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i was reading robert adams book some time ago, and if you read it you can see that he repeats himself a lot. all the questions and worries he got was probably the same thing. and so he repeated himself a lot, sometimes in different ways, sometimes in the exact same words.
this book is 399 pages.
i've recently come about a book called the ashtavakra gita. by the translators introduction this gita is pure because of its one-pointedness. it gets straight to the point. "Every word is aimed at triggering Self-realization--no suggestions for self-improvement, no rules for moral behavior, no practical wisdom for daily life." - is what he says.
its 60 pages long.
robert adams has to say what can be said in 60 pages in 399, so that we really get it. so that we aren't in fear (he says that all is taken care of several times!!) and have courage to just be. what he wants is for us to be.
(he actually says this lol)
what i'm trying to say is that there's nothing more i can say to you. all the info is there. it's just becoming a bundle of words.
if you don't try it out for yourself, then this definitely is all just a bundle of words. make it useable knowledge.
CAREER ASTEROIDS💰
THESE ASTEROIDS CAN POINT TO WHERE YOU WILL BE SUCCESSFUL OR TALENTED:
6583 Destinn
33154 Talent
389 Industria
829 Academia
19 Fortuna
258 Tyche (greek goddess of luck)
151 Abundantia
109 Felicitas (roman goddess of success)
407 Arachne (boastful talent)
9777 Enterprise
408 Fama (fame)
CAREER ASTEROIDS BASED ON DIFFERENT PROFESSIONS:
1266 Tone (might say something about your tone)
27 Euterpe (muse of music & lyric poetry)
1815 Beethoven
1034 Mozartia
1009 Sirene
713 Luscinia
3267 Glo (shine and glow, someone who stands out)
12238 Actor
23 Thalia (muse of comedy)
18 Melpomene (muse of tragedy, connected to playing tragic and serious roles)
627 Charis (charisma)
600 Musa
23° Libra Fixed Star Spica (creative talents in art and design)
4457 Van Gogh
6676 Monet
4221 Picasso
3001 Michelangelo
4928 Vermeer
7116 Mental
9795 Deprez
4451 Grieve
14827 Hypnos
1912 Anubis (knowledge of death/change/soul Journey)
16 Psyche
2 Pallas (wisdom & strategy)
3402 Wisdom
249521 Truth
1488 Aura
2696 Magion (magician)
5239 Reiki (reiki healing)
1221 Amor (couples theraphy)
1027 Aesculapia (the name of the greek god of medicine)
10 Hygiea
5239 Reiki (reiki healing)
2878 Panacea (a solution or remedy for all difficulties or diseases)
18310 Osawa (George Osawha, pioneer of microbiotics)
1924 Horus (curing the incurable)
19 Fortuna
151 Abundantia
13956 Banks
7782 Mony
4955 Gold
1918 Midas
22562 Wage
9249 Yen
21409 Forbes
8958 Stargazer
24626 Astrowizard
1154 Astronomia
30 Urania (muse of astrology and astronomy)
6465 Zvezdotchet (russian for astrologer)
2433 Sootiyo (star boy)
2432 Soomana (star girl)
600 Musa
47 Aglaja
695 Bella
5089 Nadherna (gorgeous beauty)
1388 Aphrodite
2101 Adonis
5011 Ptah
62 Erato
11727 Sweet
268 Adorea (if in on the ascendant will be adored for appearance)
COPY: 6583, 33154, 389, 829, 19, 258, 151, 109, 407, 33154, 9777, 408, 1266, 27, 1815, 1034, 1009, 3267, 23, 18, 600, 4457, 6676, 4221, 3001, 4928, 7116, 9795, 4451, 14827, 1912, 16, 2, 3402, 249521, 11911, 1488, 2696, 5239,1221, 1027, 10, 5239, 2878, 18310, 1924, 19, 151, 13956, 7782, 4955, 1918, 22562, 21409, 8958, 24626, 1154, 30, 6465, 2433, 2432, 600, 47, 695, 5089, 1388, 2101, 5011, 62, 11727, 1, 268, 713
©️ 2023 Zeldas Notes
Your Venus sign/degree and what colour looks good on you! pt.2!
Venus in Scorpio: Scorpio Venus PLEASE wear black or some dark colour 😭 y'all always look good in it bye...
