Hello, I Am Amal, A Mother Of Seven Children Ranging From 15 Years To 7 Months Old. Due To Escalated

SUCCESS STORY!!🤎🧸

tw//mental problems, abusive family, bullying, suicide attempt, manifest/void obsession

first of all i want to thank lotus because it helped me even when i was thinking about suicide❤️‍🩹

it's been years since I learned loa and I was having problems with the manifest. althought I have known loa for 2-3 years, i constantly reacted to 3D and for such reasons I could not manifest anything for 2-3 years. and when i first learned loa i was obsessed with void. I was hurting myself to enter void. like if you don't enter void today I will kill you. i was crazy because of void. at the same time, I was staying in the family environment that dragged me to death, and I was bullied at school . i was hated by people even though i did nothing. i tried to commit suicide many times, my family wouldn't let me go to the therapist. also, no one said anything to the bullying I saw. thats why I bullied myself for years in the same way. if I told anyone I was being bullied and asked for help, they would say it was probably my problem to my face💀💀 and towards the end of 2022, i seriously couldn't stand it anymore. i was constantly reading blogs [i think there is no blog i haven't read, lmao] and the last time i couldn't stand it, i tried suicide again, but i failed. later i wrote to lotus and she gave me a lot of advice (baby ily😩❤️) and i cried more than i have ever cried that night. the problem is that while people were already ruining me, the real problem was that i was ruining myself too. after that day, in the first week, i had so many problems in my manifest journey. but until 2023, i said to myself, "i don't want to live like this anymore. i deserve the life I want.” i made a promise. and every time I felt like quitting, i remembered my promise to myself. and now i have revised my whole life, i live in dubai🤭. if you're going to ask how i did this, i started to listen to my inner voice, i almost stopped entering tumblr. i stopped affirming and wrote down the things that i was gonna revise one by one, and added them to the notes app on my phone. i made a note at the bottom that I already have these in my life. when “what if I can't manifest the life I want?” if such thoughts came to my mind, i told myself that the creation was already finished. in this process, i focused only on myself and was developing my self concept. before I went to bed at night, i was constantly imagining the life I wanted and I was staying in that state and saying I already had the life I wanted, I didn't affirm anything extra. and even those who made life difficult for me started to apologize to me. (i manifested their karma life lol) anyway I don't want to talk more about those bitches but I want to mention this. please take a break. relax. stay away from things like void, loa for a few days. I noticed that some of you are obsessed with void on this blog. but i must say void is just a method. if i manifested the life i wanted when i was only 12-13 years old, you can do it too. take a break and do what feels good to you. love yourself. loa blogs can help you up to a point. they can't spare all their days for you. start taking responsibility. find manifest methods that work well for you. love yourself. meditate. i’ve talked a lot but I would like to add that, if someone tells you that you are the cause of the circumstances you are experiencing right now, that you created the conditions in which you live, please tell them to shut their fucking mouths. no such thing. i was blaming myself again, thinking what a disgusting monster i am just because this “you create ur reality” thingy. but the truth is that creation is already over. good luck!

MY FAV SUCCESS STORY TO EXIST!!!! 😭

I literally cried when this girl texted me saying she is living her dream life, I was so pround, I am pround 💗

Backstory, she first texted me 12/15/2022

She told me everything about her circumstances, they were really bad ones, and she was 12 at time and this made my heart so broken (she revised her age) since her parents were really toxic and disgusting ( I am not going to say much about her old story).

So I told her all about the toxic home I lived and how I manifested it away too (my success, my failures).

So, time passed and 01/feb I got this text!

I literally cried because I was so happy for herrrr 💗😭😭

"How she did it?"

She focused in her inner Self being the only reality and ignored all circumstances!

"and i would love to you to add those youtubers and blogs" insta: - kriston jackson youtube: - lana blakely tumblr: - @becomingthatgirl111 — other sources abt loa: - joe dispenza, edward art"

I literally cried so much and I am so happy for you my angel, look how you did it! You were 12 and revised your whole life! 💗💗💗

And that are people out there who don't believe that it is possible to manifest things. Look at this girl 💓

You did it amazing love, I am so pround of you. You are deserving of all the best things in the world. I wish you all the fun in life. Thank you sm for sending me this, I feel so appreciated that I had helped you, but who did all of this was YOU! 💗💗💗

✉️You all, everything is possible!

I GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED WITH THE VOID STATE

here is a rundown of everything ive manifested with the void state- literally everything i wanted i now currently have because of the void state i manifested:

• an enhanced glowup look

• demonia snow boots

• my dream life in general so living lavish beautifully

okay basically what i did was getting a little bit tired, a little drowsy but not TOO tired to the point where I’m going to instantly sleep. i started to repeat and affirm to myself “i am pure consciousness” and also “i manifest quickly and effortlessly” till i drifted off to sleep. literally i couldn’t feel anything, i was NUMB, everything around me- I COULDN’T FEEL A THING. It went pitch BLACK. and thats when i started visualising myself with my boots, me in beautiful towns in london on wonderful dates, designer ass clothing and just amazing outfits in general, literally everything i wanted i vividly visualised.

I visualised so vividly that i literally experienced it, i experienced myself in that and it was like it was actually happening in the 3D. it was literally insane- it was so amazing.

After that- I woke up and I said..yeah, by tomorrow i’m going to get my manifestation 100% I SAID IT AS A FACT. I SAID MY DESIRE AS A FRICKING FACT WITH SO MUCH DETERMINATION AND EVERYTHING. after that i went to bed, slept in the assumption that everything i wanted was here.

@divineangelbee MY BESTFRIEND HAS SO MUCH MORE DETAIL THAN ME ON THIS TOPIC!!! she introduced me to the void state fr.

- random things to manifest -

★ all the bratz/monster high dolls ★ being fluent in your target language ★ make your friend group able to speak a language that yall can use to talk bout secrets ★ have 3d singers like 4town exist ★ change your nails to desired design with to snip of your fingers ★ make people who are just like a anime/fictional character ★ unnatural eyecolor, like purple, pink or sum ★ if you manifest a new life complete amnesia bout your old one but to still remember loa and good self concept ★ photographic memory ★ have a mystical pet (like a pheonix) ★ have a cute song written about you ★ a little fairy friend, like tinkerbell ★ wake up with a piercing just to avoid the pain ★ having a car that looks like a car from cars (the disney movies yk)

SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE ONES INNA BACKKK!!!!!

A BLACK GIRL RUNS THIS BLOG BITCH

this works so fasttt

New void state technique? (must read)

Okay so I'm no pro with the void state yet, but I just wanted to share sth I just found. Cus we're gonna live our dream life no matter what. And I don't gatekeep. A few moment ago, I came across this video The man is talking about an ancient technique to enter the "no mind state" which means the "void state" and it's really simple. Everything he's talking about in the video is literally about the void state. This is his video's description: "In this video I share a technique you can use to access no mind or the void. The technique detaches the mind from the body and allows the spirit to roam free. Experience anytime the ultimate truth with this simple and easy technique." He mention things like:

-leaving your body -relaxing and peace -knowing how to exist without the limit of the mind -being in oneness -being connected to the source -calm mind You can check the video for the tutorial. Personally, I tried it and I have a problem with holding my breath for a long period. But even just by doing this for like 8 sec, I felt this calm sensation, idk how to describe it. I just tried it at the moment, and now I'm just writing this to share immediately. In the comments, people share their experiences with the technique, and they said things like their body detaching. I really hope this help anyone who are into shifting, and manifesting their dream life. I'm telling you if I entered the void state, my consciousness will probably not be living in this reality, bc I plan to manifest my dream life and it's very different from here. 😭😭😭 Looking forward to all your success!!!

OMFGGGGG I GOT INTO THE VOID WITH YOUR DISTRACTION METHOD THIS SHIT WORKS LIKE WONDERS I MANIFESTED

name change

changed my past

appearance change

i changed my hair color to strawberry blonde

made my skin tone more darker (im a natural poc women but i thought i would feel better with darker skin)

HOURGLASS BAWDYYY

being extremely smarttt i get to study aboard now

a trip to brazil, Morocco, paris and Qatar

my christmas break lasting more longer

having a heartshaped birthmark

looking a little similar to adriana lima

money never being a issue anymore

THANK YOU SMMMMMMM IT WAS YOU AND @luvmanifesting WHO HELPED ME REACH THE VOID also also big big thanks to @salemlunaa @noxxxstarr @b4ddprincess @scentedpeachlandcreator TYSSMSMSMMSMSMM

SUCCESS STORY

XOXO | GOSSIP GIRL | XOXO | GOSSIP GIRL | XOXO | GOSSIP GRL

AAAAAH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! THIS IS AMAZING!!! I didn’t think the distraction method would be making its comeback in 2025 😭 CONGRATULATIONS HONEY!!!!

