So My Owner Told Me To Take An IQ Test And Like It Came Out As Ummm Like 110 Which They Say Is Good!!

Hey cuties,

It's my birthday and if you fancy supporting me or treating me to something sexy, or even just helping out please consider donating me something xoxx

https://www.paypal.me/sillysissyemily

Thanks sexy people!!! Xoxox

If you're a slut and you show it clap your hands

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Fuzzy-Rookie is still my hypnosis goals! Will she ever return?! Xox

New triggers, they said they were done for now but requested one more little video, I see why now

Ooh yes please! Xox

Personality Changing Game

A new tumblr game:

Post this to your blog if you want to play.  Your followers will send asks with a question plus a cliche personality type in asterisks.  *Seductress* *Bimbo* *Virgin* *Cocktease* *Submissive* *Learned Scholar* etc.  

Whatever they tell you, you will become while you answer their question, and for the next 15 minutes– or until you’re given a new personality.  Whichever comes first.  

Have fun!

This is all I ever want xox

i want you to make me into your perfect fuckdoll. mold me to fit your desires exactly, reward me when i get it right, and punish me hard enough i’ll never make the same mistake twice. i want my thoughts to come directly from you, to hear your voice in my head when i think. i want to be more yours than i am mine. i want to be unrecognizable after your conditioning.

Like hey guys! I'm gonna be edging all night while like super stoned so send me hypnosis and other cool stuffs thatll like break my mind beyond repair!! Pls!!! Xoxox

Ps. If you're a tist, get in touch! I'm interested in actually being hyonosisted by a like persons voice and not just files!!!

Thank you sexy people!!!! Xoxox

I agree!!! Hehe xoxox

So bit of a serious post...

Covid has hit me hard. Those who know me and talk to me on here will know that I've been pretty inactive the last few weeks. To make a long story short I've lost my job, and have been living off what savings I had. Its came to a point where I'm now having to look for a new place to live, knowing that next year I wont be able to afford rent. This page has been downhill since I lost my work, being more focused on sorting out my life than porn and tumblr.

Millions of people around the world are feeling the stress of covid, and we should all help any way we can.

If you're reading this and have a spare dollar or pound or anything, please consider donating to charities that help covid victims.

I'll be sure to follow up this post with a bunch of donation links for certified charities that need it.

Stay safe everyone,

Emi

My task for today was to write this list. Some things have been removed.

10 things that demonstrate how brainwashed I've become:

Attachment to his cock: I spend hours looking at pictures and videos of his cock and this isn't how I have previously responded to developing new relationships, and doesn't seem to reflect how other people behave when they do either.

The way I connect with my sexuality: When I masturbate I no longer have my own thoughts or ideas. I recite things I've been told or read, or I stare at his cock, or I just go empty. I rarely have any desire to watch porn, unless I know he has watched porn and I can watch what he's watched. If I have any thoughts at all I am fantasising about him, using my imagination to come up with new ways to strengthen his control and deepen my brainwashing or to be useful for him - and then I tell him about them so he can review my progress and use them against me. It's not even really a choice to masturbate. My sexuality doesn't belong to me anymore. I don't experience my own moods or desires - I just obey and feel good for obeying.

My motivation and addiction: Oh yeah, and when I masturbate I never make myself cum. I don't even want to cum. When I think I want to cum it always ends up that I actually just wanted to be more controlled. His orgasm feels better than any orgasm I can remember. Yet I can't stop edging myself, I am addicted to the feeling of building pleasure but no release, only hornier only more desperate - and those things alter my behaviour so I become sluttier, easier, weaker, softer, more malleable - and he tells me to do it over and over and he reminds me how addicted I am so even if I think I might have had control once I definitely don't now.

My outward image: I let him choose what I wear, and when I am free to choose I still dress myself to be pretty and slutty and pleasing when I can. I want people to look at what I wear and know I'm a fucktoy and that he's changed me. When I look in the mirror and I see what others see I get so horny thinking about how slutty I look and what they must think and I have to edge myself.

My self worth: I feel best when I'm sexy and slutty and when I earn his hard cock and make him cum harder. I believe that his cum is more valuable important than my brain. I fantasise all the time about him cumming into my empty head and making me permanently mindless. I don't think that I would have believed that before.

My changed preferences: I enjoy and get horny thinking about things that didn't give me pleasure or enjoyment before. Like [removed], and stretching out my holes, and being objectified and [removed].

My safety: I gave up my anonymity, and I think that before I was more concerned about safety and things not bleeding into my 'real life' but this is real now. I also play in public, exposing myself to him and taking risks by touching and grinding and edging in places I shouldn't and that would have bad results if someone were to witness it.

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My self image: I know this isn't normal, but I believe that I am better and happier now, even though I can't really remember or imagine what I was like before or what my life was like before.

My self destruction: I fell in love with someone who hypnotizes me, brainwashes me, enables and reinforces my addiction and changes me for his pleasure. I told him I love him so he can take my love and use it against me. And it feels good.

Mm yes please xx

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Would you all enjoy having a week of brainwashing?

A conditioning script posted everyday, followed up by a group session on my server every night

Teasing the best toys of the day personally and making an example of them for all to follow

You know how much you need it.

How blissful it'll feel to end a long tiring day

With my words taking control of you

Molding you

Conditioning you

Controlling you

And setting you up for the next day

A week of me erasing your resistance

And turning you into my complete slave.

Tell me you want it

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