Awww...,¡I’m So Sorry,Grace¡,¡It’s Always Worth When You’ll Can Feel Depressed,Like Me¡,(Jesus...),But,¡Keep Your Stories Goin’,Grace¡,¡Everyone Can Be Happy Sometimes¡,¿And,Y’Know?,¡Laughter Is The Best Medicine¡,¡It May Recover Yourself¡:3
So there was an ask that was sent to me regarding an assault that I couldn’t post because I feel it wasn’t appropriate and that it could trigger people that follow me.
I will say I’m sorry that you went through that. I think you really need to go seek professional help to process your trauma. But as I’ve spoken about in previous asks sent like this, I cannot really help here. This tumblr is just a place for fanfiction and love, not therapy or clinical advice. I know I’ve spoken about my career on here, so I don’t know if this is why people come to me with these things. I also know I give off a motherly vibe, and I’ve made my tumblr a safe place for people to ask questions and advice on stories. I don’t really know what it is that attracts people to say these things to me.
But I need to admit that it kind of makes me feel…uncomfortable. I work my job because I love helping people, I love supporting others and helping children grow into themselves. And I spend 40 hours a week doing that. So when I come home, I want to relax and simply put those situations out of my head. So when I get asks of people giving me detailed situations of sexual assault, domestic abuse, thoughts of suicide, or self-injurious behaviors, it’s really draining. I’ve been through a lot of these things on my own, and while at my job I encounter them, I have a different mindset outside of my home. My clinical hat is on and I can separate myself from that world. That’s my job. But here, where I’ve shed my counseling skin, it seeps into my old wounds like poison.
What makes it worse is that everyone does this on anonymous, forcing me to respond on my tumblr and not even giving me the ability to give a personal reply. If I don’t respond, I feel terrible for ignoring someone in need, but if I do respond I could trigger someone else. The whole thing tears me up. And this just can’t keep going on.
I’m sorry if this is a selfish statement, but I cannot do this here.
I’m a therapist, but Crimson is not a therapist. Crimson is just a writer who loves making people smile with her stories.
Please, respect that.
Hahaha...
Cartoonz Expression 9 & Color Palette 7? :3
( ・`д・´)
¡Finally¡,¡I’ll Can’t See a 4P BBS Au That’ll Will Be Done¡<:3
I go and say no 2p....I come back to this?! 4p?!?! What the hell are those? I can't, I just cant with you. -lays down-
*lays down beside you*
so basICALLY 4P CONSISTS OF A BUNCH OF CHIBIS-
Awww...,Cuties...,¿What If You’ll Draw More Wildtoonz For My Dang,Blessed Soul?,¡OMG,That Shall Be Awesome¡
My secret is that sometimes I like angst >:3
I knew it +w+ that cat I torture really like the angst :D well have some wildtoonz I had deep in files :p…
Hyah,Hah,Hah,Hah...
this is how i imagine it’s going in their blocky little world
GORILLA LIKED IT ON TWITTER CHSKXNSKFNSN
Dear Goodness...,¡Batty¡Toonz Looks Cute¡:3,¡Hey,Jhan,You’ll Finally Made an’ Vampire Au Along My Favorite Youtuber¡,¡And,Now,I’ll Shall Do a Story That I’ve Called,’’Oh...,I’ll Wasn’t Expecting a Visitor...’’,Where Cartoonz Is a Adorable,Yet Typical Vampire Of Greensboro,(NC),Who Invites a Mysterious Peasant,(Ryan Win),For Stay At Night In His Home...,Hehehe...>:3
Have a cute bat toonz eating a strawberry while I go sleep :D
Kun:Well,As I’ll Promised To Y’all...,¡Here I’ll Come...,My Story,’’Demonborn’’,Will Be ‘Ere In Tumblr Every Freakin’ Day,But,Now...,¿Let’s Go Along Chapter 1..., Shall We?:
*Hell,Long Ago...*
Mad King Ryan:’’Hahaha...,¡The Throne Is Mine¡’’.
Demons:’’¡Yay¡’’.
Mad King:’’Now...,Let Me Call Kazu...’’.
*In Her Bedroom,The Young Demon Princess Is Dressing Up,While Her Twin Sibling,Shakalo,(I’ll Know...,I’ll Give ‘Em Weirdest Names,Since My Lil’ Brother Told Me About These)...
Kazumo:’’¡What a Day¡’’,(Kazu Is a Female Demon).
Shakalo:’’Yeah...’’,*Crossing His Arms*.
Mad King:*Grinning*,’’¿Will You Both Get Down ‘Ere To The Living Room?’’.
Shakalo:’’¡Coming,Dad¡’’.
*Now...*
Mad King:’’¿Oh,My Kids?’’.
Shakalo:’’¿What?’’.
Mad King:’’Let’s Introduce Everyone At All Ceremony...’’.
Kazumo:’’Yeah...’’.
Queen Ponyo:’’Hello...,Kiddos...’’.
Shakalo:’’¿Are You a Demon Like Us?’’.
Queen Ponyo:’’Uhm...,*Rubbing Her Hands Shyly*,Yup...’’.
Kazumo:’’¿Why Don’t You’ll Tell Me ‘Bout Thou?’’.
Queen Ponyo:’’I...’’.
