You Are Sam Winchester And Everyone You Love Ends Up Dead Because Of You. Your Mother Burns On The Ceiling.

you are sam winchester and everyone you love ends up dead because of you. your mother burns on the ceiling. your girlfriend burns on the ceiling. your college friends were puppets planted there for you. the people underneath the demons are long gone. your brother stabs your childhood friend. you get reunited with an old flame. she chokes in front of you. a gift to you. a message to you. you are responsible for your loved ones dying. you meet a hunter and she gives you hope that you could build something real and lasting, but she is killed and you know it was your fault. she would have been fine if she hadn't met you. she comes back and gets taken away again. you're destined to kill the one person who's ever understood you in your entirety with no judgment. you still think about jessica. your hell is right here you are cursed to kill and kill and kill.

you are dean winchester and your loved ones keep killing themselves for you. they die and they die and they die and it's all for you. not just because of but for you. offerings of devotion that make you want to repay the favor but you keep springing back up like a grotesque clown in a box. your curse is to keep on living and living, carrying them within you. an altar stained with their sacrifice. an obscene fire sustained against your will by the corpses of your loved ones.

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supernatural dean winchester sam winchester spn this made me cry i swear to god tumblr is out to hurt me

kiss the girl

inspired by the “Lockwood & Co. but make it Disney” prompts from last spring.

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THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL lockwood and co lucy Carlyle anthony lockwood locklyle lockwood and co fanart lol not skull singing in the background

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al-is-not-well

4 months ago

Holly: What are we doing for Christmas dinner?

Leopold: Revenge

Barnes: Booze. And lots of it

Ezekiel: Humans

Flo: Seconded

Lockwood: What about small but hopeful slice of happiness

Marissa: I agree with Barnes

George: Donuts

Kipps: Stew?

Lucy: Death?

Skull: Definitely death

Holly: so pizza

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al-is-not-well

8 months ago

I smile like an idiot when I see my man, who’s not my man, on my television screen.

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dean winchester i feel called out anthony lockwood but it's so true though and a whole bunch of others as well

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al-is-not-well

7 months ago

yeah deancas is cool but you know what else is cool? they gave dean a best friend. dean who never stayed in a school long enough to bond with other boys. he never had inside jokes or slept over at his friend’s house. always an outsider, loner. john even suggested staying away from others in their line of work because no one survives. so they gave him a best friend who’s immortal and who lives with him. someone to have movie nights with and to laugh harder than he has in a while with.

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friends to lovers supernatural destiel

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al-is-not-well

4 months ago

I think it was @/needleswitches on twitter who said if they all had dogs, Kipps’ would be a dalmatian. So I present: Kipps and pupper when they see a ghost

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al-is-not-well

7 months ago

Messing around with a new art program, I liked how this turned out

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save lockwood and co lockwood and co fanart this is so pretty and cool

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al-is-not-well

8 months ago

FRIENDS. HEAR ME OUT. LOCKWOOD FAMILY FANCASTS

So, I was watching @oceanspray5 's marvelous "Wait For It" Lockwood edit on YouTube, in which Kiera Knightly and Matthew Goode are fancasted as Celia and Donald.

Now, I have seen a few different Jessicas in the past, and they haven't meshed with me, but a recent thought that had some staying power is Natalia Dyer. She works pretty well, because she could feasibly be related to Lockwood but also has a face shape sorta similar to Ruby Stokes, so the whole "out of the corner of Lockwood's eye" thing works. And then I got emotional and edited the family together and well: