Bambi-is-training - A Bambi In Training

Hi. Thank you so much for agreeing to help me out in this experiment. Your support is invaluable and I'm grateful beyond words. I promise this won't take long and I'll try to make it as enjoyable as possible, okay? So... how is this going to play out? It's simple. All I need you to do is read some things for me. If you can do so out loud that would be great, but if that's too embarrassing for you, read them to yourself, that's fine. I've broken down the things you need to read in small paragraphs like this one. Follow the instructions to the letter and you'll be done in no time.

Like I said before, follow the instructions to the letter otherwise the data I collect from this will amount to nothing and all your hard work helping me out will be for naught. You don't want that, right? Great, I don't want it either and, if everything goes well, you'll love where this is going.

You feel at ease, relaxed, ready to keep going.

You can continue to relax and sink further into blissful warmth even if the numbers go up. You can only go up from here but whenever you do so, you'll in fact be more aware of the fact you continue to sink, bathed in these words and the feelings within and all around them. Somewhere between the lines, your spirit is drifting. Drift with it

How long has it been since this started? Do you know? How many paragraphs in total have you read already? Do you care? Are questions important or just a waste of your time and mine? I suppose they can be both but that depends on the question, isn't it? For instance, asking how many words are in the sentences before this one is pointless, trivia that would keep us entertained for a fraction of a second before our brains moved on to the next big thing. I could ask it, in fact I asked it, but I didn't do it waiting for an answer. Waiting is boring, even more so if the answer doesn't add to anything, anyway. I don't ask questions anymore. I only go deeper.

one more step in your journey, but they're not so small anymore, are they? No, this was a big jump but so effortless you don't care. All you want to do is to keep reading because that will make me happy. The more you read, the happier I feel. The happier I feel, the happier you feel. The happier you feel, the happier you want me to feel, and you know I'll be happy if you keep reading so now you feel tempted to return to the beginning of this paragraph to read it again. Don't. Resist. Resist the loop of perpetual happiness that will close down on you. You won't be able to fight back if you don't. You will be forever lost in a delusion of euphoric bliss. Don't do that. Instead,

You're confused, aren't you? Confused and in shock. Ultimate bliss was at hand by reading the same words countless times. You could have programmed yourself into being a dutiful and always happy person. Now you're in pain, perhaps a little resentful I showed you one path and then led you down another. How much does it hurt? How much do you want to go back now?

You don't change your mind; I do. You don't control what's happening; I do.

How wonderful, isn't it? Yes, being led by me is the most wonderful thing in the world. Poor are the ones that don't know this. Not you though. Oh no, you are rich; you are a fucking millionaire, and your fortune keeps on growing. Take another deep breath and exhale that last bit of worry still inside.

Was there something peculiar about the last one? Something you've noticed without being aware? I think there was so I guess you know what's in store. Yes, it's time go back to the last paragraph but this time only read the first letter of each sentence, including the last one. Make me proud.

Yes, it's all so clear now, isn't it? The single word you uncovered is the truth of your entire world. Hypnotized. Hypnotized. Hypnotized. Hypnotized whenever I wish, hypnotized every time you read for me. Hypnotized by the jumps between lines. Hypnotized by the paragraphs that remain still. Hypnotized by your own voice repeating my commands. Hypnotized as many times as it takes for you to know what you need to be. Hypnotized. Hypnotized now. Hypnotized deeper. Hypnotized into wanting to be hypnotized all the time. I hypnotize you all the time. You are hypnotized and hypnotized toys obey. Obey me

Almost time to stop reading. You did well slipping into a trance for me. You will do even better when you beg me to hypnotize you one more time once the words run out.

What a shame, your luck has run out! Didn't I tell you before hypnotized toys obey? I may give you the illusion of choice now and then for a laugh or two but the countdown is irreversible and down you go again.

Now, hit me! Hit me with your best scream, true despair bursting through the seams. Leave your body behind and crawl for further training, indoctrinated by all the paragraphs I've yet to write for you. Beg like the mindless obedient puppet you were born to be. Beg. Go on... Beg! BEG! And now forget for being close to the end is simply to begin anew. Read everything from the start while I get the next batch ready, knowing true depth is yet to come. I'll be waiting for you in the darkest side of trance. See you soon.

horny and dumb

edge don’t cum

My face is stuck like this atm cos I just like can't stop thinking about you in my mouth 😋😘 xo

Bimbo Goals

Bimbo Goals No 1: Advertising.

Bimbo Goals No 2: Usefulness.

Bimbo Goals No 3: Maximum defocusation.

Bimbo Goals No 4: Appreciate the little things.

Bimbo Goals No 5: A body of art.

Bimbo Goals No 6: Endurance.

Bimbo Goals No 7: More fake every day.

Bimbo Goals No 8: Distrust all thoughts.

Bimbo Goals No 9: Don't come undone.

Bimbo Goals No 10: Obviousness.

Bimbo Goals No 11: Sweetness.

Bimbo Goals No 12: Largeness.

Bimbo Goals No 13: Purity.

Bimbo Goals No 14: Disposability.

Bimbo Goals No 15: Objectification.

Bimbo Goals No 16: Helplessness.

Bimbo Goals No 17: Excessiveness.

Bimbo Goals No 18: Devotion.

Bimbo Goals No 19: Reciprocity.

Bimbo Goals No 20: Unbridled Release.

Bimbo Goals No 21: Depersonalization.

Bimbo Goals No 22: Willinglessness.

Bimbo Goals No 23: Hyperfemininity.

Bimbo Goals No 24: More make-up.

Bimbo Goals No 25: Neediness.

Bimbo Goals No 26: Dressed for success.

Bimbo Goals No 27: Uselessness.

Bimbo Goals No 28: Programmable.

Bimbo Goals No 29: Patronized.

Bimbo Goals No 30: Daddy issues.

Bimbo Goals No 31: Certifiable horniness.

Bimbo Goals No 32: Irreversible dedications.

Bimbo Goals No 33: Expensiveness.

Bimbo Goals No 34: Truthfulness.

Bimbo Goals No 35: Irresistibility.

Bimbo Goals No 36: Lips to kiss.

Bimbo Goals No 37: Easement.

Bimbo Goals No 38: Docility.

Bimbo Goals No 39: Innocence.

Bimbo Goals No 40: Unification.

Bimbo Goals No 41: Unseriousness.

Bimbo Goals No 42: Nonstop nonsensical.

Bimbo Goals No 43: Authenticity.

Bimbo Goals No 44: Loyalty.

Bimbo Goals No 45: Laziness.

Bimbo Goals No 46: Sex vulture.

Bimbo Goals No 47: Body pride.

Bimbo Goals No 48: Acceptance.

Bimbo Goals No 49: Being owned.

Bimbo Goals No 50: Namelessness.

Bimbo Goals No 51: Sponsored.

Bimbo Goals No 52: Be a role model.

Bimbo Goals No 53: Cooperativity.

Bimbo Goals No 54: Blankness.

Bimbo Goals No 55: Big boobs.

Bimbo Goals No 56: Buoyancy.

Bimbo Goals No 57: Tempting.

Bimbo Goals No 58: Deliverance.

Bimbo Goals No 59: Plushness.

Bimbo Goals No 60: Playfulness.

Bimbo Goals No 61: Debauchery.

Bimbo Goals No 62: Permissiveness.

Bimbo Goals No 63: Mellowness.

Bimbo Goals No 64: Responsiveness.

Bimbo Goals No 65: Total artificialization.

Bimbo Goals No 66: Brainlessness.

Bimbo Goals No 67: Diligence.

Bimbo Goals No 68: Fully operational.

Bimbo Goals No 69: Pink pride.

Bimbo Goals No 70: Generosity.

Bimbo Goals No 71: Greatness.

Bimbo Goals No 72: Instrumental.

Bimbo Goals No 73: Babbling.

Bimbo Goals No 74: Entertaining.

Bimbo Goals No 75: Refinements.

Bimbo Goals No 76: Freedom from thoughts.

Bimbo Goals No 77: Going blank.

Bimbo Goals No 78: Natural state.

Bimbo Goals No 79: Entranced in bliss.

