My Body Is A Diary Locked Shut, A Daughter’s Fuzzy Journal Wrapped In Chains And Secured With A Padlock.

❖ Cigarettes + Dark Nights + Best friends + Deep Conversations = Happiness ❖

HAPPY

I lost 5 more lbs ❤️🌸🤘🏻 I'm so thankful all my hard work is paying off😭😄🌸

the cutest

🕷To the lamb🐑

I want to tell you little lamb , how it's takeing over how everyday it gets worse but I can't say a damn thing, I try to protect you little lamb , for it's not your burden , I wanted to stop it but I'm to far gone , little lamb I keep it hidden in attempt to protect you from bringing back the boogeyman you escaped , well little lamb the boogeyman is at my door , with eyes of black and intent of insidious evil, he has come to take me , I know it's to late to run he'll catch me no matter how fast I scurry , so little lamb please run and I let you sleep at ease that you have no knowledge of the boogieman eating away at me piece by picece , goodnight little lamb.

I knowwwwwww that's the truth 😂😂😂🤙🏻

Current mood.

Wish we could turn back time...

It's complicated

You see there's a problem with the world Inside every boy and girl We are measured in worth by weight No fucks given about our mental state This youth is loosing there will So the doctors keep passing the pills This youth will die without a mate How do we find them when we are raised in hate These boys and girls see no boundaries They do it for a couple years in county Only to get out do it again But don't pay no mind it's just a friend A cousin ,a neighbor ,father a brother, An uncle , an aunt , a stranger, a lover But this is the world that won't ever change Cuz everybody pretends they don't know what I'm saying. And I pray to this god up above You learn how to live with passion and love -Armani

me researching and connecting my childhood trauma with all my mental problems at three am