Venus in Sagittarius: This colour might be unexpected but Purple! Purple really represent's Sag's usual characteristic lol.
Venus in Capricorn: Again I feel like Earth signs look good in more "earthy colours" so maybe browns, greys, would look good on a Capricon Venus or even a Capricorn rising.
Venus in Aquarius: Neon colours or anything kinda crazy (just make it look good omg) Nicki Minaj is an Aquarius Rising and neon colours just look great on her! If you wanna keep it simple a nice blue would do you well.
Venus in Pisces: Aquamarine, light green,turquoise perhapes!
Sorry it took me a bit late and this may seemed rush I'm still not feeling well but I did;t want any of y'all waiting!
In the houses:
I feel like this asteroid signifies where your acting abilities lie. Like which genre or expression are you best at? I will also rate your skills depending on this but do not take this too seriously.
!!PLEASE READ THIS FIRST!!First, I will tell what characteristics your character might have, then your best acting scenes, and then your skills. I'll also name one person you remind me of. ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵
1st:
I feel like you’re very good at acting like a bully, a popular person, or just a mean girl. I get those types of vibes and immediately thought of mean girls when I saw this. Of course, it doesn't mean that you're a mean person but you're good at acting it. You are also good at acting confident, badass and a Lil spoiled. You would be best at those meme-worthy scenes or fake emotion scenes. You remind me of Regina George from Mean girls! I would say you would be an amazing, top-notch actor if skills were worked upon!
2nd:
I feel like you'll be amazing at acting like a luxurious or rich person who sweeps another person off their feet. If you're masculine energy, then those rich, hot, old guy types while for feminine energies you'll be those "sexual energy" types! You are also someone portrayed as lovable, motherly, and stable if not the previous ones.You would be so amazing at those romantic scenes, its amazing. You remind me of Ginny Weasley from Harry Potter (the books). You would be quite good at acting!
3rd:
You'll be amazing as a smart mouth, creative and friendly student. You would be portrayed as a flirty, flighty person who doesn't need anyone to please them. Also, You would also be seen as intelligent and someone who has a great memory. Childish. You would be great at argument/debate scenes or fighting ones. You remind me of Mia from 'Go! Live your way!' You would be great in acting overall like this placement is basically IT.
4th:
You're portrayed as someone who is the family person and would do anything, and I mean anything to please them. I know 4th is for motherly more than fatherly but my mind immediately goes to more masculine energy while typing this. Like those family guys. You would be so great at emotional scenes (the good ones). You remind me of Molly Weasley from Harry Potter. Your acting would be amazing if utilized well.
5th:
You would be amazing at acting like those fun, carefree, Leo vibes. You'll be acting like that one friend who always gets drunk or parties and is always up to have a wild ride or spontaneous trip whenever you want! You would be great at funny and creative scenes. You remind me of Tony Stark from MCU! You are AMAZING AND TALENTED AT ACTING! While hard work will be needed, you will also have a natural talent for it or a passion that would drive you.
6th:
You are portrayed as somewhat of a clean freak and kind of obsessed with order and organization. You're the kind of friend to clean up a mess or be very obsessed with those little things that no one can notice. You always want to emerge as a winner and in the first place. You'll be great at "freaking out" scenes. You would be Josh Newman from a book series called "Nicholas Flamel: The secrets of the Immortal".Your acting skills are nice, however, they can topple and waver if not practiced regularly.
7th
You would be portrayed as a dreamy person or a dream person. Someone who falls in love hard. One to be very attached to their loved ones and people around them. someone who has a savior complex and probably someone who plays in romantic shows. You would be great at romantic or nervously romantic scenes.I get reminded of Shin Sol-i from the Korean version of "A love so beautiful". Your acting skills are almost perfect in this category :)
8th
You would be portrayed as someone who is intense. horrific, insecure, and a bit "bitchy". You are someone who represses emotions and feelings a lot. You are someone who would act like the stereotypical "quiet kid". Someone who acted a villain and had a hero arc. You would act best at intensely emotional breakups or breakdown scenes. You remind me of Severus Snape from Harry Potter. You act VERY WELL but still, if not developed will have problems since you have aloof expressions in your actual life.
