We May Not Agree On Everything, But Despite All That I Do, You’ve Raised Me Up To Be More Than I Ever

shamura is non-binary and uses they/them btw 👍

Oops 😬! Sorry 😅

I’ll do well to remember next time

Here’s something I did for an assignment. I finally got to do an assignment on my iPad and I was like 🤩😆🤩😙🥳

Ha! Ha! Anyways, I just thought that I’d share it with you guys and see what you make of it!

Kanna made some friends today 😊

I had a lot of fun making this little comic. And for those of you that have been following me for a while; if you’re curious;

Yes those are the guys from my post about the squad

I’m having trouble with something… I want Kanna’s birthday to be in spring or in winter and she’s most likely a pisces or a cancer, but I don’t know what month or day to make her birthday, and it’s something that’s been bugging me for a while…

Any other astrology nerds that can help me out? 😅

I had a really, REALLY weird dream about The Amazing Digital Circus last night!! ( @gooseworx you wanna weigh in on this?)

I have had a lot of wierd dreams but I’m usually in all of them as the main protagonist in first person view, but this is the first time that it felt like I was watching an actual episode of a series.

The cast was on some adventure and the main npc villain was actually someone who used to be at the circus, but abstracted and is now used as an antagonist npc (I think her name was Victoria? She’s themed as some giant aquatic monster with a bunch of starfish and kelp on her, think of like the Big Daddies from Bioshock, but with more sea life on her, and you could see her scarred up face).

Pomni gets paired with Jax throughout the episode and Jax FINALLY gets some character development instead of just being some kids cartoon bully with no background or character other than just annoying & torturing people. The entire cast is supposed to defeat Victoria but Pomni being the hero that she is, tries reaching out and helping her, despite Jax constantly trying to mess this up. Jax Finally gets the character development I was talking about and is still a jerk but is now more like Buford levels of jerk (still mean, but you can tell he cares and he’s a bully friend that you would invite over for a game of baseball) instead of being like Denzel Crocker (Fairly Odd Parents) or Brad (Kick Buttowski) levels of bully.

One thing I forgot to mention is that in the adventures, Caine gave the characters the ability to fuse together to become more powerful and fight through. At first, Jax simply just uses Pomni to get stronger and the fusion they start out with is like; INCREDIBLY toxic! Think of it like from Steven Universe, with Lapis and Jasper becoming Malachite and showcasing a toxic and abusive relationship. (As Garnet said; “They’re a bad match for each other”) But as time goes on, Jax starts to see how fast Pomni’s already non existent mental health is deteriorating faster and faster, even when he stops fusing (mostly because he’s annoyed with how Pomni is slowing them down and making the fusion weak with her problems) her problems starts showing on Jax. After the both of them almost abstract because of Jax trying to do something he sees as “fun”, (trapping the rest of the cast in a cave to make them panic) Jax and Pomni have a heart to heart and realize how they need to work together to complete this adventure and get back to the circus. Once Jax finally realizes that, he lets go of the controls a little bit so that Pomni can also take charge. By the end of it, they’ve bonded and their fusion relationship is more like Stevonie with the fusion even changing to show both of them equal amount.

For some reason, Caine absolutely HATES the idea of Victoria coming back to the circus, something about “it’s not up to him” and “against the rules and company policy” several times the cast has to stop him and beg for him to not turn her into confetti like he did with Gummigoo. Caine ends up putting the cast into a new adventure and sets them up with an impossible task. They all have to agree on something or team up together to let Victoria stay.

The cast is transported to some falling apart school that is floating in the middle of space with some dim sun in the center, yet it’s freezing cold. The way I can describe the school is like Elmore Junior high (from amazing world of gumball) I think I even saw some of the gumball characters here and there? But the students and teachers were more like demonic zombies…

The cast is split up and only Pomni and Kinger are the only ones who believe that Victoria should get a second chance at the circus, after all, she was human just like them. Even Ragatha doesn’t want to know what might happen when they bring Victoria back (as she’s been playing the villain for so long she doesn’t know how be a supporting role) not to mention for as long as any of them have been there, they’ve never seen Caine act so hateful towards any of the npcs or avatars. But when Jax is struck with an ultimatum, and chooses to save Pomni and the cast over himself, the rest of the cast says Victoria’s name and they are all transported back to the circus with Victoria.

Victoria’s look has changed almost entirely. I’ll do my best to describe it… she had blue skin now, blonde hair in a high bun, but she looked very abstracted (not tadc abstract! Like an abstract painting) very blocky, and chunky, and she only had one eye now and it was on her right side of her face, which still looked scarred, but no where near as bad as before.

The dream ended with the cast showing her around, and telling her to take it easy as she’s the first person to not only come back from being abstracted, but also the first so-called “npc” to come back to the circus. Caine was floating near by still glaring at Victoria like she was a piece of filth that shouldn’t be there, while bubble is annoying him. Before I wake up Pomni and Jax are wondering if all abstracted humans became npcs or if this was just something new that Caine tried like with Gummigoo ai and making something actually scary for zooble like before.

That’s when I woke up. I’ll tell you that had to be the weirdest dream I’ve had in a long while. @gooseworx you wanna say anything about this???

Finished shading and blending. I really liked how this came out.

People of Tumblr! (Warning⚠️: this might be rude to ask about but I don’t know social ques)

Way back in middle school I made an oc and over the years I’ve been fleshing her out in my head. (She was inspired by some teachers, and a childhood friend) Her mother is Japanese and her father is American-Korean. I freaking love the traditional clothing of Japan and Korean (seriously every woman I see in it looks like a freaking goddess!) but something about my character; she loves fashion and wants to embrace all of her heritage, the Japanese, the Korean, and the American. So I was wondering if anyone has ever tried combining the traditional clothing of both sides of their heritage. But since I don’t really have anything to embrace, I didn’t know if this would be offensive to people’s culture or if I should just forget it. So sorry if this offends someone. I’m really dumb when it comes to social stuff.

My final grade assignment in art class was to recreate a famous painting and replace it with a celebrity. So;

Voilà!

I present to you;

La Mona Martinez!

If anyone is wondering… yes that is Phillip (Crybaby’s pet tarantula) from the K-12 music videos. I Seriously can’t get enough of Melanie Martinez’s songs! And so, of course I had to do a drawing of her. I love how this came out!

I apologize for what I am going to say to you, but I have to. I am Ahmed from Gaza, married with two children. We live in the shadow of war and destruction. I lost my brother, my home, and most of my relatives. We have nothing left. I ask you to help, even a little, so that we can survive and protect my children. Any amount, even a small amount, will save our lives.

Link in bio

https://gofund.me/991535b1

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Again why do people use my askbox for this?! I have no money to give, I’m broke, so I’ll spread the word incase someone with money to spare can help but I’m not even a popular blog in any way, so why do I keep getting asks like this?

There’s something in the factory!

I was having a tea party with poppy when she told me to hide and she heard something coming. I didn’t question it and hid behind some boxes. The next second, I heard Poppy screaming! I came out and chased after her, despite Lisa and She. When I fell down a big hole I hurt my leg, I started crying. I didn’t know where I was, I don’t think I’m allowed to be this deep into the factory. I didn’t recognize anything around me, I didn’t know where poppy was or if she was okay! I just wanted my sissy, I wanted kissy, I wanted Huggy! I was so scared. I don’t know how long I was sitting there crying, but all of the sudden I heard some lady giggling. I looked up and saw a pink spider lady! She had Poppy in one hand poppy was trying to tell me something but she seemed too scared to. She said her name was mommy long legs. I was super scared because I remember my sissy said that lady spiders eat their husbands. But she seemed… nice enough, she could see Lisa and She, but she was super rude to them and acted like they weren’t there. She seemed to be super worried about me, where I came from, what I was doing here, and if I was okay. I just wanted my Poppy! She gave me Poppy and then picked me up. She took me back to my friends, who were worried about me. But the good news is Huggy Is talking to me again! “Lelu where have you been!? We were worried! Why are you with Her!?” And a bunch of questions about my leg. I don’t think I like mommy long legs much. She called my friends irresponsible for losing me and letting a precious child like me get hurt. She wouldn’t even let Huggy or kissy hold me! I asked her If kissy could hold me, but she wouldn’t even listen to me!

Cat Bee and Boogie Bot seem to be the only one that missed her. They say she just loves kids and hasn’t seen any in over 30 years, and she was responsible for babysitting the children that came to the factory, like orphans or the employees’ s children. That, and she hasn’t been the same since she lost her baby and her husband. Baby Long Legs and Daddy Long Legs. Those bad adults took them away one day and she hasn’t been the same since. I feel bad for her… “I know what it’s like…” I said, “I lost my Mama and Daddy…” I ended up almost being hugged to death by the guys. Poppy made me Pinkie Promise to never leave her alone with Ms. Mommy. She says that Mommy will trap her back into the case! I pinkie promise!