Y'ALL I ENTERED THE VOID YESTERDAY 😭

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Stefan pushed the door and it banged open, though it wasn’t his intention to make a scene, and saw Katherine, still clothed, straddling the guy she came into the room with.

“Occupied!” he said impatiently.

Stefan didn’t say anything, just kept staring. She was making a performance just for him; he knew because her sighing got heavier when she heard him coming and now that he was there, her eyes flicked up to him, a grin on her face.

“Hey, are you listening, I said—” When the guy turned around and saw Stefan’s expression, his own grew frightened and he immediately disentangled from Katherine, putting a few spaces between them.

“Dude, seriously, my bad, I didn’t realize that you two were … that you were …”

“We’re not,” said Stefan sharply. His eyes stayed on Katherine who smirked up at him, gleeful and mischievous and vengeful.  He gave her exactly what she wanted – a response, a reaction and he cursed himself. Why did he have to know what they were doing? Why couldn’t he let it go? He seethed.

“Uh…” The man cleared his throat, looking between them. “Do you want me to leave you two alone?”

Yes. No. Stefan wasn’t sure what he would do if he was alone with Katherine now. He closed his eyes, gathering himself. “No,” he said finally. “No, I shouldn’t be here.”

He left the way he came in, telling himself to get a grip, to clear his head, to stop engaging, to just let it go, let it all go. No good could or would come of it, it never did, he knew that, he needed to stop. By the time he made it back home, Katherine was already in his room, sitting cross-legged on his bed.

It barely surprised him but her presence had him riled  – she provoked unpredictable responses in him. He didn’t acknowledge her right away and went to his bar, pouring himself a drink first. He took a sip then spoke.

“You ditched the boytoy then?”

Katherine shrugged. “Wasn’t exactly what I was craving.”

Stefan scoffed. “This is the problem with you, you can’t just play games with people just because you feel like it.”

She tilted her head. “Everything I do has a purpose, you should know that by now.”

What if he threw the glass right at her? “And what was the purpose of this?”

She slipped off the bed and drifted over to where he was, lightly running her fingers along different surfaces as she approached him.

“Proof,” she said.

“This should be good.”

Stefan went to take another sip from his glass but Katherine took it away from him, taking a sip from the same spot his lips touched. “You still want me.”

Stefan laughed humourlessly, shaking his head.

“Want you dead maybe.”

She raised her eyebrows. “Well, I’m right here.”

She crossed her arms, taking off her shirt so that she was standing in front of him in her bra. He rolled his eyes, exasperated.

“What are you doing?”

“Making myself an easier target.”

Stefan tried not to look but felt himself weaken. “I’m not in the mood for another one of your games, Katherine,” he said quietly.

“But it’s such a fun game,” she whispered.

Her eyes lowered to his lips and she inched toward him, relishing in the slow agony of anticipation – when she kissed him, Stefan’s breath caught in his throat. He felt something ignite in him and moved to hold her, bring her closer to him but a sliver of his conscience, his dignity kept him from fully engaging and instead held his hands up to keep from grabbing onto her

He wrenched away. “Stop.”

She smiled, hearing the hoarseness in his voice. “OK. I will,” she said happily, then brushed her lips against his ear. “For now.”

why do you disagree with the whole ‘the void is a meditative state’? /gen

in depth explained (not by me) here here and here

brief explanation here:

the void state is not a physical state at all

i feel like many of you dont fully understand unimportant this reality is. realize how big the multiverse actually is. meditation is not ultimate. people are not ultimate. violence is. not. ultimate.

what is ultimate? the void state. it is not at all attached to our reality, this is a reason why all desires manifest instantaneously in there. why? because we no longer have the same fears/beliefs society engrained in us here.

what does this mean? in all realities, it is there. throughout most/many realities, you are able to access it instantly. this means that meditation is not at all a required method. it also means that the void is not at all apart of the 3d, in fact it is one of the only things completely disconnected from it. by now, you can assume, i mean meditation is completely unimportant compared to it.

this realization also suggests many good things! such as

- theres no such thing as being "woken up" in the void state

- you cant think anything bad. you will feel an "unconditional love" sort of feeling

- you don't have to be tired to enter it

- you. can. manifest. ANYTHING including something like "no violence but life still has the same aesthetic and feeling" or "im the prettiest person in the world, and it doesn't matter if i scientifically look like the prettiest person in my or"

- you could describe it as your home

- it is always accessible across all realities to everyone

- you cant be "blocked" or "cursed" to not get in

- you could never even think of hurting another person in the void state

- you dont have to affirm or visualize or anything, your subcons will alr know what you want. your in the void state = your in your dr

so what can i do to get in?

anything. any method. they are all equal. i would suggest taking a step back and thinking about how beautiful and natural the void really is. but it doesnt matter if you are trying, it doesn't matter if your thinking good thoughts or assumptions, you can get into the void state at any moment ahead of you. there is no moment where you are more likely to get in.

