Need Me A Freak Who Will Hold My Hand While We Cross The Street

every night I think “wow this might be the night I go to bed early” and every time without fail I fuck it up

im so incredibly in love

i just wish i wasn’t unlovable, this shit hurts so much idk if i can handle this anymore

nooo brain ahah don't pay attention to that random wave of sadness please

I am lowkey unfit for human interaction

how to stop wanting something i can never have

Hating myself is really easy so I won’t blame you for hating me too

*literally choking with want* nah man it's fine DW about it

i'm not "undiagnosed" i'm largely headcanoned as neurodivergent but with no confirmation in canon. i hear a showrunner said something at a panel last year but it hasnt been leaked on youtube yet.

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed