Na minha cabeça Calamidade ep 8 minuto 2:44:00 foi exatamente assim:
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Sorry, Y'all. I'm a day late.
I wish I could have posted yesterday but this wasn't on my mind at all lol. I was very sick yesterday, but at least I'm alive!
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Harsh characters vs Kinder Characters - These are general vibes --------------------------------------------------------------------------
Kind/Cute Characters -
Constantly Apologizing
Trying to help people 24/7
Always worried about Disappointing people
Constantly avoiding answering questions
Lying about being okay
Blaming themselves
Always Guilty
Jumpy
Always inches away from crying
Always doing favors for others
Doesn't take care of themselves
If they do, it's only to keep other people from getting worried
Running away from problems
Constantly overreacting to minor inconveniences
Harsh/Reserved characters -
Violent outbursts
TRUST ISSUES
No emotions
What am I?
Breakdowns
Silence makes them irritable
Too much noise also makes them irritable
Hyper-activated Emotions
Emotionally or Physically abusing self on a bad day because it already sucked
Violent intrusive thoughts or words become normal
Pessimism
Constantly overly alert
NO RELAXATION
Trouble relating to anyone in any sort of way
Extra: Dreams
PTSD dreams are usually never anywhere close to the actual events
Flashbacks usually happen when awake
Often dreams are based on the type of trauma
Soldiers are more likely to see blood in dreams
Sexual abuse survivors are more likely to have people attacking or violating them in dreams
Physical abuse survivors are more likely to have loud sounds and other events related to their abuse in their dreams
Of course none of these are specific to each type, and you SHOULD mix and match, but these are generally more likely
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Different people have different trauma reactions, and so should characters. This sounds pretty obvious, but it's rather hard to do in my experience. It also goes to show that different types of trauma or traumatic events will make a different type of character
For example, I have a few of my characters and their trauma responses because Idk how else to explain it.
Character 1 - Marril - Experienced Physical and Emotional abuse, as well as witnessing several deaths and killing several people.
As a Child he used to be very exposed and unable to hide with short hair and a home that was generally very safe and quiet until it wasn't.
He has a tendency to break or destroy things out of resentment or just as a way to make himself feel better. He also generally obsesses over keeping things clean, because it usually meant better treatment at home. He also generally stays away from children because they remind him of the first person he killed. He also sometimes hallucinates blood on his hands, and isolates himself for fear of hurting them. He hides his emotions until he can't anymore and generally has very extreme negative emotions.
He is often mistaken to be much older than he actually is, and is generally very quiet. He also grows out his hair to distance himself from his past and to give himself an easy hiding place when he needs it. He hates people grabbing him, moving quickly, or touching his hair, and sometimes he will hurt or yell at people when even slightly provoked. Silence often triggers overthinking which brings guilt and bad memories, while sudden loud noises cause screaming, fight or flight, or even flashbacks.
Characters 2 & 3 - The Twins, Xhaazi and Kasi - Experienced emotional and Sexual abuse
The two of them have varied Emotional responses. Kasi tends to hide her emotions and act overly aggressive or overly friendly. She tends to be very tense and in many occasions, fight first ask questions later. She cannot tolerate being alone oftentimes and is sometimes clingy. She hates being restrained in any way and is prone to panic attacks and separation anxiety
She's generally a little reserved but becomes a little clingy when she finds people she likes. She is also over-apologetic and tends to cry around people she trusts for no reason. She always has nightmares and tends to enjoy loud noises because they distract her from her overthinking and anxiety.
While on the other hand, her Brother Xhaazi
He was the one who got it worse. He often injures himself when he's alone, hides his emotions extremely well, and tends to enjoy being alone or in silence. His tactics also amount to fight first ask questions later, but he is always in fight or flight mode and never trusts anyone unless given a good reason.
He tends to get very clingy to those he trusts and hates loud noises. He also tends to have a lot more nightmares than his sister and tends to cover up every single emotion he's feeling unless he thinks people will like it. He has depression and a lack of self-preservation along with extreme separation anxiety for his family and no one else when he can't easily get back to them.
So uh... Yeah? Have fun torturing your babies! Just make sure to differ their trauma from one another even if they experienced roughly the same things.
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