The Third House

The third house is a place of action. 3 is an active number. It is often associated with activity, manifestation, connection and creativity.

When it comes to the zodiac signs, number 3 is Gemini, which can be associated with the ideas of connection and activity. We can learn a lot about the third house, the house of activity, from analyzing Gemini, the sign of activity.

Gemini is the immediate Air sign, and it's mutable. It operates on the immediate, flexible capacity of its logic and perception. It represents agility, calculation, imitation, and adaptation. This gives the third house its rulership over the mind, memory, and expression.

Ultimately, Gemini is just an Air sign that wants things to be at ease for itself and for those around it. The third house is how we seek ease. It operates on the effortless responses and connections. As such, it represents trains of thought, words, reading, talking, conversation.

Gemini also famously represents twins or fraternity. This symbolism illuminates the third house's connection to siblings, cousins, next-door neighbors, best friends or childhood friends, lovers, community members and comrades. These are people who we can converse with at ease.

Finally, Gemini is the student. Smart, sharp, and cynical, this Mercury-ruled sign associates the third house with learning. The third house represents receiving an elementary education. All early or foundational learning experiences are here: K-12 education, training workshops, summer classes, living-learning communities and lower-division education.

Beyond the associations of Gemini, we can understand the third house by taking a look at the ancient scheme of houses.

In the ancient scheme, we are born under the earth. The fourth house represents birth or conception, home, parents, and family. It represents the comfortable, protected world of our most trusted family. Since this scheme is analyzed clockwise, the next house after the fourth house is the third house, which is quite interestingly named Goddess.

We have already discussed the third house's connections to communication, expression, intellect, and learning. The ancient scheme introduces a sense of local community. The child is born inside the safe and comfortable fourth house; her parents send her outside to play in the local community---school, friends, neighborhood. In the community, she makes friends, interacts with neighbors, and embarks and learns about the world and finds her core memories. The third house represents a child's learning about the world. Walking, eating, breathing---life's simple things. Simple activities, along with exploring the community, can make up our entire world during childhood.

But community exploration can be an adult thing too. Let's focus on the name of the third house---Goddess. Why would the Goddess (the Moon) choose this house as her temple? Well, there is naturally a divine magic to learning and information, and to the childlike experience of the world, but beyond that, there is a sense of comfort in the community which I feel appeals to the Goddess.

In the third house, there is a sense of ritual. A bus route you take every Tuesday. Walking by that bench and crossing this street to get to the bookstore. Commute and transportation on schedule. A daily scone that you grab on the way to work. Ritual in this sense, and perhaps in general, is comforting. At the weekly farmers market, people mingle at ease with the same friends and neighbors from the locality. Local vendors go about their small businesses mindlessly. People run their errands, children doodle in the grass and fly kites, queers flirt and frolic, friends grab a bite, elders walk, teens gossip. There's something really nostalgic about it all.

This idea of memory and comfort and familiarity in the community feels almost Cancerian. This is why the Moon rejoices in the third house, in the traditional scheme of planetary joys (see the diagram above). This is part of why the third house is so important. A lot of comfort can be found in a healthy locality. Recent feminist scholars in the field of urban studies have advocated for the replacement of our patriarchal view of the city with a matriarchal view. Today's cities are not loving or nurturing, they place cold, alienating, isolating, exploitative and White cis-heteropatriarchal expectations on people, upholding the system of industrial global neoliberalism. Cities need to be more localized, affordable, inclusive and comfortable for the unhoused, for the working class, and for women, queer people and racial minorities. The Moon rejoices in the local, inclusive, comforting space envisioned by the third house. Urban planners should take inspiration from that. Providing protective comfort and care along with a healthy democracy for natives, immigrants and marginalized groups (and for the environment) should be the central purpose of a city, not profit. Sorry I'm an urban planning major and I'm super passionate about this.

To sum it all up, here's a list of the indications of the third house.

action, the mind, memory, expression, thought, words, reading, talking, conversation, eating, walking, breathing, childhood, siblings, cousins, neighbors, best friends, childhood friends, community members, comrades, learning, receiving an elementary education, local community, neighborhood, sense of comfort in the community, ritual, commute, transportation, small businesses, people

At this point, I'm gonna shift over to discuss placements in the third house. Please take what resonates!

