sweet nothings
No shot I pulled three SSRs in one 11 pull followed by two of the new Dazai in a few 11 pulls later
Gonna bring this back until it is not valid anymore. Bro is having the worst day ever LOOOOOL. đ„
One-shot Prompts:
Oneshots:
-Diluc Needs a Hug (Diluc x Reader) -Killing Butterflies (Aether x Reader)
Headcanons:
Rambles:
Requests:
This is so wholesome
10/10, great start to my day
Request/idea!
Established relationship with reader taking care of Chuuya after corruption. Like Dazai takes Chuuya to his penthouse to be taken care of by reader instead of the extraction point because Dazai knows Chuuya would be more comfortable with reader than in the pm hospital/medical bay (*cough* stormbringer *cough* *cough*)
Just like cute fluff where Chuuya is tense around reader because he's so vulnerable until eventually he relaxes when he realizes reader isn't leaving or gonna hurt him
Oh god YES
The soft glow of the evening lights filled the penthouse, casting long shadows across the quiet room. Outside, the city buzzed faintly, a contrast to the stillness inside. You stood by the bed, looking down at Chuuya, his usually sharp features softened by exhaustion, his breathing deep and slow. He was out coldâcompletely unconscious after pushing himself too far in battle, having using Corruption again.
Dazai had brought him here instead of to the Port Mafiaâs medical bay, knowing that Chuuya would be more comfortable in your care than surrounded by cold hospital walls. It had been a quiet exchangeâno teasing remarks, no sarcastic barbs. Just a mutual understanding between you and Dazai that Chuuya needed this (i made dazai responsible/sensible đ).
Now, standing over him, you couldnât help but feel a pang of worry despite knowing heâd recover. You gently brushed his damp hair away from his forehead, feeling the faint warmth of his skin beneath your fingertips. He looked so different when he was like thisâso vulnerable, so unlike the fierce, unyielding man you knew. The one who stood tall (yes i did this on purpose đŠ) , who commanded respect with every word, every movement.
Sighing softly, you sat down on the edge of the bed, your fingers trailing along his arm. He didnât stir, completely lost in the deep sleep that always followed his use of Corruption. You hated seeing him like thisânot because he was weak, but because you knew how much he hated being seen this way. Vulnerability was something Chuuya rarely allowed, and you knew he fought against it even in unconsciousness.
âYou always push yourself too hard,â you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper as you leaned in closer, resting your hand on his chest, feeling the slow, steady rise and fall of his breathing. âYou donât have to⊠not with me.â
The words hung in the air, but they were more for you than for him. You knew Chuuyaâknew that even if he could hear you now, he wouldnât listen. He was stubborn like that, always trying to carry the weight of the world on his own.
You stayed like that for a while, your hand gently brushing over his chest, the sound of his breathing the only noise in the room. It was rare to see him like thisâso still, so quiet. In these moments, he seemed almost fragile, and the thought of him waking up alone after such an ordeal tugged at your chest.
âIâm not going anywhere, Chu,â you whispered softly, your voice filled with a quiet determination. âIâm here. Iâll always be here.â
He didnât respondâof course he didnâtâbut as you settled beside him, you felt the tension you hadnât realized you were holding slowly melt away. You knew that when he woke up, heâd still be the same Chuuya, sharp and biting, with walls built up so high it was a wonder anyone ever got through. But for now, in this quiet moment, there was peace.
And as you lay there beside him, your fingers gently tracing the lines of his hand, you knew that when he finally opened his eyes, youâd be right here. Just like always.
Timeskip
Chuuya stirred slightly, his breathing shifting as he started to emerge from the deep sleep that had held him for hours. You stayed still, your fingers still tracing light patterns on his hand, waiting for the moment he would fully wake up. You could tell he was still groggy, his mind pulling itself from the depths of exhaustion.
Slowly, his eyes fluttered open, the sharp blue softened with lingering fatigue. His gaze shifted to you, and for a moment, confusion flickered in his eyesâlike he wasnât sure if you were really there. But then, recognition settled, and his usual tension melted away.
â[Y/N]...â he muttered, his voice rough, barely more than a rasp. His hand instinctively tightened around yours, a quiet reassurance that he was here, that you were here, together. His lips curved into a small, tired smile, so different from the usual smirk he wore in public. This was Chuuya, stripped of all the fire and prideâjust him, softer, vulnerable, but comfortable with you.
âYeah, itâs me,â you replied quietly, a gentle smile pulling at your lips. âYou really overdid it this time.â
Chuuya huffed softly, his usual bravado flickering, but the tiredness in his eyes betrayed him. âTch⊠Iâm fine,â he muttered, though there was no real bite in his words. His free hand came up to cover his face for a second, as if trying to hide the weariness he couldnât fully shake.
âSure you are,â you teased lightly, leaning in just a little closer, your thumb gently brushing over his knuckles. âThatâs why Dazai had to drag you here half-dead.â
He let out a low chuckle, but there was no anger behind it, just a quiet acceptance of his own limits. âThat damn suicidal idiotâŠâ He paused, lowering his hand from his face to meet your gaze again, and something in his expression softened even more. âHe knew youâd take better care of me than anyone else would.â
You smiled at that, warmth spreading through you at the quiet admission. âHeâs not wrong, you know. Though Iâve got half a mind to yell at you for pushing yourself so hard.â
Chuuya sighed, his eyes closing for a moment as he allowed himself to sink further into the comfort of your presence. âYou wouldnât be the first,â he murmured, his voice low but filled with that gentle warmth that he reserved only for you. He shifted slightly, moving closer to you as if seeking more of your warmth, his hand still firmly holding yours. âBut⊠Iâm glad itâs you here. Always.â
There was something different in his toneâa vulnerability that Chuuya rarely allowed himself to show. His guard was down, and in this quiet moment, he wasnât the powerful mafia executive or the ruthless fighter. He was just Chuuyaâyour Chuuya.
