss you.

she res on my urrection till i come. (back. (from the dead))

I don't understand what is happening inside me.

*my hands are braced against the side of a building as I'm getting patted down by cops* Oh that? That's my pocket paprika. For my emergency hard-boiled egg. You know, an emergency hard-boiled egg? It's like Paddington's marmalade sandwich except it's an egg. It's in the other pock--yeah, there it is.