"i Am Yours To Command"

screaming without the s over james herondale always

so... just finished deku vs. kacchan part 2.

that was the gayest shit i have ever seen.

"you still love me dont you?"

...

god that alley scene in cofa is so....

to be clear this is not an invitation to shit on cordelia you leave my girl alone i'm just venting

nah sorry cordelia has been losing me for a while and like....

this is SO different and so much worse than the aline scene in cog.

like you are a a married woman. even if it is fake, there's a level of respect that banging his fucking parabatai absolutely betrays. you're supposedly so in love with him and know him so well yet you fully intended on, i repeat, fucking his parabatai.

i'm trying so hard to stay on the cordelia train and she is not making it easy. i keep telling myself she's fully under the impression he loves grace but it's still so hard 😭

quit last night bc the next episode looks endeavour-centric and i'd rather end it all

if you held me at gun point i would admit through gritted teeth that i've warmed up to him A LITTLE

...

still so no impressed by the whole "bully people first" thing but i can acknowledge that he was really young when he made that choice and is growing.

final verdict (open to amendment): i want to punch him in the balls slightly less hard

before i read tlh for the first time i read cast long shadows and every exquisite thing and i have one thing to say:

FUCK ALASTAIR

if that man has no haters i'm a corpse idc idc idc. he will never redeem himself to me.

TID REREAD COMPLETED

excuse me while i die of emotional turmoil in a corner

i'm gonna hit james herondale with a car

desperately trying to concentrate on typing up the writing i did at work but thinking of my githyanki tav run