I'm Like If A Nun Didn't Believe In God

I'm like if a nun didn't believe in god

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athenaschosenhuman

2 years ago

Felt cute might distance myself from everyone idk

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athenaschosenhuman

1 year ago

An idea for a dystopian story:

The human race has made great advance in going out to space, building great monuments and spacecraft, but it’s running out of elements(the earth is dying) mostly iron, carbon, and the elements that the human bodies carry, so yeah they start using dead bodies (some people say the actually use the poor, criminals and minorities)

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i was bored dystopia just an idea i dont even know if its possible heavily inspired by tender is the flesh

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athenaschosenhuman

6 months ago

I finished it

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athenaschosenhuman

1 year ago

it hurts so bad when you give everything, and you still aren’t even the second choice

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athenaschosenhuman

2 years ago

trying to outgrow the deep shame and embarassment woven into my existence wbu

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athenaschosenhuman

2 years ago

You know whats better than sex? Falling in love with a fictional character, but not the kind of romantic love, but the kind of love that you just love them because you’re completely sure they would understand you, that you see yourself in them, the kind of love where you imagine with them late night drive, late night talks, those characters you know you could talk and talk and talk about everything, and they’ll love you for that and you’ll love them. You just know you could relate to each other, and understand each other. Maybe even have similar tastes in music or movies

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athenaschosenhuman

1 year ago

Heyy, I love ur content and can I request a Web weaving of being alone or loneliness? Thankyou <3

" 'So who's the strange one?' I grinned. / 'I don't know,' he said, and then shrugged. 'Sometimes I think if nobody spoke to me, I'd never speak again.' / 'That sounds sad.' / He blinked. 'Oh, yeah.' "

Screengrab from "The Perks of Being a Wallflower." A teenage boy wearing a suit sits in front of his bed. He has his hands clasped together and leans his head down against them as he cries.

"I do exist, don't I? It often feels as if I'm not here, that I'm a figment of my own imagination. There are days when I feel so lightly connected to the earth that the threads that tether me to the planet are gossamer thin, spun sugar. A strong gust of wind could dislodge me completely, and I'd lift off and blow away, like one of those seeds in a dandelion clock."

"I don't feel guilt at being unsociable, though I may sometimes regret it because my loneliness is painful. But when I move into the world, it feels like a moral fall-like seeking love in a whorehouse. Even more, I somewhere take my unsociability as evidence of my 'seriousness,' a quality which I take as necessary to my existence as a moral being. What a strange set of assumptions, as I now [...]"

Screengrabs from "The Double." A young man sits across a set of seats on a train.
In the first picture, a light from above illuminates the train. The caption reads: "Because I know what it feels like..."
In the second picture, the light has been turned off. Heavy shadows fall from the left side that cover most of the man and the chair. The caption reads: "...to be lost and lonely / and invisible."

"You're addicted to loneliness and desperation. It's the strongest emotion you've ever known, so your subconscious tells you that it's your destiny."

"as if i didn't birth loneliness / my damn self from all my damn wanting // - Taylor Steele, from ‘Shocker,’ published in Crab Fat Magazine"

"I will never forget the loneliness I knew as a child. / For a period of my life I hid behind a mask. Did not want to acknowledge any longing. / Now it is a part of me-something I can share. / Both the loneliness and the longing."

i hope you're doing well <33

Alice Oseman Radio Silence / The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) dir. Stephen Chbosky / Gail Honeyman Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine / Susan Sontag As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980 / The Double (2013) dir. Richard Ayoade / Heather Havrilesky Ask Polly: Help, I'm The Loneliest Person In The World! / Taylor Steele Shocker / Amy Dunne

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athenaschosenhuman

1 year ago

i think we as a society need to start accepting that fictional love stories need to be a bit toxic for us to go insane over them… like, sometimes you kinda need the two parties to be obsessed with each other and fucked up and willing to bring each other back from the dead instead of moving on and go to therapy i’m sorry😔

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athenaschosenhuman

2 years ago

Nico canonically being the least dense and the most sensible when it comes to relationships and romance among the big three kids lives rent free in my mind

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