9th
I see you as someone who'd be portrayed like a teacher. Someone who's wise and has the answers to each and every problem except their own ones. You are seen as someone who is extroverted, and trustworthy. You would be great at teacher types of scenes or scenes where everyone has gathered around and you advise them or tell them something. I think you're very similar to Master Shifu from Kung Fu panda! Your acting skills are fine, but you may have a passion for something else.
10th
Someone who is very strict and cool is the character you'll be playing. You would also be someone who is a boss, a hard worker, and a leader. Someone who is bossy but graceful. A career-focused person. You would be great at scenes that are about punishments, like scolding your kid or firing someone at work, or having intense jobs. You remind me of the male lead from 365 days (i haven't seen the movie but I've seen a commentary on it-) You would be fine at acting but I dont think it would be something that you've dreamed about for the longest time.
11th
Someone who would be acting as the edgy, cool kid who everyone knows but no one seems to be close to them. Everyone wants to be, though. You will be someone that is friendly to everyone but still has that detached vibe and has been hurt before. You would be nice at prank scenes or funny ones. You remind me of Rafe Katchadorian from 'Middle School: The worst years of my life.' I feel like you would be great at acting if you wanted to!
12th:
You are portrayed as someone who is spiritual, dreamy and a bit lost in the clouds. Someone who has a great imagination but might be afraid to show it in the fear of being mocked or taunted around the people whom you're not comfortable with. You would be someone who is great at acting lost or scary/spiritual scenes. You remind me of Cinderella from...Cinderella, LOL- I feel like you would be sooooo good at acting!
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AIGHT, THATS IT FOR ME FOR NOW! if you want to,make sure to rb and tell me how it was :)
Again, the meaning of this asteroid was taken from @astrologyduck's post.
I know you’ve answered this question before, about ego and I apologize for asking the same question but I just don’t get it.
I’ve been into every corner of the internet asking for the same advice, how do I get away from ego? and I’ve gotten the typical advices “observe” “be aware of everything and notice it” and so on. I’m not saying that’s bad I know what “you’re supposed to do” but girl, I’ve tried it and I still feel like this limited bitch (sorry for the cursing is just I feel so lost) like I feel like I’m glued to her. Everyone I try not to identify it feels IMPOSSIBLE, I don’t even know that feeling of just feeling numb or feeling extreme happiness and love Ike Robert Adams says. I know this topic intelectually, but I don’t know it and I don’t understand it. I few when people are giving me these advices they’re talking about something non existent, it feels like they’re lying ( pls don’t take is as if I’m saying that what you write is fake but I just don’t understand them ) my ego feels like still needs to work and all I do is try, try and go insane. I don’t want to read a book no more, I don’t want to read a book about ND and be like “wow I’m limitless” and then be like “oh nvm”.
How do u guys not feel like humans? How do u do it Sophie? It seems so far away from me. I don’t want to work or figure out. Like I genuinely give up on trying, I just want to exist. I want to know, how? genuinely, how??
how guys when you cry u dont identify??? it’s that even possible? how could someone ever feel numb?
A little piece of me believes in this, like I’ve somehow experienced the proof of this, which is my existence. But why do I feel like this ego??? Am I connected with Grace (my real name lol) for ever??? All I read is content and I don’t even understand nothing no more. It all feels impossible and so far away. I’ve tried everything, and I don’t feel like it works for me.
this is kinda embarrassing, but please, what would you do in my place? I don’t even want to read about ND no more lol that’s how done I am with this. I know this is my ego complaining but I feel like I’m just repeating theory over and over. I’ve cried these days over and over to figure out how it; what do these people do to not feel like their ego???
#help
You can literally see me starting my journey here. All my progress happened live and in front of this site's eyes. I did it all BY myself with myself. I read Ada's posts when she was here and replying to asks (~3months maybe?) And then other 3 months of revising her words over and over and doing my best to apply.
So if I'm "rude" sometimes; it's because I started just like all of you also. I didn't start as an enlightened master but just a girl coming across this information on tumblr. And not in good circumstances AT ALL.
I haven't really cried in a long time; but if I did I wouldn't feel "numb". I would enjoy the experience like all the other experiences. It's your ego's judgements that make something anything but lovely and love.
