Will Always Be Too Much

I don't want anyone finding me.

Knowing what's inside my head.

Having a forehand idea

of what I'm up to,

what I want..

who I strive to be.

Because honestly,

Alden was right.

I am unpredictable.

But you'd knew

I pause for a chuckle

and little restraint

of a smirk.

Addsie funcy but,

Ohhh

Those were streets

A turnout

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Was it 'was'?

or Was it 'is'?

Vanni whisked

There was whirl

Then I'll be (?)

the happy awkward girl

The boy doesn't give a damn

No eyes linger at your face

No voice find you at the crowd

No arms seek you to embrace

Oh girl! Be a woman

for you to

deserve a man -

not a boy.

...

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the best ones are those

I don't have picture with

pretty seems like it

because I long for moments

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My heart aches

in all places

The eyes still waters

But not the same matters

Finally, passed the past

Or maybe this is the last