This Is A Callout Post For Myself

A gentle reminder of us

“I would’ve love you for the wrong reasons, and I would’ve love you more for the right reasons. But one thing is for sure, we will tear and break each other apart.”

It’s suffocating,

loud and exhausting.

It’s a downward spiral

And I let myself fall

In the rabbit hole.

A space of my heart,

Locked away.

For oh so long.

You knew about it

And you question

The small confine

Where you belong.

You hold the power

Over me

No one ever had,

Will ever have.

Am I just

Punishing myself?

Not making peace

With the choice

I’ve made.

How come

You don’t want me

In your life?

When I will

Welcome you

In my arms

A thousand times.

There’s something I have to write using my thoughts.

It’s okay that I am alone. I am free and I get to own my freedom. I admit, it feels lonely sometimes. But, I get to know myself a little better and I get to grow on my own. This is an achievement for me, really. To know and focus my value without someone else’s help.

It came up to my mind when people around me talks about wanting to be in a relationship. I mean, we gotta love ourselves before we love someone else, right?

Punny Harry

I tried doing these but I couldn’t look at my bestfriend like that. There’s something greater than chemistry with Kara and Lena.

#how to look at your best friend properly

The sky is perfect