Gemini risings / Sun in the third house

you feel proud about your intellect and conversational skills

your ego is in your mind

you holistically identify with your mind and your mindset

you had a lot of fun in the early part of your life, and you continue to have the most fun with those friends or in a small circle or community

you think and speak in a way that garners you attention and validation; you are popular

Taurus risings / Moon in the third house

you're great at verbalizing or acting out your emotions; this makes you a comforting person to be around, but you can be manipulative

you feel safe equipping yourself with different perspectives--you want to see all sides of a situation intuitively

you feel comforted by small errands, commute, and activity

some of your childhood memories are comforting and deeply important to you; you continue to feel like you belong most in a smaller social circle or in a local community

you crave validation for your manner of thinking

Aries and Cancer risings / Mercury in the third house

you're a sharp thinker, a fast, dynamic conversationalist, and you learn quickly because your logic is sharp and precise

you're very present and detail-oriented in your mindset and skillset, which makes you smart and crafty, but can cause you to spiral into depression or anxiety

you were a smart student in school, and you continue to tap into your intelligence in small circles, community spaces, or with siblings and close friends

you keep your intellect and thinking to yourself, perhaps due to anxiety, but you have an affinity for expressing yourself through words

Pisces and Leo risings / Venus in the third house

you're great at balancing several different perspectives, but your mindset can uphold conventional values or standards

you think and express yourself with others in mind, with caution

you experienced luxury in your schooling, childhood, social circles, and there were expectations that came with it

you're a calm, elegant, adaptable communicator, well-received in social circles and in the community

Aquarius and Virgo risings / Mars in the third house

you strongly identify with how you instinctively learn and think; you have learned to be defensive of your thinking

your mind is raw, destructive, and powerful; it's an angry force that can feel dominating, but causes others to re-evaluate their mindsets

you are known for your fierce individuality and raw honesty within the local community or in small circles

you are fiercely loyal and protective over close friends and siblings, over your view of your childhood memories, and the community

Capricorn and Libra risings / Jupiter in the third house

you are a deep, philosophical, and wise thinker who collects information with awareness of the bigger picture

you may rely on intuition rather than acute logic when it comes to daily speaking, activity, errands

you see broadly and often have higher ideals in mind when making decisions

you were mature and expansive at a young age, and you are a figure that people know in the community or in social circles

you may present as unintelligent or dissociated at first, but people find that your mind is always expanding

Sagittarius and Scorpio risings / Saturn in the third house

you are a disciplined and innovative thinker who has the capacity to gain a unique control over your mind

you submit to your own awareness and what you carefully derive

you feel comfortable doing things on terms that you define

you may speak in a way that is unique and different in an either alluring or isolating way

you might have felt restricted, anxious, awkward, or repressed in your childhood, and you can continue to feel that way inside, with siblings, in school or community settings, or in conversation

you are highly aware of the objective truth of the things you say, or the deep ideals of obligation underlying your actions

Sagittarius risings / Uranus in the third house

your mindset, thoughts, word choices and interests are often out-of-the-box or unconventional; you might be a geek or a nerd

you were a visionary, idealist child who knew that the world could be changed, but you might feel disconnected because you've always thought differently

you have a revolutionary mindset which you can share with the community to inspire the change you want to see

Capricorn risings / Neptune in the third house

you were a mystical child, drawn to the arts, mysticism, spirituality

your thinking is deeply intuitive and actively connected to your subconscious; you struggle with feeling present and using logic when thinking, speaking, learning or doing

you reveal an intuitive, kind side of yourself with siblings, close friends, within small circles, or in the local community

Virgo risings / Pluto in the third house

you change people with your words; you invoke ideological upheaval and transformation within yourself and within others by confronting the reality of the facts

your words are deep-cutting and powerful, which gives you the control; you feel powerful inside

though you might have felt more actively in touch with your change and power during your childhood, your expression still has a quality which demands submission, especially within your closest circles

your childhood was full of massive power struggle and upheaval

as you make mistakes and learn, even if you leave destruction in your wake

Cancer risings / Chiron in the third house

you are giving with your mind and actions because of the emotional wounds you received in your childhood

you might have had traumatic incidents very early in your childhood, which caused you take on the role of a healer

you are destined to discover healing in your life through your mindset and actions, with your closest friends and siblings, and by serving your community

Virgo risings / Lilith in the third house

you engage petty fighting, manipulation, lying, twisting your words, or bullying, especially to fulfill your desires, assert your power, or get to know someone deeper

you might have had a sibling, cousin, or close friend who you were unfairly compared to in your childhood, which introduced jealousy

you have a gift for communication; your uncontrolled expression is one of your most attractive qualities, people find it very alluring

Ancient void practices

I went through some success stories and tagged the ones that entered the void through yoga nidra and lucid dreaming cos these two ancient practices have always fascinated me since they're deeply centred around our state of consciousness and are also known portals to out of body experiences/shifting/the void. Read them if you need some motivation! Also see my recent post on lucid dreaming if you're interested in entering the void through that.