Credits to @luvmanifesting @salemlunaa @noxxuniverse @b4ddprincess @scentedpeachlandcreator

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everyone is you pushed out: kitty explanation

this sleepyhead is kitty. kitty discovered the law of assumption not that long ago, and is still learning how it works.

the mysterious black cat next to kitty is milo. kitty has had the biggest crush on milo for the longest time. kitty spends most of her time daydreaming about a dream relationship between the two of them. kitty however was pretty sure that milo saw her as a friend, and nothing more.

and then, she came across what, in the law of assumption world, is called everyone is you pushed out.

everyone is you pushed out means that your inner thoughts are reflected in the people that are around you. so, if kitty thinks she’s dumb, everyone will think she’s dumb. however, if kitty starts thinking she’s the smarted cat that ever lived, everyone will think the same!

but, how could she apply this new information for the milo situation?

after a couple of moments of brainstorming, kitty realized that she just needed to start thinking that she’s wifey material. if she starts thinking she’s wifey material, everyone will think the same! and everyone includes milo, so, after that, milo must reciprocate her crush!

and so, kitty started to really think she’s wifey material. and not king after that…

came milo! and milo asked kitty out! out of nowhere!

and they grew closer…

and closer…

and more in love than ever <3

My IT Girl Playlist So Far ( updating everytime I find a new song)

1- Ariana Grande: God Is A Woman

2- Ariana Grande: Just Like Magic

3- Aliyah’s Interlude: IT GIRL

4- Megan Thee Stallion: Cocky AF

5- Nicki Minaj: Super Bass

6- Nicki Minaj: Did It On Em

7- Nicki Minaj: Feeling Myself ft Beyoncé

8- Future: You Da Baddest ft Nicki Minaj

9- Nicki Minaj: I Am Your Leader ft Cam’Ron & Rick Ross

10- Nicki Minaj: Favorite ft Jeremiah

11- Nicki Minaj: I’m The Best

12- Ciara, Nicki Minaj: I’m Out

13- Doja Cat: Woman

14- Flo Milli: Conceited

15-Nicki Minaj: I’m Legit

16- Nicki Minaj, Drake: Truffle Butter

17- Nicki Minaj: Hard White

18- Meghan Trainor, Nicki Minaj: Nice To Meet Ya

19- Queen Key: My Way

The hypnagogic state : how to reach it.

The hypnagogic state is a state where we naturally go into before sleeping, a sweet spot moment before sleeping and still being awake, a state where it is so powerful to be able to shift, get in the void, or basically do anything.

Now it requires NOTHING, it only requires one small thing that might sound tricky.

Staying awake long enough for it to come by on it's own, and actually on average it takes 10-5 mins from each person to enter it aware.

The steps:

Lay flat on your back (not needed, but many results come from laying on the back)

Do. Not. Care, just go with what you usually do to fall asleep, but one thing? You're not falling asleep, you're watching your body fall asleep, that sweet spot where your body is about to fall asleep? That's hypnagogia

Actually don't move, it may give your mind signs you're still not sleeping, now just lay there and try not to sleep while focusing on the blackness behind your eyelids.

You will start seeing flashing images or swirly things or even just flashing lights and imagery, this is the hypnagogia and you managed to reach it in just 10 mins of pretending to be asleep (acc it takes me 4)

Bam, that's the sweet spot, now affirm slowly for the void, or just sense your surroundings for shifting or maybe you can try your shifting method here! This state cannot argue back, you'll be immediately shifting in no time, and slipping in the void is so easy from it.

So really the whole steps is just "lay down, don't move, watch your eyelids, color seen? Hypnagogia reached, method or void procedure done, bam."

I managed to find a post on Reddit on how to keep your body awake, you can try 2 or 3 of them to keep yourself entertained, FULL CREDITS TO THE ONE WHO POSTED IT ON REDDIT (calaie_iscoolio):

"1. Looking in the darkness behind your eyelids

Basically what it says, when you close your eyes, just focus on the darkness until hypnagogic imagery begins to happen i.e. colors, shapes, literally anything that will show. When images begin to show up, do not interact or acknowledge what you are seeing, you can look at it, but don't try to control it and just let the images flow until you feel that the state is induced enough to where it won't disappear because you are "too" awake/aware.

