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You know I never thought I would mourn someone I never knew apart from watching through a screen, I never once thought that I would sit down and cry my eyes out for a stranger, that even before I finished reading that first tweet I would already feel my stomach drop and tears run down my face. I was in denial those first few moments, I hadn’t gotten the notification since I was studying for my courses, but when I sat down and watched all I could do was cry.
It took me so long to finally put my pencil on my screen and draw something for the legend himself. I am still mourning right now but I know it’ll get easier over time. One day, we’ll all find ourselves laughing and smiling over everything Techno did in life, cause wow he really did do his best to make us laugh one last time with his merch drop.
All I want to say is I dont intend to stop drawing him, like I said in a reblog, I don’t want to stop creating because of what happened, but for him, I think this is one of the few ways I can keep his memory alive, by creating things that he loved. I’ll be taking a break for a bit, and I’ll see where that’ll lead me, but Technoblade was a big inspiration for me, and he still continues to be and now more than ever I’m determined to create more and make him proud.
All I can say is, Rest easy, king
And I now you’re pvping god right now and are probably winning
I am a teacher in the US.
I can barricade a classroom in less than a minute. I know that when the fire alarm goes off we lock ourselves in the room until someone confirms it's real so we don't get shot evacuating the building. I am trained to pack a bullet wound and apply a tourniquet. My classroom is organized with an active shooter in mind - filing cabinets in front of glass, big desks one shove away from blocking a door, hiding places out of sight of the windows. I have come to terms with the knowledge that I might die protecting my students when all I want to do is show them poetry is fun and teach creative writing.
Chapter 12
Ever Yours, Ximena
My dearest love,
There are no words that I can use to explain the pain I feel every day that we are apart. I understand that I have made a horrible mistake that I cannot take back. I understand that I have torn our family apart. I understand that our son is banished and the other is nothing more than essentially a pawn because of me.
But YOU have to understand that I know what I’m doing now. I have re-evaluated and formed a better plan. While it hasn’t played out the way I expected it to… the cards will fall into place accordingly, I’m sure. I didn’t mean to involve you or the boys in this mess. Truly I didn’t mean to let myself get so carried away in my cravings of power.
There is a certain ache that my soul feels when I think of you and I can never tell if it is longing or utter hatred. Oftentimes I try to convince myself that we are still madly in love. Other times I have to remind myself that we cannot be in love and we cannot be together due to my own selfish ways. You deserve so much better than me. You deserve so much more than the pain I have brought to you, our family, and our villages. If you are ever to forgive me, you know where to find me.
Every yours,
Ximena
Ximena,
I find myself smiling at the fact that you even remember where I am. It’s been years since we have last spoken.I hope that you are doing well.
I will go ahead and say this, I do not hold any ill will towards you the way I did when things first ended. While I wanted to ask why things ended the way they did, I couldn’t find myself asking questions that I probably do not want the answer to.
While I would like to believe that you truly have changed your ways and we could try again, however your final paragraph has shown me that you simply haven’t changed at all.
One day I hope you find what you are looking for and I hope that you find yourself happy and healthy, but I cannot be a part of the picture when this is the lens you shoot from.
I will find the boys and I will take care of them if they need it. All I ask is that you do not put them in any more danger than you already have.
Nevermore,
Ignacio
AS OF FEBRUARY 21ST, 2024, WE GOT FIVE DAYS UNTIL THE DAY OF DECISION OF THE KOSA BILL, WHICH WILL CAUSE MASS CENSORSHIP ROUND THE INTERNET IF PASSED. OR DOOMSDAY. WE NEED EVERYONE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS AND CONTRIBUTE. I'M NOT GIVING UP ON YOU ALL.
WE'RE DOWN TO THE WIRE BUT WE CAN'T GIVE UP YET. IF WE GIVE UP, EVERYTHING IS OVER. IF WE DON'T, AT LEAST WE HAVE A CHANCE.
I'M THE ONE WHO SOUNDED THE ALARM, AND I'M NOT GOING TO CURL UP AND DIE YET.
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Hi everyone… I usually don’t make posts like this, but I am desperate and worried as all hell.
As you may know, I’m Abby, a 21 year old with my own house.
I didn’t really think about it at first, but it’s all set in with me now that I’m on my own and I’m seeing that $15 an hour from one job and $9 and hour from my other isn’t paying my $728 monthly mortgage, $200 insurance, $70 power bill, $68 water bill and $52 phone bill.
I’ve done everything I could think of, starting by getting a third job but my mental health took a nosedive due to my bpd so I quit that one. Then I sold clothes, sold pictures, sold art, nothing really worked.
So if you could give tips on what to do, that would be amazing.
I have a dog and a cat and live by myself and really need help.
I have a month left worth of money in my savings and half of that in my checking right now and I HATE asking for help but I really need it. I even have an amazon wishlist for the essentials attached to my linktree.
Anything will do something to help, even if you just repost this-
Cashapp: $ArtsyabbyOfficial
Venmo: Artsy-Abby-Music
PayPal: ArtsyAbby
*through gritted teeth* every day i choose to be kind *barely restraining myself from violence* i choose to have compassion *tamping down the vicious bloodlust inside me* i choose to care and to be kind and to love
imagine someone thinking of you and buying you flowers
✨I’m 23✨ she/theyCosplayer, author, streamer/gamer, musician, horror junkie, anime enthusiast.
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