One More Time

Voiceless voices

Amongst a scattered world

Everything I do

Has me written all over it

I stain the very air

The very moment

watch the sun,

rise,

the sky is a much sweeter poet.

look away,

oh unwieldy femininity,

i am unworthy of your gaze.

may our eyes meet,

reflections in the same star,

the sun watches you,

fall.

candle of the night,

i succumb to your prowess,

extinguish my reality,

oh burning desire,

be gentle with the flame.

i can not forgive what hasn’t happened,

or forget what’s to come,

whether i drown in hazel,

or endure in song,

i’ll still just be watching movies,

leaving it up to the divine.

three days

till the weekend,

i feel weak and

cant even eat,

been reeking of weed,

can’t even sleep

but i’m so tired

i killed the sheep

i hate my skin

why do i exist

i look like if

god took a piss

do you feel it too?

how my body yearns for you

like gravity holds me to the earth

our souls forever reaching

gripping tighter as we touch

grip me tighter

before i float away

you write so beautiful

i imagine you wear flowers in your hair

and your presence graceful

and i wonder what sorrow your eyes wear?

i would love to agree with you,

but my flowers have died,

i slouch and i limp,

and there’s darkness in my eyes.

i own many scars,

none of which i paid for,

and i ripped out my heart,

so i couldn’t feel it anymore.

even these things can be beautiful i see,

but my perception is blind to me,

i’d rather live through your eyes,

it sounds so much more lovely.

moth

when i look deep into your eyes,

hypnotized, i’m staring into a light.

i squint my eyes, but im still stuck to you.

i’m burning up from the things that you do.

well i’m a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

yea just a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

tonight,

you and me,

the sunrise,

i envy.

no home,

come save me,

window,

escaping.

well i’m a moth

in the dark im lost,

and the only light i had was you

yea just a moth,

in the dark i’m lost,

and the only light i had was you.

just leave me,

it’s hopeless,

im burnt up,

and swollen.

someone,

once told me,

true love,

is stolen.

-b

i swear my pupils were made,

just to see you in this light,

and i’ve always wanted to leave this place,,

but i turn around every night

because you’re like nothing else.

i’m just used to everyone leaving,

i had so much love,

and now i don’t even have feelings,

but i just can’t ever give up,

because of you,

it’s always been you.

How strange and beautiful it is, to be anything at all

strength only comes from within.

it is without hesitation,

all from the inside,

with all of your heart

and soul.