Я смотрю, как девочка в инстаграме пишет посты про любовь

Я смотрю, как девочка в инстаграме пишет посты про любовь и танцы,

Постит в сторис ребёнка,

Цитаты,

Наряды,

Показывает всем своего мужа-иностранца

И удивляется, что после всего, что было, с ней никого особо и нет рядом,

Жалуется на мелкие проблемы,

На тревожный сон.

Она и меняет, как платья, всех, чьей ей не подошёл фасон,

Потому что она-то точно одна такая,

Незаменимая

И незаменённая,

Та самая девочка из “вокругшума” Касты —

Перед зеркалом в чёрном платьице.

Маленькая будущая разведёнка.

Мне говорят оставаться беспристрастной.

Прекрасно.

Смиренно слежу за развитием сериала:

У девочки под каблуками хрустят чужие позвоночники,

Позвоночки,

Какие-то истерики ночью,

Истории как всё достало,

А чтоб было таинственно — вечно неточно.

С ней никто не спорит, потому что бессмысленно спорить —

Воображариум девочки просто огромен.

Насколько всё плохо расскажут не сторис —

Склоки,

Делёж имущества,

Дома,

Ребёнка,

И напоследок — пост, как всё скоро кончится.

Я смотрю, как девочка в инстаграме

Убивает человека словами,

Растирает весь труд в порошок.

“Я прожил сегодняшний день,

Кому-нибудь было от этого хорошо?”

Бессердечная девочка,

Королева пепла,

Царица пыли.

Дура, что ты творишь?

Там же люди.

Они

Живые.

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–unknown

3 years ago

AND IT SHOWS

there are people out there who have never had to suffer seeing that image of ewan mcgregor with his hair in pigtails and the word fragile stamped on his tit

2 years ago

So... chaotic academia actually???

Dark academia but instead of wearing blazers and reading classic novels, I’m wearing my pajamas and reading fanfiction til 4 am

3 years ago

Pardon me for butting in but

YES

It's not only about nepotism it's also about depreciation of any form of art-jobs. You spend your whole life practicing just to end up playing The Tree in The Back and all your friends are like BEING ACTRESS IS SOOO COOOOL I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS UWU... and these nepotism sweeties don't help at all

bella hadid is going to be on a tv show nepotism wins again

what would the arts do without nepotism babies randomly deciding theyre actors, monopolizing big roles and then giving the flattest performances known to man in their projects!


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3 years ago

As a part of Russian Coven I'd like to add that we *are* doing our best to help Ukrainian battlemages

I'm Sorry This Is So Funny

I'm sorry this is so funny

2 years ago

when will it get better in a way that countssss why does trauma last so much longer than peaceee why is the world so endlessly cruel and unfairrrrr

5 months ago

Do you want to talk about Jayvik? Let's talk about how Victor is the perfect metaphor for being a woman in science. Because you work your way up to a high position with blood, sweat, and fraud, and finally get the chance to do what you love, and the prospect of actually doing something significant and changing the world looms before you...

Only for your conventionally attractive, smiling male partner to steal your moment of glory, publish your shared draft as his own, and suddenly become the "face of progress." Only one will go down in history, by the way, because in the final drawings on Caitlin's computer, we see "project created by Jace Tallis"

Victor is the female scientist rage

I said what I said, and I'm not stuttering


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2 years ago
I Said What I Said

i said what i said

2 years ago

i think queer people should be more confusing actually. i think we should make everyone as confused as possible until they give up and realize that total understanding of other people isnt the gateway to respect and compassion

2 years ago

I know everyone loves the Corinthian because he’s creepy/sucks/fucks etc but I’m into this character because he’s a poster boy for conditional acceptance.

He’s created to fulfill one purpose. If he doesn’t contort himself into the correct behaviour, he’s scrapped to be remade and remade until he acts as intended.

Morpheus doesn’t seem to have a personal relationship with him like he does with other Dreaming characters. When he kills the Corinthian, Morpheus’ “I made you poorly” speech dismisses that the nightmare is an individual in control of his actions.

Lucienne visibly dislikes him but is quick to forgive Fiddler who also defected. It’s like the Corinthian is treated more like a project or a weapon than an entity of the Dreaming.

I don’t think his ability to attract people affords him any lasting power either. People crave him, his body or his success but it’s a self-interested infatuation. People don’t love him for his personality because he doesn’t have one; it’s polite and forgettable and adapted to attract whoever he’s targeting. He fills the spaces in between people’s real relationships and while maybe it’s fun, ultimately he’s forgotten.

And can we talk about the second Corinthian being obsessed with learning about his previous iterations? That’s fucked up and dystopian.

He’s a really tragic character. Also a horrible violent maniac.

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