you know what, shoutout to the neurodivergent people with "scary" symptoms.
the ones who:
-say dark things without realizing
-talk to themselves
-have homicidal thoughts
-get really, really angry
-make others uncomfortable on accident
-don't tolerate bullshit
-can't/won't mask
-have dark interests
-have genuinely hurt others before
-have been in a psych ward before
-obsess over people
-have intrusive thoughts about hurting people
-have sexual intrusive thoughts
-don't really care about others much
-always choose themselves first
-have low/no empathy
-are seen as creepy or scary by others
this goes out to my folks with autism that isn't "uwu cute". personality disorder havers. schizospec people. ocders. odd and ied havers. and anyone and everyone else.
this post does not support intentionally hurting people. but people who have hurt others in the past and have changed or are trying to change/in the process of changing are more than welcome here.
Bilbo 'Not Like Other Hobbits' Baggins
Janet Fitch, White Oleander // Charles Bukowski, Ham on Rye // Gail Carson Levine, "Fairest" // Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait in Letters // Hieu Minh Nguyen, "Pig" // Valentina-Remenar on DeviantArt // Ashe Vernon, Not A Girl
Sorry for being a bitch earlier, I needed to lay in the dark with my headphones for 3 hours to feel better
thinking of goldsick thorin, not wanting to part with a single coin, searching through the treasury for the best thing to gift bilbo. finding the mithril shirt (the most valuable item in the mountain if you don't count the arkenstone) and in the middle of his madness thinking "we're going to war tomorrow bilbo needs this"... INSANE
I’m in a really good place right now. Not emotionally, just vibing in the transition between Mr. Kite and I Want You (She’s So Heavy) on Love.
Absolutely feral that the casettes Lennon recorded before he passed titled "For Paul (McCartney)", not knowing whether he'll ever give it to him or if it will ever be discovered, contain demos of songs that literally said
"And now and then, if we must start again, we will know for sure that I will love you"
and
"if I make it through, It's all because of you"
and
"Can we really live without each other? Where did we lose the touch that seemed to mean so much?"
and
"Seems that all I really was doing, was waiting for you"
and
"Now and then, I miss you - I want you to be there for me, always to return to me"
and
and-
and-
and-
I can't unsee this
this makes me so embarassed for him i want to hide in a dark hole