GASTER BLASTTT

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

society if hosea wore his chapter 2 yellow vest without the coat

Abigail is for the girls who wanted better

Mary-Beth is for the girls who needed an escape

Tilly is for the girls who had to become sweet

Molly is for the girls who felt ignored

Sadie is for the girls who wanted revenge

Susan is for the girls who felt they had to be independent or prove themselves

Karen is for the girls who’s struggles were overlooked

My belief is when a Character enters public domain they revert to their base origins for other creator's to then take up and make their own,

For these mice they'd be a lot like Children one only need to look at their behavior in the og shorts they're mischievous and playful,

It's honestly amazing how much these 2 have developed into their own once more in the last year, while they still echo with the influences from Walt as a fellow creative. I would never take out the original creators' ideas, however they are certainly my own version of them.

Because they have actual character, and I don't know how many times writing these 2 that I suddenly realize Mickeys grabbed the keyboard, Off the Animation Table is one of my beloved projects and I'm glad I could add a new chapter in the Fan Written Book.

!!TW BLOOD!!

Wanted to finish this animation for halloween but oh well Huge thanks to my classmate David Rhombus on youtube for helping me get started on After Effects Enjoy

Late night thoughts I dunno... this one is a weird one.

hey hey hey guys the day is not over yet hehe

human fanclub forever <3

music is “star” by mitski

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So.

I had to

- I don't think Stan would actually put something this heavy on the kids. When during A tale of two Stan's when he's sleeping in his car he just goes, "Awe yeah, i was doin GREAT"

But I still had to

MY BOY IS BACKKKKKK!!!