It’s been a thousand years since he took his first breath, tucked into the safety of his mother’s arms. Child of Darkness, they called him. One of the many names he would wear, like a mask, throughout the years: Ben Solo, Kylo Ren, Master of the Underworld.
She walks into his life with the reckless abandon of a hurricane blowing through a village, razing the very foundation of him. It is an awakening; an answer to a question he had dared not ask.
“I only ever wanted to hold your hand. It is a privilege and an honour that you let me hold your heart.”
In her, he finds his match.
A partner. “It’s you.”
And equal. “Just you.”
Bonded forever. “I do.”
Destiny deals its cold, cruel blow when it takes her from him. Monsters like him are undeserving of love, he knows. But no creature on earth should ever know this kind of pain.
It is the sweetest torture and the purest relief when, years later, he finds her again in a different place, a different time, a different life.
“Rey. I would recognise your eyes in every lifetime.”
“Ben.” His name on her tongue is a balm to his tired soul and an axe to his aching heart.
He should know it could not last. He should know that that was to be his punishment: to relive history in an agonising, inevitable circle. Finding her, just to lose her. Again, and again.
“Every time you’re gone, it’s like the Light in me is snuffed out. And every time I find you again, it’s as though the sun rises to greet me.”
“I’ll wait for you. In every lifetime,” she smiles. “I’m quite good at that.”
👑 through a glass, darkly 🌙 OTPs + random AUs ♡ HADES & PERSEPHONE
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YA LIT MEME // EIGHT OTPS: [1/8] Alina Starkov & The Darkling
“Why won’t you leave me alone?” I whispered one night as he hovered behind me while I tried to work at my desk. Long minutes passed. I didn’t think he would answer. I even had time to hope he might have gone, until I felt his hand on my shoulder. “Then I’d be alone, too,” he said, and he stayed the whole night through, till the lamps burned down to nothing.
As long as he is with her, he is on the right path
Faun Girl
Rey is driving Ben to their date. đź’–
Happy Valentine's day!
Abbaye de Beauport
TROS FIX-IT AUs: The One Where Ben Was Just Around The Dune
Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
𝖒𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖊𝖛𝖆𝖑 𝖆𝖚 🗡
Oh, lover, tell me: are we star-crossed?