Anyway, if you have doubts about the void, I think a great anchor is leaning into practices that have roots dating back to ancient times and researching them and of course, reading more widely than just Tumblr. When you do this, you'll know that this state isn't something that was invented by Tumblr and has existed since.. forever because well, it's pure consciousness lol. And the void/turiya/samadhi has been known way before Neville's time. From my research, it's the main goal of yoga practitioners as well but they pursue it for the purpose of enlightenment and peace as opposed to manifesting desires.

The rest of this post is a dump of interesting excerpts from my research on yoga, samadhi and turiya and its links to manifesting, reality shifting and the void state. You can also do your own research although there's no need to overdo it :)

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This extract seems to be talking about reality shifting/manifesting/instant creation. I am curious on where we could learn more about yogis doing this!

Trapped in Your Own World Many yogis have created their own worlds and been trapped in realities like this. I am going into an area which is a twilight zone, but there are many yogis who have created their own world around themselves. A yogi goes into a cave and actually creates his own universe and lives there. This is not a joke. He creates everything that he wants – his own kind of planets, his own kind of earth, his own kind of everything – and lives there very happily. A universe is contained inside the cave. You can create a whole universe in an atom’s space because “here and there” and “this much and that much” are a creation of the mind. There are many yogis like this, but they are no closer to realization than you. He lives in a different world, that is all. He is probably more caught up than you, because he is also the creator. He has learned the art of creation. This does not become an ultimate release. This just becomes a different kind of action, a different way of doing things. An artist draws a new world on a canvas. A yogi actually creates it. The artist’s creation is two-dimensional, whereas the yogi’s is three-dimensional. This is more deceptive. An artist can get so involved in the world he is creating that he starts believing it is true, and it is true for him. A poet believes that whatever he writes is the truth. Similarly, a painter deeply involved in what he is doing believes what he is painting is the truth. When two-dimensional things are like this, if you create three-dimensional things around yourself, you are definitely going to be more caught up with them. Source

To be honest, I have no idea what the difference is between samadhi and turiya in yoga terms. I tried looking into it but it's still not clear to me. If you research into both terms, they come up with very similar definitions.

Yoga nidra and the void (turiya)

By means of Yoga Nidra, skilled practitioners seek to access Turiya, not just when in meditation or absorbed samadhi states, but in all variations of consciousness- encompassing waking, dreaming and deep sleep. They seek lucidity in all states. Yoga Nidra is a powerful practice that guides us beyond mind and in fact turns mind upon itself where its obscuring nature is dissolved to reveal the inner Light that is perennially Bright, with eyes closed or open. Source

What is turiya?

Source: Radiant Rest: Yoga Nidra for Deep Relaxation and Awakened Clarity by Tracee Stanley

Turiya is not a state apart from the grosser states but pervades all levels of reality as superconsciousness. Ramana Maharshi interprets turiya as the natural state that permeates the other states, the only whole reality. The Mandukya Upanishad discusses turiya as pure consciousness, which is indescribable, incomprehensible, and unthinkable by the mind, but ultimately realized as the one true self. Source

The four states of consciousness are jagrat, svapna, shushupti and turiya. Jagrat is waking consciousness, svapna is the dream consciousness, shushupti is the deep sleep consciousness and turiya is higher consciousness which is beyond all previous states. Entering the state of turiya requires inner silence. It can be achieved when the mind is free of mental blocks and bondages with time and space. The goal of yoga and meditation is to achieve turiya, where oneness is felt with the universe. Source

There are three states only, the waking, dream and sleep. Turiya is not a fourth one; it is what underlies these three. But people do not readily understand it. Therefore it is said that this is the fourth state and the only Reality. In fact it is not apart from anything, for it forms the substratum of all happenings; it is the only Truth; it is your very Being. The three states appear as fleeting phenomena on it and then sink into it alone. Therefore they are unreal. Source

DLL31DAYS ( 14/31 ) :  a song that reminds you of your otp. ↳  broken strings ( 2008 ) ;  james morrison and nelly furtado

ATTENTION PLEASE!!!!!!

This post is about calling a trick ass bitch out for stealing MY work and other individuals work from tumblr. I’ve stalked this girls page throughly and I have read many things I’ve seen on here. This account is clearly stealing and plagiarizing others work and taking it as their own for clout on TikTok.