2. "Forearm Up" Method

Another technique that basically helps with people who tend to fall asleep to quickly, basically lay down on your back like usual, lift your hand up in the air where your elbow is resting on your mattress, keep it there and as it slowly falls down that's where you'll begin to fall asleep, it'll drop and basically awake you back up.

I had also seen a shifter mention that they prefer to lay on their stomach and lifting their foot up in the air and basically do the same thing. This technique basically just wakes you back up.

3. Thomas Edison Method

Very similar to the "Forearm Up" Method, basically what Edison had done was he had held a steel ball in his hand, and when he began to fall asleep, the ball will drop and alert Edison awake, another technique to help with people to struggle to stay awake.

4. Imagine Constant Motion

Basically imagining something whether that be an animal or an object constantly moving like a horse galloping, a dogs tail wagging side to side, etc. (Pretty simple, for people who find it much easier to visualize).

5. Tire your body through out the day

During the day, you could do any tasks that would just tire your body out that leads up to your attempt to induce the state, it'll make it much easier for you to get into the state and induce it since your body is already tired enough to relax.

6. Repeating "hypnagogia"

This will mean you have you just repeat the words "hypnagogia" to yourself till you get tired enough and then hypnagogic imagery will eventually appear.

7. Counting

Basically just like regular shifting methods, you could focus on counting up to how much you want to until you begin to get the hypnagogic hallucinations, to keep yourself from falling asleep you could give yourself simple math questions just so it's enough to focus to answer it.

8. Imagining Randomness

Imagine literally anything that isn't related at all, i.e. horse, roof, apple, pen, desk, etc. Visualize and filter through random objects or animals that have no correlation and that will induce the hypnagogic imagery, randomness is key.

9. Focus on breathing

Similar to any shifting method, basically focusing on your breaths is another technique to induce the state. Literally just anything to keep your awareness occupied rather than letting your mind just shut down to go to sleep.

10. Sounds

Listening to anything in your environment, whether that be things happening outside, if it's raining listen to the rain, or if you've got headphones on listen to the music and focus that, keep your focus on the music so you don't fall asleep.

11. "Playing" a song in your head

Not necessarily listening to the song, but imagining the song playing in your head, whether that be your favorite song, if you know how it sounds like, imagine it playing and once you've entered the state, it will naturally play and you'll end up actually hearing the song.

12. Heartbeat

Basically just focus on your heartbeat. Listen to the amount of beats.

These are all the various of techniques you could use, you don't have to stick to one and can basicaally try them out, see which one you feel like works for you and go from there. A tip is also you could pick like 4 or 5 out of these 12 and just filter through the techniques if you can't just stick to one since you get uninterested quickly. (I get bored easily, do I normally do 8, 9, 7 and 4 just so I don't lose interest.)"

Good luck y'all!

DEALING WITH “FAILURE” (2): KITTY EXPLANATION

this is kitty. kitty is a curious cat learning her way through law of assumption.

what kitty really wanted, this time, was a new toy, in the shape of a mouse. she would love one of those! so, kitty started manifesting for it. and waited. and waited. and waited, waited, waited. her toy was nowhere to be seen.

why didn’t her toy get to her? what was up? kitty was confused, but she wouldn’t give up that easily. she really wanted that toy, so she would get it. that’s how her world works.

kitty thought about it for a bit, and then everything was clear for her. kitty decided to use revision, so that she would find she would’ve got her toy when she wonted it. revision was the best idea ever. so, kitty started affirming: “i got my toy the other day”, “i already have my favorite toy”, “i’ve been gifted a new toy a few days ago”. she revised, and revised, and revised, and saturated her mind, and affirmed. she would get her new toy, no matter what.

the next day, kitty woke up. when she went to the living room, she found, behind the tv, a little box. she looked into it, and there was a little not that said “to kitty”, with the date of a few days before. kitty indecisively opened it, and gasped.

she had the new toy! shaped like a mouse! and she had been having it for days, she just didn’t think of looking around! kitty was over the moon happy, and immediately started playing with her new, favorite toy.