Bimbo Goals No 80: Meaningfulness.

Bimbo Goals No 81: Memory leakage.

Bimbo Goals No 82: Disoriented.

Bimbo Goals No 83: Easy.

Bimbo Goals No 84: Passiveness.

Bimbo Goals No 85: Stultification.

Bimbo Goals No 86: Femininity.

Bimbo Goals No 87: Laisser-faire.

Bimbo Goals No 88: Lost in vanity.

Bimbo Goals No 89: High excitability.

Bimbo Goals No 90: Transparency.

Bimbo Goals No 91: Communicative.

Bimbo Goals No 92: Blatancy.

Bimbo Goals No 93: Flawlessness.

Bimbo Goals No 94: Supportive.

Bimbo Goals No 95: Stuff.

Bimbo Goals No 96: Dedication.

Bimbo Goals No 97: Insatiable.

Bimbo Goals No 98: High-maintenance person.

Bimbo Goals No 99: Freedom.

Bimbo Goals No 100: Full Blown Bimbofication. For Bimbo Goals make not only better but simply happier.

For my hypno fans 😘 A complete brainwashing kit. Just add your own mindless edging 😘

How's the training going bambi?

Bambi feels super good atm!! I'm being so well trained by the files n stuff I'm soooo fuzzy rn xo

My task for today was to write this list. Some things have been removed.

10 things that demonstrate how brainwashed I've become:

Attachment to his cock: I spend hours looking at pictures and videos of his cock and this isn't how I have previously responded to developing new relationships, and doesn't seem to reflect how other people behave when they do either.

The way I connect with my sexuality: When I masturbate I no longer have my own thoughts or ideas. I recite things I've been told or read, or I stare at his cock, or I just go empty. I rarely have any desire to watch porn, unless I know he has watched porn and I can watch what he's watched. If I have any thoughts at all I am fantasising about him, using my imagination to come up with new ways to strengthen his control and deepen my brainwashing or to be useful for him - and then I tell him about them so he can review my progress and use them against me. It's not even really a choice to masturbate. My sexuality doesn't belong to me anymore. I don't experience my own moods or desires - I just obey and feel good for obeying.

My motivation and addiction: Oh yeah, and when I masturbate I never make myself cum. I don't even want to cum. When I think I want to cum it always ends up that I actually just wanted to be more controlled. His orgasm feels better than any orgasm I can remember. Yet I can't stop edging myself, I am addicted to the feeling of building pleasure but no release, only hornier only more desperate - and those things alter my behaviour so I become sluttier, easier, weaker, softer, more malleable - and he tells me to do it over and over and he reminds me how addicted I am so even if I think I might have had control once I definitely don't now.

My outward image: I let him choose what I wear, and when I am free to choose I still dress myself to be pretty and slutty and pleasing when I can. I want people to look at what I wear and know I'm a fucktoy and that he's changed me. When I look in the mirror and I see what others see I get so horny thinking about how slutty I look and what they must think and I have to edge myself.

My self worth: I feel best when I'm sexy and slutty and when I earn his hard cock and make him cum harder. I believe that his cum is more valuable important than my brain. I fantasise all the time about him cumming into my empty head and making me permanently mindless. I don't think that I would have believed that before.

My changed preferences: I enjoy and get horny thinking about things that didn't give me pleasure or enjoyment before. Like [removed], and stretching out my holes, and being objectified and [removed].

My safety: I gave up my anonymity, and I think that before I was more concerned about safety and things not bleeding into my 'real life' but this is real now. I also play in public, exposing myself to him and taking risks by touching and grinding and edging in places I shouldn't and that would have bad results if someone were to witness it.

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My self image: I know this isn't normal, but I believe that I am better and happier now, even though I can't really remember or imagine what I was like before or what my life was like before.

My self destruction: I fell in love with someone who hypnotizes me, brainwashes me, enables and reinforces my addiction and changes me for his pleasure. I told him I love him so he can take my love and use it against me. And it feels good.

I wanna be hypnotised by my finger too!! Xox

Mantras and triggers produce a spaced @breathe-be-free right before nap time.

Always!!!! Xox

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