You shifted closer, gently resting your forehead against his. âIâm not going anywhere, Chuuya. You know that, right?â
His eyes opened, locking with yours, and for a moment, he didnât say anything. But the way his hand tightened around yours, the way his body relaxed against you, told you everything. He didnât need to say itâhe trusted you completely. And that trust, that vulnerability, was something he rarely gave to anyone.
âI know,â he whispered finally, his voice softer than youâd ever heard it. âI just⊠sometimes I need to be reminded.â
You smiled, brushing your fingers through his hair, feeling him relax completely against you. âWell, Iâm always here to remind you.â
Chuuyaâs lips twitched into a faint smile, and he leaned into your touch, his eyes closing once more. âGood,â he mumbled, the tension in his body gone now, replaced with a rare calm. âBecause Iâm not letting you go either.â
And with that, the two of you sat in the quiet of the room, his hand in yours, as Chuuya finally allowed himself to restâsafe in the knowledge that you werenât going anywhere.
Been obsessed with Orca Dazai au by @yebyyhfushi
I'm literally in Vegas right now and the Dazai brain rot is still strong
Your sixth most recent emoji predicts how youâll feel about life in 10 years
Fandom: BSD -Bungo Stray Dogs
Ship: Soukoku - Dazai x Chuuya
A/N: Check request status on Masterlist
TW: Dark imagery, art has gore, Dazai having hallucinations, not quite angst in terms of their relationship, just Dazai's typical mental problems, he does eat in the end, alludes to cannibalism, doesn't actually happen don't worry, art below the cut is a visual description and has gore, don't read while eating, especially if it's Ramen
A/N: This was another thing I had done for Whumptober lol and never posted. This was day 12: Cannibalism
Dazai stared down at the fresh bowl of ramen Chuuya had graciously decided to make for him after he, on a whim as he told Chuuya, broke into the luxurious penthouse far above the city of Yokohama. Dazai wasnât hungry and he had a feeling his typical âproblemâ would show face again.
It was a problem he didnât tell anyone, not even Chuuya. While Chuuya likely had an idea of what Dazaiâs problem with food was, there was simply no way he knew exactly what the problem was, and Dazai was determined to keep it that way.
Dazai looked away, resting his head in his right palm as he looked to his left.
Chuuya let out a growl, âYou better fucking eat, you piece of shit.â
They both knew that Chuuya would never expect Dazai to eat all, let alone half of the bowl. Dazai also knew, though, that Chuuya would be mad if he didnât touch any of it. Dazai had asked for Chuuya to make some after all. Well- actually, âaskedâ is the wrong word, more like he pestered Chuuya until he did.
Dazai had actually wanted some, despite not being hungry. Chuuyaâs cooking was rather good and was one of the few peopleâs cooking he could stomach to eat a decent amount of.
Now, however, Dazai was struggling to bring his eyes down to the bowl. He knew it was ramen, of course he did, but⊠ramen certainly isnât what his eyes were seeing.
If Dazai looked down heâd be met with the sight of two eyes staring back up at him in a mess of intestines and blood.
Dazai rubbed aggressively at his eyes for a few seconds and when he looked back down the hallucination was gone. Gone was the bowl filled to the brim with human parts and back was the bowl of delicious looking ramen.
Dazai swallowed down the lump in his throat and picked up the chopsticks. If he wanted to be able to eat anything he had to now before the hallucination came back to deceive his eyes.
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Chuuya watched as Dazai rubbed aggressively at his eyes before looking down at the ramen and digging in. It was rare to see him eat so quickly. Chuuya could feel something was off but whatever it was gone now. Chuuya let it slide as long as Dazai was eating. Chuuya looked down at his own bowl of ramen and began eating, with a little less rigor as Dazai, of course.
End Note: Check Masterlist to see if Requests are OPEN or CLOSED
Fandom: UnderTale - Player:[VOIDTALE]
TW: Spiraling Mental Health, mentions of dissociating (not DID)
POV: Void!Sans or Player:[VOIDTALE] Sans
He couldnât take it anymore. Days blurred together in his dissociated state of mind. It was monotonous.
Objectively, he knew there were other timelines but he could not recall seeing them with his own eyes. Perhaps he had some long time ago.
What even was time in the context of so many RESETs?
If he had, heâd long forgotten it in the face of so many genocides.
He could hear the familiar call of his brother from outside of his bedroom door. He was tired. Stars above, he was so fucking tired.
What was the point in anything if this was what it led to?
He used to believe the anomaly would grow bored of the same thing everytime. How wrong he was.
Now he questioned if the anomaly even had a higher level of conscious, was the anomaly an entity capable of thought? Or was the anomaly an âitâ, like a parasite, something that needed violence like a fish needed water, a human needed air? Could the anomaly get bored?
Was Frisk, the child, conscious of the actions the anomaly made? Could Frisk fight the control? If Frisk could, did Frisk care to? Did the kid let this happen, give in willingly?
Loud knocking disrupted his chaotic thoughts. He let out a groan of a response so his brother knew he was up and did not need to be dragged out of bed.
He let himself fall into that hazy, dissociative state of mind once more, going about this day the same way he had for every RESET before.
It took him a bit to notice through his hazy mind.
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The kid was lateâŠ
Next Chapter: [2] -WIP-
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