If you're spiralling then it means you haven't even understood it intelectually. You really have no choice but to make yourself understand; read some more or just give up. If it's too much — move on from the topic for now and do something else with your life until you're ready to come back to Self realization again (because you will be back, the world can give you nothing of lasting value).
Lastly, you can't get away from ego because you are making it up. You make it up and then go "how to get rid of it?" It doesn't exist. Not without you here to experience it.
Ego is A THOUGHT. You're trying to get away from your own mind.
If you're trying to tap in the void this is for you:
Stop trying to make yourself believe that you're going to tap or wake up in it and start affirming that you do. Robotically affirming really does wonders for me 'cause the point of it is just telling myself that i already have it and that's it. I'm not trying to change my mind or convince me of nothing.
Also, the only thing you should be "focusing" on is being consistent and persisting on what you're telling yourself! I'm so fucking tired of some bloggers telling people to "focus on the 4D or whatever" NO! Nobody is in the LOA community to live in imagination, let's be fucking honest... So my "tip" is:
If you're not complaining abt not having it, telling yourself the opposite of what you want and u're being consistent and persisting on the new story consider it fucking done. That's the only "knowing" you need to be in, the "knowing" that if ur consistent IT WILL MANIFEST DO NOT MATTER WHAT.
Do not stop until it manifest. Be fucking consistent for once in ur life for god fucking sake. Stop being so fucking afraid of affirming for what you fucking want. AFFIRMING FROM LACK ISN'T A FUCKING THING.
Just pick one to two affirmations and STICK WITH IT. You don't have to count them to 10K or anything, just tell it to yourself.
Sammy's 10 minutes method is very good if y'all wanna try it out; Just robotically say your affirmation in ur head or loud (it really doesn't matter) for 10 minutes (duh lol) but you can't start complaining abt not having it as soon as the timer goes off, just stick to the new story. (oh, i do it 3x per day)
Here's some videos for y'all to watch whenever many times you need: (even though i don't agree with everything she says, those videos REALLY helped me and i hope it helps you guys too 💗)
- gigi 🌼
For Aphrodite 🐚🦢🤎
so many people are still walking on egg shells with their subconscious minds. it becomes quite obvious when some still view the subconscious separate from themselves. it’s something like… "your subconscious mind never sleeps!! be careful with the music you consume!! it always listens!!".
relax. actually, don’t. slap yourself in the face right now. my guy, you ARE your subconscious mind. furthermore, you are both: the conscious and the subconscious. when we say "you are the only operant power" or "you are in charge", we aren’t just transferring all of that power to your subconscious. we are stating that YOU hold all the power and YOU are in control of everything.
yes, the abilities of the mind can be intimidating. but those abilities and what your mind is capable of creating, THAT‘S YOUR ABILITY! whatever goes for your subconscious mind ALSO goes for you!
your subconscious mind knows you better than you do right now, consciously. it knows damn well when you make a joke and MEAN what you are saying, because … YOU know it! you don’t need to be afraid of it.
just trust it. trust is one of the keys in manifesting. when you manifest, you need to have faith in yourself. therefore, you also need to trust yourself. allow yourself to feel easy about the things that you are doing mentally but also physically. don’t be too harsh on yourself. again, it’s called the law of assumption! whatever you say, goes — use it to your advantage!
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.
Wouldn’t Marilyn ascendant nakshatra lord be her moon in Dhanishta? Since she’s cancer lagna
Ascendant Lord Moon in Dhanishta
Ascendant Nakshatra Lord Mercury in Rohini
Cancer ascendant-> Ashlesha Nakshatra-> Mercury Nakshatra lord
Enneagram Wing Boards: Type 8 Wing 7 - The Maverick
Energetic, turbulent, autonomous, idealistic, extroverted.
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It’s My Life - Bon Jovi
Survivor - Destiny’s Child
You Don’t Own Me - Grace ft G-Eazy
Don’t Play - Halsey
Fighter - Christina Aguilera
Mount Everest - Labrinth
Remember The Name - Fort Minor ft Styles Of Beyond
Hit Me With Your Best Shot - Pat Benatar
This Is Me - Kesha
Love It If We Made It - The 1975
Do It Like A Dude - Jessie J
Born Ready - Zayde Wølf