I Literally Have No Fucking Clue Who I Am, Sometimes I Think I’m A Super Nice Person Who Has Been Unfairly

Everyone I've ever known has left me,

I've been left and abandoned and neglected

Like a hurt stray puppy on the side of the road

Was I not good enough? Or did they just never realise? Did I do something? They don't have to stay obviously. No one does. But why?

I don't blame them. I don't. I wouldn't stay for me either.

Can I just be enough for someone? Please. Can someone just stay? I don't know how much more abandonment I can take.

Relatable.

(stolen from Instagram)

“Being emotionally neglected all your life is so damaging in so many ways.”

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I’m nothing special. I’m fat; I’m ugly; I don’t have any talents; I have a bad character; I don’t have any friends, I’m nothing.

sorrythisisallicanbe

Fuck a break up.

Have you ever had a parent not want you?

Shit hurts as hell.

I needed a hug. I needed to cry on someone else’s lap. I needed someone to shrug off all this hate and pain consuming me. But I only had myself. And I was never enough.