I’m Gonna Be Honest, Though I Haven’t Drunk Before There’s A Chance I’ll Drink Myself To Death

i don’t know exactly what this post is for but oh well

i just… picked up a spoon

and took it to room

and now i’m chewing on it

like not in a way that would break it

just chewing on it

is this a symptom of depression or smth lmaoo

I want to see an un-anglicised version of Irish.

No English influence or anything. It would be interesting.

Ba mhaith liom féiceal Gaeilge gan aon béarlachas.

Gan aon tionchar ón Bhéarla. Bheadh sé suimiúil.

i regret to inform you my favourite books (pre 10 years old) was the shallow transphobic harry potter books 🥲 i moved on to asoue and percy jackson though

ps: no shame to people who enjoy hp, i just prefer reading books that go in depth about characters over plot

me when somebody asks me if i was a harry potter kid or a twilight kid

nothing describes feeling the grief of a loved one for the first time in years even though you haven’t grieved rhat much before because you’re grieving for your childhood and moments you could have possibly spent with them if not distracted by stupid things and not wanting to go visit but regretting it when you finally fucking mature years after they died although your siblings were all grown when they died like cupid!

no spoilers cause im on s5ep4 but with weeping angels, can you not just close your eyes and shoot??? 😭

uh oh….herbin..

I've hidden something scary, and FUCKED UP in this post

dearg le fearg.

that’s it.

just that.

(it means red with anger in Irish by the way!)

"love is love" until it doesn't include sex

"love is love" until it lives in separate beds

"love is love" until it is queer platonic

"love is love" until it does not comply with compulsory sexuality and amatonormativity

love IS love, for aspecs, for sex repulsed folk and for platonic relationships

"love is love" apply to more than same-sex relationships in a world where romantic and sexual relationships are considered more valuable

Remember to advocate for Asexuals and Aromantics this pride. Because we are also here, and we are also queer

Post about Mask of My Own Face by Lemon Demon cause I’m bored

(shtty theory!! Also my view on it, just randomly on a sunday decided to do this 😭)

Huow I see it is someone not feeling comfortable enough about themselves that they need to pretend to be a different person, but everyone associates his face with this personality. ORRR of course it might be masking.

“And I’d dance with all the belles.”

He thinks he’s not good enough to dance with him as his true self.

“None of them would know that I was secretly myself”

They think of “himself” as a different person than he thinks of himself as.

“I’d rob my own apartment and I wouldn’t give a damn.”

He would self-sabotage? I’m not sure about this one.

“I’d blame it on the person nobody knows I am.”

How could they hate someone who ‘doesn’t exist’? Also ties back to self sabotaging?

“I look into my eyeholes, what do I see? A handsome motherf*cker motherf*cking looking right at me.”

Phrased as though it’s a different person. And looking into the eyeholes of the mask; eyes are the gateway to the soul. Saying “handsome” shows it’s not a quality of personality, it’s a physical quality that he thinks will make him a better person. Gods this is a shitty theory I’m sorry 💀

“A mask of my own face, I’d wear that.”

He doesn’t have the same idea of his face as people do of this mask. Or: he wears a mask that isn’t his face, and wants to be himself but is scared of being open.

“I'd wear it on Thanksgiving and I'd laugh in the parade

At all the people hissing, knowing I'm the one they hate.”

“I’m the one they hate”: is he thinking he is that person now? Has he used that persona so much it’s becoming reality?

“And at the big finale I would tear my face away

And smile as they grip their own and try to do the same”

He would tear off his mask, he wouldn’t be that person anymore if nothing mattered. Hypothetical language is used implying that he would do that if he didn’t care.

And everyone else wishes rhey could be themselves but it’s melded into them?? Or they wish it was a persona maybe?

Yeah I’m sorry this was really shitty 💀 open to criticism 😭😭