Make A List Of Ways People Express Irritation. Gestures, Verbal Tics, Indirect Responses Are All Fair

mentally im with him

Denji's hypersexuality is a common coping mechanism in SA victims, to try to give the assault a logical meaning of why did it happen, or to get to know the foreign at getting close to the act itself. Genitalia in this case would be representative not only of his lust but also the element reminder of his trauma: "wanting to have tons of sex lead his life to end up miserably", so, the victim blames himself for feeling hurt, accuses himself as the perpetrator of his still ongoing tragedy. The yakuza reminds him of his failure in performing manhood, as Katana Man calls him weak, crybaby, "Chainsaw woman" as kicking his genitals joking to stick them in his behind, and Makima to have twisted his idea of love and taken advantage of his needs, making Denji believe he isn't deserving of forgiveness. At the end it all falls into self-harm, the result of this macabre recipe to make a human to hate every facet of his being: his identity as Denji, as CSM, as a man / his existence: to have born in poverty, orphan, to have killed his father and adoptive family, suggested to perform downgrading gender roles in prostitution (accused woman's job to give men pleasure) / his hopes and dreams for the future, everything is poisoned on his mind. This chapter is about relapse and realization.

Denji is under layers and layers of misconceptions, he is unable to see things through. He thinks his lust is the reason of his tragedy, when he hasn't took an active role in doing anything sexually inappropriate to anyone to get blamed on. He isn't the one to punish for not being strong enough to stood by himself sooner against his abusers and let them have their way, and yet, he still capable to recognize the act is wrong and undeserving (even if he was told through all of his life men should always accept a sex offer and sex = love/joy), ex with Fumiko he inmediatly recognized she assaulted him. So saying sex is his drive in life is utterly wrong, sex isn't Denji's priority and never was actually, and that's something admirable on itself when the world has told him otherwise, because is important to never forget how his happiest was with Aki and Power, putting their friendship above everything else, even above Makima's offers.

I don't think cutting his genitals or even transitioning will fix anything, it would be an impulsive act by trying to escape from the natural progression of the stages of grief and give the instant solution Denji wants so bad right now, where the real cause of his grief is the guilt of the survivor, his self-hatred for having been treated as an object of repulsion and failure through all his life he ended up believing it; to have suffered so much abuse which lead him to see his priorities and identity unclear, amoung other things, seems like it started to click on his mind. This is why Yoru, of all characters, is the one who offers to give Denji "the solution", the character who exists to inflict pain and death on CSM. Also, because he's a hybrid, it will regenerate eventually. It's not gonna happen, probably.

(🎀🎨 > ☕️🥞) this was supposed to be for april fools now its a little too real

just when you think you’re safe from the cameras you’re caught

To people who use "þ" as an aesthetic "p"

þink again.

Gyaru Slang! :D

so i have had this in my notes for forever. and i wanted to share it [most of this info came from OLD blogger websites and a couple of gyaru [[she is not anymore apparently]] youtubers!] i just found the slang interesting, so i researched it a long while ago! anyways enjoy!

Boom

“Wanna hear about my new boom?”

Usually meaning current obsession or interest. Or something they spent a lot of money on!

Co*de

“I forgot to show my latest Co*de!!!”

Usually talking about a latest outfit or favorite one!

Gyaru Coordinate/Coord

“Hi hi Gyaru Coordinates!”

Usually meaning anyone else who is reading/is a gal!

Gyaru Circle/ Gal-circle/Gal-Cir/GalUnit/Gyaru-sa/Gyarusa

“Come to the next Gal-Cir!”

A gathering of gyaru/gyaruo people!Usually out doing karaoke, shopping, purikura (and general photo taking) and going for food.

KS

“I tried to text her but she KS’ed me!!!!!!!!”

Usually a response when someone ignores you, usually on LINE.

YABABABABABABA

”YABABABABA(OMGGGG) That’s amazing!!!!!!”

Usually said when you feel a lot of emotion! So it can be used when excited or annoyed!

Yaguru or yagurareru

“やばばばばばば！山田とデートの途中で彼氏にヤグっちゃった! ” [may not be correctly translated so i am sorry!]

English: Omgomgomgomg! When I was in the middle of a date with Yamada, my boyfriend caught me cheating!

Usually used as a phrase to explain one being caught cheating! Usually used when speaking japanese and not english.

AGEPOYO

“AGEPOYO!!! I’m so excited right now!!!”

A phrase that basically is the Gyaru version of “YOLO”!

Kara-Mara

“Lets go Kara-Mara!”

Meaning Karaoke Marathon!

