He's got so much money
And it makes me sad
He's got everything he want
And I have nothing
He's got many women
And it makes me sad
He has so much desire to live
And I want to die
He is so hard to keep
And it makes me sad
He seems to be ok with us
While I am drowning
He needs nothing
And I want to give him everything
You have everything you wanted
And everything I wanted was you
Life, give me problems So I can stop thinking about him 26/02/18 00:35
I can be your everything but your happy girl... 'cause I am so unhappy 🥀
And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.
I'm in love with death
But life can't let me go
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