If you follow me @aastrobabe, get a fucking life and come up with your own shit you trick ass bitch. And I know karma will come for bitches like you eventually💅🏻

I will be posting things from her account from which I have seen on tumblr and ONLY on tumblr. I sadly do not know who’s work she has stolen personally because she is plagiarizing all of her content. None of it is her own nor originally her own.

If you know the original creators, please give them credit in the comments.

Go report this TikTok account PLEASE. She will block you instantly if you try to comment (what a surprise🤡) or personally message the people who follow her. Just report the account because this bitch does not deserve the clout nor credit she is taking.

I know I’m being petty, but seriously, fuck this bitch and her “astrology is the cheat code to life” account.

This post is about you, Aastrobabe.😩✋🏻

I think everyone wanting to wake up in the void state should do the “FILD” method. It’s the most easiest and simplest method just put on a void sub and when you wake up again naturally, fall back asleep and do the FILD method and watch how you end up straight into the void! I just woke up in the void state last night and now I’m living my dream life 🥹🩷 I had a LONG list of desires on my void list that I wrote in my notes app and when I woke up I was speechless, I just stared around for a good 5 minutes 😭

I manifested:

My desired body

My desired face

My desired home

My desired aura/personality

My desired accent/voice

My desired hair

My desired new parents/family

My desired home

My desired career

Millions of dollars/card immune from declining

My desired skills

Entering the void state instantly on command

My void state to be pink

Manifestation skills

Clean girl aesthetic

Goddess/siren beauty

Living in my desired city

It was SOO much more but that’s just a few! I’m soo happy guys, I DID IT 🥲 after 2 years and I finally woke up in the void in the most simplest way ever 😂 lowkey pissed at myself but I have my desires now and that’s all that matters lmao. If I can do it, then so can you! This won’t fail you and it’s the easiest “method” ever, trust me and try it out for yourself, you got this babies 😚

The subliminal I used overnight:

https://youtu.be/b66f_Ca0jBQ?si=qqkCANLzCjRdp6vr

WOAHH, YOU TOOK ONE FOR THE VOID FAM (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

Congratulations love, I think you are absolutely right about fild. It's super easy and has a very high success rate in the lucid dreaming community and takes you straight into the void. I love that you manifested your void to be pink omg!! You must be looking like a literal QUEEN and enjoy your dream life , angel, and I'm so proud of you for tapping in the void state.

Llysm <3

i know kindness exists because i am kind

astro hypothesis: why i think the astro community is the way it is?

ever notice how a lot of us can't let go of grudges/drama in this community? what about the supposed cyberstalking? the fake accounts? the bullying?

i've come to blame our individual placements instead of our shared synastry. gathered in one place online there is likely an usually high amount of 8h/12h people. its a spiritual community after all - 8h loves taboo things, the occult, the unknown, dark aspects of the self, etc. 12h loves spirituality, hypotheticals, learning about karmic cycles and fate, etc. neither one is a fan of secrets and prefers to look behind the veil. myself included in that - i have 8h sun, moon, and mercury AND 12h uranus.

but 8h people are often obsessive and struggle to let things go if they aren't working with their placement(s). 12h placements are our "hidden enemies" - i realize a lot of us know who is who behind the "fake account" but often we only have another username to connect to the secondary (tertiary, etc) account and no actual real life names. neither can stand not knowing what someone is likely saying about them, so they peak at those who blocked them or who they blocked with another account.

we (humanity) hate not having control - that's why a lot of us are on here in this community to begin with. we seek understanding and making the unconscious conscious. the hunger for control is what drives a lot of people, but often 8h/12h people seek it the most. we seek it because at some point we lacked it (in terms of "trauma responses"). these placements are well known in the community for going through hardships and struggles in life - that's why a lot of us react the way we do. personally, i withdraw. i am someone who struggles to say no. i will shut down and say/do whatever i must just to survive fallout - survive the day or weekend and not get yelled at or bullied. i'm not a fan of sides - i'll pick myself if i must, as imperfect, immature, etc as i can be.

social media gives this illusion that we know each other more than we do. even when it seems like someone here has it more together than another person that doesn't make it true. we have all gone through something - we all have personal stuff going on outside of this community. no one is going to always have a perfect and mature response - it's just not how life is.

no one is perfect; we are all learning as we go. at some point, if we can't forgive and grow together, i have to wonder why we are here to begin with. this community doesn't get bigger it only gets smaller when we are picking sides, blocking each other, etc. do what you have to do to protect your peace, but let's stop perpetuating hatred with anons and multiple accounts. give grace. be kind.

thanks for listening to me ramble.

-a.d.

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