Uber Irry

“I am Uber Irry!!!!”

Meaning Super Irritated

Uber Pissed

“I am Uber Pissed!!!!!”

Meaning super angry

GL

“He’s so GL!!!”

’Good looking’ abbreviation

Sleep Crazy

”I sleep crazy!”

Basically means they sleep like crazy, like slept well!

Nighter

“I am going for a nighter!”

Basically an ‘all nighter’ meaning stayin up all night

Self-Cent

“You’re self-cent!!!!!”

Basically means “Self-centered”

Majorly Cue

“That’s majorly cueee!!!!!”

Basically meaning “majorly cute” or “extremely cute”

T-ing

“Quit T-ing us!”

Short for “tailing” like followin someone

Hawajew

“I want some Hawajew…”

Meaning ‘Hawaiian Jewelry”

Crushed On

“She’s crushed on Nanami…”

To get a crush on someone

Carried

“Dont get carried!”

Basically means ‘dont get carried away.’

Mad Angry

“Mad Angry!!!!”

Meaning extremely angry!

that is all the ones i had in my notes!!! maybe someone might find some of this slang interesting like i did. i find fashion and subcultures to be really fun to research and gather info on! i have whole giant notes of just that.

O que é o Agejo, realmente?

O termo "agejo" veio da revista Koakuma Ageha e era usado para descrever as leitoras da revista, principalmente aquelas que se inspiravam fielmente nos tutoriais de maquiagem, cabelo e moda da revista. A Ageha é extremamente importante para entendermos quais exatamente são os elementos do agejo, que não se resume apenas a MA*RS ou combinações de rosa e preto. Sim, essas são características marcantes e icônicas que podem estar presentes nos visuais, mas a ausência dessas características não impede uma estética agejo. Por exemplo:

Essas são duas scans da Ageha onde as marcas usadas em cada exemplo estão listadas em inglês mesmo. Percebe que alguns designs poderiam ser confundidos com designs da MA*RS, que são os que mais recebem atenção internacionalmente quando o assunto é agejo, mas o nome da MA*RS não está listado? Isso é porque no auge do agejo, existiam várias marcas que lançavam designs com características voltadas a esse público, não apenas a MA*RS. O que me leva ao meu próximo ponto:

Dois exemplos de propagandas da GOLDS∞infinity, uma marca com diversas características agejo, no entanto, nem todas as co*des das imagens incluem necessariamente preto e rosa.

Os verdadeiros elementos que vão contribuir para uma co*de se encaixar na estética agejo são: feminilidade, glamour (numa visão gyaru), sensualidade, maturidade, a silhueta da co*de. Na maquiagem, isso inclui uma base uniforme, um contorno detalhado e delicado e afins. A atenção aos detalhes é máxima e cada elemento faz diferença.

Por outro lado, alguns exemplos de co*des gyaru que usam preto e rosa mas não têm os mesmos elementos agejo discutidos acima:

Mais exemplos, agora uma co*de gyaru sem intenção agejo (esquerda) e uma com intenção agejo (direita), apesar de usarem peças similares:

Agora exemplos de hime gyaru vestindo preto e rosa:

Se você se interessa por agejo, evite usar apenas referências da MA*RS e procure conhecer a Ageha de verdade, entender suas influências (como a cultura hostess e o ero-kawaii), conhecer as modelos da Ageha tanto quanto quem gosta de outros subestilos conhece as da Egg, busque por scans da Ageha! O que mais nos interessa não está nas partes escritas e sim nos visuais, não entender japonês não é um empecilho tão grande. O maior empecilho para suas co*des gyaru vai ser não ter referências realmente sólidas. Pesquisar por scans vai te ajudar a ter uma ideia melhor do que é uma co*de coerente, quais eram os trends de cada época, qual modelo você gostaria de usar como inspiração e afins. As fontes na internet são diversas e estão a sua disposição. Usar essas ferramentas é o que vai te ajudar a entender como ter um visual gyaru sem depender exclusivamente de marcas, podendo montar co*des a partir de roupas que estão disponíveis com mais facilidade. Aqui estão algumas fontes que eu recomendo, relacionadas ao agejo (você pode usar a tradução automática das páginas pra entender o conteúdo):

Galture

Shibuhara Glitter da Toxic Tsukino

Natsumi’s room da Natsumin

Scans da Ageha

BUONO MARRONA BIANCA in 小悪魔ageha

scan credits @galrevo

grammar this. grammar that. sometimes 'grammatically correct' just doesn't hit the spot. the vibes are telling me to laugh in the face of the english language and that's exactly what I'm going to do, one incorrectly structured sentence at a time.