She Just Started With It:)

She just started with it:)

The email love letter

<18/06/19 , 11:55>

From - your girlfriend who read an email style love letter yesterday and got really excited to write you one too.

To- my lover who can eat ice cream at an alarming pace.

Subject - do we ever have one ?( do we ever need one)

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There is one thing you do. This thing . I literally adore it . I think about it a lot at times.

There is a heaviness in your voice whenever you whisper anything intimate to me and I feel your heart soar inside my chest. The heaviness, for me, shows the intensity of the feelings that you have for me and it melts me( literally melts me, like a marshmallow on a stick)

That one scary night , when you said to me that I’m fucking beautiful, I felt the words being real for the first time . I’m not saying that I thought you were lying everytime you said it on text but the voiced one holds a pace deep inside my wreaked soul.

And these are just some reasons why I love our calls . Disagreeing with your thinking , I don’t mind the silence we get at times. Unlike Harry styles , I don’t think comfortable silence is overrated ( it’s a lyric ) . So the next time you think about saying that our calls might be boring for me, know that I’m practically hitting you with Cupid’s arrows in my head.

Jean Cocteau wrote to Jean Marais in 1939 -

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for having saved me . I was drowning and you threw yourself into the water without hesitation, without a backward look.

And just like jean cocteau, I thank you too my boo bear .

Your emergency contact,

Your honey