Thing I Notice

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Okay so there are some things that I'm lowkey proud of :)

I finally found a part time job that I enjoy

I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)

I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets

I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)

I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest

I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff

I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)

I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!

These are the main things I could remember, I don't know what may I add to this list

Thank you SO much for some positivity <3

You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.

Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.

I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.

It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.

CW COMSHIP

This kind of dynamics 🔛🔝

Translation:

1) Oh no! Please don't

2) Psychovalentine 0_o I can't live without you, so now you can't be without me

All credits to Tamakuz

Generic openly proship & fujoshi experience

CW COMSHIP

The urge to draw them kissing is undescribable

I need to see their ingame interaction please 💔

That's why I try to avoid and block any anti I see on tiktok or pinterest, they are the most aggressive and insane people I've ever seen on the internet (except for criminals like killers, rapists, zoosadists etc). My mental health, my interests and my joy comes first, and I don't think antis even deserve to bother me over stuff that doesn't involve them in the first place. And I suggest you to ignore/block them as well, for your own good <3

I find it lowkey funny (and sussy) how they are literally OBSESSED with comship stuff, even more than comshippers themselves lol

Tiktok antis are so creative! /sarc

TW:: RAPE THREATS/DEATH THREATS

wow! these are so helpful! thank you, I didn't know I was shipping pedophilia and incest :0 this is so shocking! /sarc

"Get Help" Are you taking me? Are you paying? I didn't think so..

gonna reblog with even more threats because antis are so creative!! >.<

Gang what the fuck

I just woke up and got a notif about antis putting minors in actual real life danger once again

(idk if this works bc I've never sent twt threads before but here https://x.com/SamAburime/status/1821168403211530363?t=D0hucCxV0KpKhW0KlDrm8w&s=19

*cough cough* HAIJI TOWA *cough* DR UDG

This man right here 💔 drives me crazy how dr fandom treats him and doesn't see his character development during game (but that's not the worst part yet) the worst part is people in fandom harassing the absolute shit out of those who don't hate him with passion

P.s. not liking or hating him is absolutely okay it's bullying and harassing that is NOT okay in any way

Antishippers if you can eat up content about fictional murderers and cannibals and simp for them but not support them in real life then please shut the actual fuck up about people liking fictional abusers and rapists before I lose my absolute shit

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Sometimes I feel really bad for blocking my close friends on Tumblr since I don't want them to find out that I'm a procomshipper bc they simply will not accept it, but I understand blocking them is a necessary step if I don't want to lose friendship or damage our relations over "weird" ships. I wish I could be myself around them and not pretend to be a neutral/anti but let's be real, if they are triggered/disgusted by incestuous/abusive ships and if they don't want to become "problematic" in people's eyes by supporting or accepting a procom, they won't accept me as someone who enjoys those dynamics in fiction

I tried to open up to my best friend about liking age gap and incestuous ships with slight hints and they said that's creepy and that they condemn this stuff so yeah, opening up about it Is not an option

I lowkey feel like a Ladybug from Miraculous or Hannah Montana living a double life lol, that's a bit funny when you think about it actually

Anyways I'm still glad that Tumblr can be my little safe space for comship stuff where I can be as "problematic" as I can and I will be welcomed and accepted here by all of you. Thank you so much for your activities under my posts and for your support, I really appreciate it <3 You are the best