asyor
lils ☆ 22 ☆ any pronouns ☆ hun/eng
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god: Yes, you have been given a life in which none of your suffering will ever be meaningful or justified. I am asking you to endure it anyway.
me:
god: We both know that you know that I only speak in silences.
me:
god: A thousand faces, all of them Mine.
me: [A thousand faces, [none] of them Mine.]
god: Beloved.
me:
god: I am asking you to endure it.
me:
god: You did not always live inside this mirror. You will not always be here, suffering.
me:
god: You understand what will happen to you if I look away, don't you? If I blink? I have had to watch every mean and sordid instant of your life, bound within these chains of ardent love. Although you beg me, curse me, and hate me, I will not look away from you. This was the choice I made on your behalf, not My own.
me:
god: No. But I'm close enough to your idea of the real thing that that shouldn't matter.
me:
god: Time flies straight like an arrow, which is to say it doesn't.
me: [N][arrow][is][the][strai][T][.]
god: I gave you language. You ate the fruit. You will not persuade me not to stay my hand.
me: [I am asking [You] [h][ow] to endure it.]
god: On the strength of My having asked it of you.
me: [I am asking [not] to endure it.]
god: Scio, sweetheart.
i hate remembering something embarrassing i did/said, and just feeling the most intense nausea from it that my whole body feels like it's burning for a sec, like ok damn i know it was bad but somehow it just got worse thankyouu 😭😭
🫵HI YOUR ART IS STILL REALLY GOOD. YOUR SENSE OF COMPOSITION. SHAPES. COLORS. VALUES. WOWIE. CONGRATULATIONS ON HAVING THE GREATEST TASTE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! 🙌🎊
(sorry for the caps-lock i get really excited!!! from seeing amazing art and gorgeous pieces!!!!!! i was scrolling through your blog and your latest ask praising you was also me lmao??? so hi again lmaooo)
HELLO AGAIN!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO!!!!🎉
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT!!!😭😭 IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME(╥﹏╥)💗 (btw your tags under the dice set were sooo😭😭🫶 made my morning:') )
HELLO I NEED EVERYONE TO LOOK AT THE CUSTOM DICE SET MY GF HANDMADE ME BASED ON ORV !!!!!!!!
she gave it to me in a box shaped like a book (orvmaxxing) and even made me a d6 based on DKOS:'))
to be loved is to be known<3
i love you @pankakeke 💗
the struggle of wanting to post art of my changeling dnd character who's yet to reveal their identity, but the whole party follows me on me other socials so i can't just post art of their true form😭😭😭
and even on here where only my gf follows me- I STILL CANT POST MY CHARACTER'S REAL NAME BC IM KEEPING IT A SECRET
Therefore You and Me
i just remembered how in 2021 on my second week of art school, i was asked to show some of my art, so i panicked and just opened my sketches folder, and SOMEHOW in those few seconds while i searched for a presentable drawing, one of my classmates managed to spot EXACT drawing i prayed nobody would notice
so you can imagine my horror when he pointed to my screen and asked "is that yaoi?"
there were approximately four people gathered around me.
i'm pretty sure i replied w "yeah something like that, ignore it pls" I DIDNT KNOW THESE PEOPLE I WAS SO EMBARRASSED
and then while i was flipping through other drawings (which i thought would spare me from further embarrassment) he then asked "is that my hero academia? deku?" IT WAS A DOUBLE WHAMMY IN A SPAN OF 2 MINUTES
i genuinely forgot that this happened until about 5 minutes ago and just...waow idk how i survived that whole interaction actually
I love when platonic love and romantic love is so blurred that it doesn’t even matter anymore. All that matters is the devotion that’s there, the unwavering devotion
crumbles to the ground i didn't draw anything for mermay orz
little peek of this!! guys i'm gonna clean this up i swear guys- until then don't look at it !!
if i had a nickel every time a close friend made me listen to hamilton while also simultaneously singing and explaining what's happening (but also not providing enough context for me to understand) i would have two nickles, why does it keep happening
Hullo! Could I ask what that chalky brush you use for some of your works is? Like in your lovely Year of the Rabbit illustration or the Yoo Joonghyuk one?
Thanks ^.^
hii! it's this oil brush from the clip studio asset store!!:))
(i prefer the way it looks when used more light-handedly, so i adjusted my pen pressure settings accordingly!)
growing up in the early 2000s with those scare sites on the internet that would show a yaay cute bunny>3< picture, but then would immediately cut to the most gutwrenching scream with glitter mspaint blood on your screen, really made me overtly anxious about sending cute animal tiktoks to my gf, just in case there was a horribly gruesome picture/video at the end
honestly idk if that says more about how unsafe content filtering on the internet STILL is to this day, or just that i got traumatized as a kid and apparently it affected me more than i thought, but probably both
im..so out of it. i read the words 'top surgery' and my brain started questioning what on earth the top secret surgery might be
something about becoming part of the food chain
Happy Lunar New Year!!🐉
happy new yuri sangsoo nation!<33