*Meanwhile...*
???:’’Oh...,I Hope King Ryan Will Give Me His Throne...’’,(Jim).
Shakalo:’’¿Eh?’’.
???:’’Mwahahaha...’’.
(Skip To 0.43)
Kazumo:’’Zis Isn’t Good...’’.
???:’’Yes...,But,¡Your Foolish Daddy & Mummy Gonna Be Dead When I’ll Take Over¡’’.
Queen Ponyo:’’¿Jim...,What’re You’ll Trying To Talk About Us?’’.
???:’’Nothing...,Sorry...’’.
Queen Ponyo:*Glares*,’’Geez...,If We’ll Spy You Once More,Mephisto...,¡You’ll Shall Be The One Whom Will Die¡’’.
???:’’Ugh,Fine...’’,*Raising His Black Eyebrows While He Scratches His Short Goatee*.
Kazumo:’’¿Who Is ‘Im?’’.
Rahsieroch Hishiza,(Their Mentor):*Appearing Behind Our Twins*,’’¿Oh...,You Mean...,Jim Pheles,Al’ight?’’,’’He Is a Devious Demon Who May Be Sometimes Friendly...,But,Kazu..,Never Trust ‘Im...’’.
Shakalo:’’¿Sorta?’’.
Rahsieroch:’’Yeah...,I’ll Can’t Be Saying About Him...,’Cuz He’ll Attract Innocent Victims...’’.
Kazumo:’’Okay...’’.
*Half a Hour Later...*
Mad King:’’¿Did You’ll Met Mr. Mephisto,Daughter?’’.
Kazumo:’’¡Of Course¡’’.
Mad King:’’He’ll Loves Being Suspicious...,So...,Be Careful...’’.
Shakalo:’’We Will...’’.
*This Is The Ending Of This Episode...*
???:’’Ugh...,Hmph...,Seems Like Her Highness Is Upset At Me...,But,Soon...,¡I, James Pheles...,Gonna Rob The Wacky King’s Realm,& Everything Will Finally Be Mine¡’’.
Chancellor Kuomor:’’¿Boss,Are You Sure?’’.
???:’’Heheh...,Yes,My Dear Chancellor...,¡We’ll Will Steal All Kingdom From That Fool,And We’ll Will Rule The Entire Underland Like Gods¡’’.
Jirsio Khibu,(Jim’s Dastardly Ifrit Henchman):’’¡You’re a Cunning Genius,Boss¡’’.
Chancellor Kuomor:’’Our Plan Will Be Successful...’’.
???:’’Indeed...’’,’’Hahaha...’’.
The End...,¿Or Is It?...,(Fun Facts:I’ll Gonna Accept Fanart From This Story)...,& Now,¿Let’s Do ‘Zis Mighty Ending Like ‘Zis...:’’¿Will Mephisto & His Henchmen Steal King Ryan’s Crown Of Tulips For Their Own Naughty Purposes...?
Ah...,I Get It...,But,If You Excuse Me...,I Will Do The 1st Question For This Ask Blog:¿So,Hi There...,Toonz...,Uhm...,How You Interact With Humans?...,Yup..., It’s My 1st Question For Today...
¿Will You Do Your Ask Blog,"Questoonz",Soon,Darling?,!I'm So Excited!😈👹
Well this is certainly out of the blue. I do recall that there WAS an ask blog for Cartoonz called Questoonz by a different artist but was deleted a really long ass time ago, least 2 years or more. I never mentioned doing a blog for him but I may consider it as long as there isnt too many ask blogs for Cartoonz specifically. I just gotta plan it out then but thanks for the suggestion, I’ll keep it in mind!
Yikes...,¡Even Though Toonz Has 37...,Holy Crap...,¡I’ll Still Love Him,And Also,I Love Wildcat¡,¡My Favorite Virgos Are Just...,Amazing¡:3
CaRtOoNz - 36/37 (Sept.21)
Ohmwrecker - 36 (June. 28)
Lui - 35 (July.4)
Gorillaphent - 33/34 (Dec.22)
Delirious - 32 (May.2)
Moo - 32 (June.17)
Panda - 29/30 (Dec. 4)
Basically - 29 (May.8)
Terroriser - 28 (March.23)
Fourzer0seven- 28 (June.15)
Vanoss - 27 (May.31)
Nogla - 27 (July.6)
Wildcat - 26/27 (Sept.14)
Kryoz - 26 (July.25)
SMii7y - 22 (April.29)
DeadSquirrel - 20 (July.29)
(Sorry, if I forgot anyone. I was curious and would rather leave it here then on my phone. I also hope none of these are fake...lol.)
Please...,¡Do Wildtoonz,H20Vanoss,Minicat,& More¡,¡Oh,Man...,I’m Really Excited¡
If I, like, wrote some things for the BBS, what should it be? I’ve written one (1) vaguely H2O Vanoss story (lmao, wasn’t even actually supposed to be them, i just used them as reference bc why not)
But I want to write more??? Should it be a ship? Or just something general?
¡Cartoonz’s Crew¡,¡That’s What Is It¡,¡I’ll Looooooooooove Them¡
So, does CaRt0oNz, H2ODelirious, Gorillaphent, Ohmwrecker & DeadSquirrel have a group name??? I know only Delirious hangs around with the bbs occasionally, sometimes Ohm, but the other three chill with each other. So do they get a name or no??