Hi, I'm bogdasha, I'm 20 and this is my mostly SFW proship blog with random stuff related — discourse posts, fancontent, reblogs, random thoughts, anything basically -✎ I have no dni and I follow&block freely -✎ my DMs are open for anybody, just be respectful -✎ my only boundaries for now are being respectful (again) and not sending me pornographic/fetish content if I don't specify otherwise -✎ sometimes I may post off-topic things, though I don't do it often -✎ I have no posting schedule, I post as I please, but I'm terms of time I prefer posting around 22/10pm UTC -✎ this is my ONLY tumblr blog for now -✎ I'm also a selfshipper and most of my ships are selfships actually, though I have no f/o for now
Russian, bi and arospec girl, she/her, with severe depression, may be weird in general -✎ furry, multiaesthetic, ex multifandom, proud wannabe and poser in terms of communities and styles, I like small experiments with self expression and I live by them -✎ my english might be bad at times sorry for that in advance
It's hard for me to tell about my interests in general because they change almost every month and they're shallow -✎ for now (october 2024) my main interests are netsurfing, roblox (mostly catalog avatar creator and roleplays) and jsf (mainly egl) -✎ also for russian speakers, я сижу и участвую в кфкм в телеграме, но не прям активничаю -✎ I used to be in MANY fandoms and have many interests in 2014-2022, to the point I don't remember them all, but my core fandoms were:
Lololoshka and ru Minecraft in general (2013)
How to train your dragon (2014-2015)
FNAF (2014-2016)
Rytp (2015-2016)
Yandere simulator (2015-2018)
Yt gamers, mainly windy31 and dantekris (2015-2019)
Сыендук (2015-2021)
TheBrianMaps (2015-idk)
Anime & Manga (2015-2022)
Undertale (2016-2017)
Yt animators: Jayden, theodd1sout, sr Pelo, domics, wolfichu, daidus, mirby, мармаж, дьявол76, другие руязычные аниматоры (2016-2018)
RPGmaker games (2016-2022)
Heartbound (2017-2018)
Ddlc (2017-2019)
Danganronpa (2020)
There are more fandoms I was in, these are those that shaped me as a person in a way
I don't care about other discourses, especially here, so I don't participate in or post radqueer lolisho propara/antipara endo/antiendo valid/not valid labels etc stuff, just proship and some off topic
I may have strong or mixed thoughts and feelings about certain things but I don't tend to share them
My taste in music is mostly electronic (I have a more specific taste but I don't care about genre labels much), also some indie stuff and shoegaze
Have this for better reference:
(^ this is relevant for mid 2022 — august 2024 music taste)
I used to love drawing and making handicrafts (especially origami and rainbow loom knits) since childhood!! I barely do any of this now due to my mental state, but those still have my heart
I also wanted to make a list of my ex interests here but I fear it'll be a bit too long for intro post -✎ though who knows, maybe one day... >:3
I hop fast and I find it cool to share f/os with others, I think of sharing as of a way of building and supporting the community -✎ as I mentioned, I have no f/os now and I don't really treat my f/os as partners, I think of them as of crushes I tend to have lots of self-insert fantasies about hehe -✎ also I like drawing myself with f/os and ordering commissions with us, I'm cringe and I'm free idc at this point
My former f/os are:
Sans - Undertale (romantic, 2016 yes I was one of those og fangirls)
Gabriel García — Telltale Walking Dead p3 (romantic, 2017)
Lore — Heartbound (romantic, 2017)
Vanilla and Coconut - Nekopara (platonic, 2017-2018)
Larry — Sally face (romantic in 2017-2018 and queerplatonic in 2023)
Kara — Detroit Become Human (queerplatonic, 2018)
Tanjiro — Demon Slayer (platonic, 2020)
Apollo — Animal crossing (platonic, 2020)
Mondo — DRTHH (platonic, 2020)
Kazuichi — SDR2 (romantic, 2020)
Korekyo — DRV3 (queerplatonic, 2020)
Kurt Frank — IDV (platonic, 2021)
Monty — FNAF security breach (sensual, 2021)
Childe — Genshin (sensual, 2021)
Ginko — Mushishi (queerplatonic, 2021-2022)
Sally — Sally face (sensual, 2023)
Simon — Cry of fear (queerplatonic, 2023)
Medic — TF2 (sensual, 2023)
Spy — TF2 (sensual, 2024)
Sniper × Spy (TF2)
Fischl × Lisa (Genshin)
Barbara × Rosaria (Genshin)
Sal × Larry (Sally Face)
[FORMER SHIP] Pinecest (Gravity falls, ≈2015-2016)
[FORMER SHIP] Frans (Undertale, 2016)
[FORMER SHIP] Sato × Shio (Happy sugar life, 2018)
[FORMER SHIP] Childe × Lumine (Genshin, 2022)
[FORMER SHIP] Barbara × Xinyan (Genshin, 2022)
[FORMER SHIP] Irma × Kleesha (My OCs, 2023)
I have no particular taste in ships, I ship whatever I find appealing which is always random, though I'm not a fan of parent x child and sexually abusive ships, they personally make me uncomfortable -✎ l'm not exclusively a comshipper, default/no taboo ships are loved no less
Life severely nerfed my art skills so I couldn't draw the most scrumptious fischlisa pieces ever, this is all I can do now
Made a rosebarb moodboard because I wanted to
Credits for icons: heartcrush
Salarry/Larrysher moodboard
I couldn't find the artist of icons this time 😭
I finally found a part time job that I enjoy
I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)
I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets
I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)
I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest
I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff
I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)
I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!
You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.
Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.
I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.
It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.
My biggest flex is that I own these fiction freedom and fischlisa pins hehe
I reached out to one of printing houses in order to get them if you wonder
Maybe I should get rosabarb pin some time hmmm 🤔🤔🤔
Credits to 1800queeragenda and Chriss
Made a fischlisa moodboard because why not (I suck at these)