You Ever Find A Piece Of Clothing And Feel Like You Just Stumbled Upon An Essential Bit Of Your Character

it hurts so bad when you give everything, and you still aren’t even the second choice

“The winter though it darkens me, it is pure and clean and all I want.”

— Laura Marling, Darkness Descends. (via weltenwellen)

i caught him looking at me four times. how i wish i could be careless sometimes, to open up and smile

I just saw him and i runaway to the bathroom. I can’t be with someone, i have way to emotional and mind issues that i need to work on first, i also need to focus on college. I swear that if i ever see you after all of this is done im gonna smile to you.

i need to be able yo body check, im so sick i can’t stop eating

It’s the middle of the night. Chiron should probably get some sleep. Looking out of his window he sees two boys, they’re stargazing. Achilles! He thinks. Patroclus!

It’s only then that he realises that Patroclus’ skin is way too white and as glorious as Achilles was, he definitely didn’t light up like a glow stick in the night. It’s not them. It’s just Nico and Will.

It’s been over 2000 years, they’re dead, Chiron, they’re dead.

Sharon Olds, from "Known to Be Left", Stag’s Leap

-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959

[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]

the moon in paintings. x

i really really really need to stop planning my birthday, everything goes wrong and i get this overwhelming feeling and i feel so angry at literally everyone and its awful and even tho i try to enjoy it i cant